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Originally posted by Final Call he's right..you will eventualy break when you have bad things happening to you over and over again. I used to be severely depressed..and a whole year and a half of nothing but bad fortune was too intense for me. Beginning year of 2005..i got arrested for doing dumb stuff..and then a hour later when i get back home from jail..the house burns down. I went to court with my family because i wanted to break away from my parents becuase...being emotionally tortured and neglected at the age of 15 was hard enough. I ended up moving to a whole new state..and things got worse from there. I took up cutting and ran away from home. The whole depression thing just kept building up on me..i couldnt even focus in school anymore and i dropped out. AND THEN hurricane katrina hit and killed my home..and then rita hit agian and killed my new home -_______-. All the way up to that crap i really wanted to commit suicide mostly because for the whole year i felt like everything in my life was going downwards. But i got better..and obviously im still here. Bleh us teenagers these days =/.

fuck! if that's true, looks like god (take your pick at a supposed divine entity) was a little bit sadistic to you.

sometimes we don't really know how lucky we are that this kind of shit doesn't happen to us.

tell her they were linkin park lyrics.

Re: My mother found drafts of suicide notes I had written...

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Originally posted by Lira ... back when I was 18 or something (i.e. 5 years ago), and I was all emo and stuff. Now, they were supposedly letters to a friend, and they were in an old notebook of mine. I find it extremely disrespectful that she read something that was originally written to someone else, and it's not like it was laying around the house or anything. She actually took the notebook of mine from my stuff and wondered whether she could recycle it or something. And that's the third time it happens (the 1st one happened when I was 10 years old, and the 2nd time was just a letter I wrote to my father in case my grandparent died - knowing how they were close - but he ended up reading it years before grandpa passed away). As you can infer from this post, I didn't commit suicide, and those were actually therapeutic rants. However, there she is, completely depressed (or so it seems), because I said I hated her or something in those letters. Serves her right for reading what she shouldn't. That felt Nou'ish

You're not the only one with an insane mother.

Don't feel bad.

havent read the replies, but why the hell would you write a letter about someones death before they actually die. i find that amazing. are you completely sane? you should be sent to a padded cell asap.

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Originally posted by RapidFire tell her they were linkin park lyrics.

that or my chemical romance lyrics

then break out that 5 year old emo suit

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Originally posted by Nell havent read the replies, but why the hell would you write a letter about someones death before they actually die. i find that amazing. are you completely sane? you should be sent to a padded cell asap.

Nell, read the first post again, mate, I think you've got a little something mixed up in there in your head. I'm not writing about anyone's death rather than my own.

Anyway, try to read things thoroughly in the future. And you sure are a kinky little boy, sending people to padded cells

I've had my emo time too. I was writing poems; maybe one or two of them suicidal, but i never really wanted to die, it was my cry for help. Now i got over it

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Originally posted by Lira Nell, read the first post again, mate, I think you've got a little something mixed up in there in your head. I'm not writing about anyone's death rather than my own. Anyway, try to read things thoroughly in the future. And you sure are a kinky little boy, sending people to padded cells

ok...

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and the 2nd time was just a letter I wrote to my father in case my grandparent died

sorry, i should of said "regarding the future someones death" rather than "about someones death" to be more clear, either way my points was still understandable and my point still stands.. you're mental.

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Originally posted by KilldaDJ i thought about suicide but it is the cowards way out, even if u are a fucking emo. next time if u aint gunna kill urself, get rid of the notes or do it in word, none of the pen and paper shit

And save it as an attachment in your gmail account, instead of using My Documents folder.

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Originally posted by Nell osorry, i should of said "regarding the future someones death" rather than "about someones death" to be more clear, either way my points was still understandable and my point still stands.. you're mental.

He had a brain tumor and died one month later.

edit: Grandpa had already lost all his movements, by the way, and my father was about to become an orphan.












And, yes, I'm mental.... Deutschland's just gone to the semis!!! Woohoo! (I didn't want to make this post depressing because of your poor judgement)

werent u the guy that did alot of coke.... before.. or something worst?


maybe thats y u maxed it out.

I won a Governor General's award in literature for the following emo poem I wrote:

I exist in the void
It's a lot like Nunavut in Winter
Only with less Sunlight

I think the judges were impressed by the strong Haiku influences combined with a unique canadian sensibility

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Originally posted by Subey The best way to kill yourself is to pretend to be an escape artist. Then get buried alive. Absolutely ZERO cleanup

hahaha

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