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been on a ~10 day break, after pretty much constant smoking for 2-3 years. cravings finally starting to subside. i thought it was just me that experiences extremely vivid dreams during a break, but after a quick google i find it's apparently a very common side effect. when i smoked i would dream about recent events, but now all my dreams have a huge ensemble cast of people that havent been important in my life for as many as 10-15 years. my friend that passed in the summer was in my dreams every night when i smoked, now he hasn't been seen. not sure what that could mean (or if dreams mean anything for that matter). was going to grab a quarter tonight but kind of interested in seeing if these intense dreams change or if i get used to them, and how i feel in general in another couple weeks' time. but if i can get some blueberry, fuck it, i'm grabbing 
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open your mind a little too much and your brain will fall out.
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