|Originally posted by enydo |
I smoke alone about as much as I smoke with others. To me, they both have their benefits, but there's something special about relaxing with a bowl and music / a movie / whatever on my own.
Maybe I'm an addict.
Completely serious... I was probably addicted to weed in this exact way. Of course not a strict chemical addiction, but a psychological one. It's super easy to do with weed, too - condition yourself into doing most activities with it so that you completely miss doing them without it. It's not really an issue until you run out or have to quit for other reasons, etc. But it's certainly an ambition killer for most people, including myself.
Honestly, I feel much better about my life when I am not high, and that's not a high-horse bullshit judgmental thing, it just is what I've become to realize it as. I love marijuana and implore everyone to try it, and I have nothing against full-time stoners either, but it's not an everyday thing for everyone and if you can't see yourself being able to cope with shit without it just as easily as you do with it, it's probably time to give quitting a try.
Oh yeah, and drop $1000 on Vitamin rehab, too. It worked for Krypton!
There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio,
Than are dreamt of in your philosophy.