|Originally posted by RJT |
I'm not an expert by any stretch, but that doesn't sound healthy at all.
I don't know exactly what the trigger or addictive element is (whether it be physical or mental), but if that's really how you feel imagine it this way: what would life be like if you felt the same with alcohol? Coke? Herion, etc.?
It may be less damaging, but addiction is addiction, and if you really feel as though it's all you care to do, you probably need to find someone (not a counselor or anything - just a good friend or someone you trust) to talk to about it.
Take care of yourself m8.
Nah that sounded way serious than it is.
It's not like I am bouncing off the walls or anything with out it.
I had like half an 8th of it this week (like a joint or so per day) with my girlfriend.
What I meant to get across was that when I skin up, I cant be arsed doing anything but that. It totally whacks my motivation.
I can't quite get across into words how I feel about weed. It is worrying I find it so comforting, I find it much much more enojyable than going out and getting pissed.
I like how introspective it is, I like how affectionate I get under the influence. When there is a joint going I love how deep the convo gets.
I dunno. Maybe I should just fuck it all off. But already I am considering splitting a £20 bag with my mate for my next week off work.
How muhc do you guys do on average?
I'll probally do no more now for like a month. Then do a bit, then none.
In regards to the nicotine thing, it's pretty much stasndard here to roll with tobacco, since if you didnt you'd get like 4 jopints for £20 quid, with tobacco, and depending on how tight you role, you can get much more.
Nothing lasts, nothing lasts, everything is changing into something else. Nothing is wrong, nothing is wrong, everything is on track...
You know, William Blake said... uh, nothing is lost. Nothing is lost and I... I really believe that, we only move on...