|Originally posted by Miss Pie |
Having a repulsive sex dream confirms I don't have subconscious desire either.
No, stupid. If you're not getting raped but consent to the sex in your dream there's a clear dissonance between your conscious- and unconsciousness. The latter knows what you really are inside: a whore. The consciousness, on the other hand, tries to protect your self-image and makes you feel repulsion, restoring the fragile construct you call your integrity. Of course this unconscious desire might never get the better of you, but it'll always be there, at least in your dreams, and remind you that you really do want to have sex with Bas.
I know about this stuff, I read a
slychology psychology book once.