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Posted by whiskers on Oct-27-2003 03:30:

quote:
Originally posted by nic01445
well my life is goin great!

that's nice to hear. ass.

Posted by moncster on Oct-27-2003 03:32:

quote:
Originally posted by whiskers
zoloft, prozac, xanax, paxil... what else? i need more drugzzzzzzzzzzz

vicodin, morphine, mdma, speed

Posted by Arbiter on Oct-27-2003 03:33:

I am alone.

The solitude is refreshing, though. Sometimes I want nothing more than to simply be left to myself. The constant cacaphony of social interaction is something I can only cope with when it is counterbalanced by a peaceful respite with no one but myself.

Posted by Tukan on Oct-27-2003 03:56:

Everyone is alone, get used to it.
And death is no more certain than anything else.

Posted by igottaknow on Oct-27-2003 04:56:

quote:
Originally posted by maria111
i am looking for something to fill up my soul first and maybe this thing doesnt exist...at least to this life anyway.

let me sing you something that will help you forget your sadness if but for a moment...

Maria!
I just met a girl named Maria,
and suddenly that name
will never be the same to me.

Maria!
I just kissed a girl named Maria
and suddenly I've found
how wonderful a sound can be!

Maria!
Say it loud and there's music playing -
Say it soft, and it's almost like praying
Maria - I'll never stop saying Maria!

Posted by Pio on Oct-27-2003 05:19:

quote:
Originally posted by igottaknow
let me sing you something that will help you forget your sadness if but for a moment...

Maria!
I just met a girl named Maria,
and suddenly that name
will never be the same to me.

Maria!
I just kissed a girl named Maria
and suddenly I've found
how wonderful a sound can be!

Maria!
Say it loud and there's music playing -
Say it soft, and it's almost like praying
Maria - I'll never stop saying Maria!

*imagines trance remix of the Leonard Bernstein classic*

Posted by whiskers on Oct-27-2003 05:39:

THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING ALONE AND BEING LONELY

Posted by discitelli on Oct-27-2003 12:50:

quote:
Originally posted by DarkAngel
The only thing certain about life is death.

Respite is a hard thing to attain.

What one seeks isn't always the answer.

Some can only be seen by chosen.

There are no chosen that have seen me.

quote:
Originally posted by whiskers
WHAT

THE

FUCK

?

LMFAO

Posted by Sand Leaper on Oct-27-2003 13:02:

quote:
Originally posted by whiskers
THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BEING ALONE AND BEING LONELY

But you can be both. Which in my case is the sad truth. Long story, but I have been alone for 2-3 years now, and while it is hard (and perhaps impossible) to get used to not having someone to love and hold close, I'm getting used to being a lonely soul by now. I hope it changes soon though, cos this process is slowly but surely turning me into an icicle, and if that happens I can kiss any hopes of leaving my loneliness behind goodbye.

Posted by WanderingSteve on Oct-27-2003 15:18:

I barely post anything or read posts that often. I just don't enjoy surfing through message boards that much. But I definitely can relate to this. It's raining cats and dogs here, which just fits this thread and my mood perfectly! ^_~

I noticed that several people mentioned that doing what makes you happy and fulfills your life is very important, especially when life ain't so hot for one reason or another. And that's definitely good advice. But what if you get to the point where it isn't enough? Or, rather, that instead of doing it for you, you want to have someone else to do things for, even if, in the end, they benefit you the most?

For example, I am interested in art. It is ultimately my passion. I have painted on occasion, though my primary interest is in comic book illustrating. Traditional Animation was also a possibility, but since we have moronic studio heads (Disney, Dreamworks) who have now decided that traditional animation is no longer feasable (I can tell there are a bunch of anime fans on here, so I know you guys know otherwise! EVA rules!), that's not much of an option.

Since this is starting to get off-topic, I'll spare all the details and just say that art kinda was put to the side for a little bit. I have tried picking it up again, because I know it is what will make me happy. But for some reason, it isn't enough. All these anime and manga artbooks I have aren't the inspiration I really need...and a friend of mine recently proved that. Because the past 2 times I've gone to see her, she has sat and painted, and so have I. And yet, I will get back to my apartment and do everything BUT my artwork.

Maybe I should make a completely new thread, because this has alot to do with her and her effect on me.

I guess my point, though, from my perspective, is that maybe it isn't enough to just do what you enjoy. That maybe some people really are better off with someone else who will inspire them. At least I feel that way about me...others may not feel the same way, and that is ok.

The anime Evangelion actually brought this question up rather clearly in both the tv and movie endings. It's a question of exactly who am "I". Who am "I" if I don't have "others". Who am "I" in relation to my friends, and am "I" complete with them, or am "I" complete with something else entirely.

Ugh...too much on my own mind, that I think I'm babbling!
Sorry!

Anyways, to Maria and everyone else, you're definitely not alone in feeling alone. And I guess it can be rather therapeutic simply by talking about it here (no doctor's bills! ^_~).

I guess the best thing we can all do is just take it a day at a time.
And make it a point to find that smile inside us. Every day. ^_^

Posted by MERTON on Oct-27-2003 20:49:

i wish i had some chick that i could bang manogomusly and would give me lots of money.. then i would be happy

Posted by DarkAngel on Oct-28-2003 02:55:

The only drug I need is the music, but alcohol doesn't hurt, either.

Posted by Orbax on Oct-28-2003 04:02:

anyone taking paxil please stop, I ve seen 5 friends (out of 5) get their lives fucked off of it. Try selexa or some alternative, I dont think its a safe drug, and I cant believe its proscribed.

Posted by DarkAngel on Oct-28-2003 04:05:

quote:
Originally posted by Orbax
anyone taking paxil please stop, I ve seen 5 friends (out of 5) get their lives fucked off of it. Try selexa or some alternative, I dont think its a safe drug, and I cant believe its proscribed.

I've never tried Paxil (and don't plan to.) What exactly happened, if I may ask? Surely it's not as bad as Xanax? (Which I also don't touch.)

Posted by MrSquirrel on Oct-28-2003 04:07:

quote:
Originally posted by Orbax
anyone taking paxil please stop, I ve seen 5 friends (out of 5) get their lives fucked off of it. Try selexa or some alternative, I dont think its a safe drug, and I cant believe its proscribed.

Take Zoloft, Zoloft was my friend for a while Much better than Prozac

MrS

Posted by Orbax on Oct-28-2003 04:09:

They all went insane to varying degrees and one ended up in the psych ward in a straight jacket (no shit) with 7 dudes tackling him and shoving needles in his ass.

All the others were thrown into manic stages, feelings of invincibility leading to stupid shit and the fact that cognitive function got kicked into hyperdrive made them never want to come down. Calculations came faster, words and thoughts flowed, but they lost coherence, and it was hard to understand what they were saying.

Lots of fighting, crazy driving, and temper problems.

Just bad shit.

Posted by DarkAngel on Oct-28-2003 04:17:

quote:
Originally posted by Orbax
They all went insane to varying degrees and one ended up in the psych ward in a straight jacket (no shit) with 7 dudes tackling him and shoving needles in his ass.

All the others were thrown into manic stages, feelings of invincibility leading to stupid shit and the fact that cognitive function got kicked into hyperdrive made them never want to come down. Calculations came faster, words and thoughts flowed, but they lost coherence, and it was hard to understand what they were saying.

Lots of fighting, crazy driving, and temper problems.

Just bad shit.

Jesus wept. And Paxil is supposed to be an anti-depressant?

Posted by whiskers on Oct-28-2003 04:21:

quote:
Originally posted by DarkAngel
Jesus wept. And Paxil is supposed to be an anti-depressant?

and that, my fellow TAs, is exactly why i never want to take anti-depressants or any kind of drugs that are supposed to fuck with my body (except antibiotics, but even then i feel suspicious)

Posted by Orbax on Oct-28-2003 04:22:

^^*cough except for alcohol /cough

Posted by oniaku69 on Oct-28-2003 15:14:

Re: Does anyone feels alone?

quote:
Originally posted by maria111
maybe this is a stupit and silly post and most of you you are going to say:this is shit girl but just wanted to say...i am wonder...does anyone feels alone?i mean generally...everyone have their friends family,boyfriend,girlfriend,some of you sex drugs,crazy things...but does any of you have think and feel so alone?i think that this will sound silly but feel so so alone some times...usually this happens suddenly...wake up this morning for example and just choose to listen people want to be needed from magik 7 and just cry and cry for hours....i mean sometimes most times to be honest cant sleep the night(suffering from is insomnia)and cant sleep and just waiting to see the sunset to relax a bit and then i am going to sleep....does anyone feel the same or i am the only one....

Don't worry about it, everyone feels alone, just remember, it's normal, and chances are it won't last forever, if all else fails rent some monty python videos and japanese food and ftw!!!

Posted by oniaku69 on Oct-28-2003 15:28:

quote:
Originally posted by MERTON
i wish i had some chick that i could bang manogomusly and would give me lots of money.. then i would be happy

Ain't life a bitch?? *wink wink* Oh c'mon, monogamous, you wouldn't wanna throw another girl in the mix just for fun????-J/K- Luv ya!!

Posted by oniaku69 on Oct-28-2003 15:32:

quote:
Originally posted by Orbax
They all went insane to varying degrees and one ended up in the psych ward in a straight jacket (no shit) with 7 dudes tackling him and shoving needles in his ass.

All the others were thrown into manic stages, feelings of invincibility leading to stupid shit and the fact that cognitive function got kicked into hyperdrive made them never want to come down. Calculations came faster, words and thoughts flowed, but they lost coherence, and it was hard to understand what they were saying.

Lots of fighting, crazy driving, and temper problems.

Just bad shit.

That happened to me on paxil, I got really pissed off and wanted to kill and thought that if I did it would make me feel better, I also had problems with concentrating on any one thing. Life sucked- Wellbutrin and Trazadone work great though......Among other things.

Posted by MERTON on Oct-28-2003 18:40:

my doc give me effexor... that stuff made me sleep for three days straight when i first went on it.. and that was the weakest does they sell.

Posted by DrUg_Tit0 on Oct-28-2003 23:14:

quote:
Originally posted by BTG
why is everyone so sad on the internet?

Because people who are not lonely and have a rich social life don't spend their saturday nights alone on the internet.

Oh, and Maria, ditch Orbax, he's no good from you, he's living too far. I'm hot and sexy while living less than 1000km from you. In other words, I'm all yours, baby.

Posted by maria111 on Oct-29-2003 17:34:

quote:
Originally posted by DrUg_Tit0
Because people who are not lonely and have a rich social life don't spend their saturday nights alone on the internet.

Oh, and Maria, ditch Orbax, he's no good from you, he's living too far. I'm hot and sexy while living less than 1000km from you. In other words, I'm all yours, baby.

if you are sexy as you telling me where is you damm pic?and by they way you arent not flirting me do you?

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