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weed makes me really paranoid for some reason...so i quit! no more paranoia

I think some people are just natually prone to becoming paranoid when they take drugs.

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Originally posted by jennypie I think some people are just natually prone to becoming paranoid when they take drugs.

Very true...some people just can't handle anything.

One nite I was out with about 5 friends we all popped and of course we split up, never a problem because, we all find eachother somewhere and I mean who cares whe everyone soon becomes a friend. Anyways I think I had a bad batch I was alone, drenched in sweat, I couldn't manage a sentence, I was smoking fliters, I noticed at the end of the nite that yes on the patio people were looking at me..why? my shirt was inside out,I was told I was babystepping while it appeared holding on to a railing that..well wasn't there. I also danced topless by myself for god knows how long and had a few sobering moments when I thought I had made new friends on the dancefloor until one leaned in and said "yo bro!?" I said "yo", him "you gay", me "fuck no"(shirt back on instantly in a rush by rush i remember standing on the dancefloor for about 5 mins looking for the hole to put my head through on a all white shirt) I eventually met up with friends to notice we were being watched( probably my fault as my eyes were the size of baseballs, and I'm sure I was the ass end of a few funny stories the next day) my friend also noticed this too, I had neve felt more uneasy i my life as it seemed a group of ppl were talking about me on the dancefloor and closing in little by little. Since that time i think that possibly because I would just STARE at people with these huge eyes,sweaty scary face and inside shirt infact they were probably more scared of me..since then I just tell myself glance don't look at ppl lol...which actually has made me come as an asshole to the nice social people because I in a way have become a paranoid freak when in the setting of lets say a patio at the club lol I was so fucking embarrassed I took a month Hiatus

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Originally posted by Spike weed makes me really paranoid for some reason...so i quit! no more paranoia

same here

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Originally posted by capo tutti di One nite I was out with about 5 friends we all popped and of course we split up, never a problem because, we all find eachother somewhere and I mean who cares whe everyone soon becomes a friend. Anyways I think I had a bad batch I was alone, drenched in sweat, I couldn't manage a sentence, I was smoking fliters, I noticed at the end of the nite that yes on the patio people were looking at me..why? my shirt was inside out, I also danced topless by myslef for god knows how long, I eventually met up with friends to notice we were being watched( probably my fault as my eyes were the size of baseballs, and I'm sure I was the ass end of a few funny stories the next day) my friend also noticed this too, I had neve felt more uneasy i my life as it seemed a group of ppl were talking about me on the dancefloor and closing in little by little. Since that time i think that possibly because I would just STARE at people with these huge eyes,sweaty scary face and inside shirt infact they were probably more scared of me..since then I just tell myself glance don't look at ppl lol...which actually has made me come as an asshole to the nice social people because I in a way have become a paranoid freak when in the setting of lets say a patio at the club lol I was so fucking embarrassed I took a month Hiatus

This is why I never go to a club without my shades...

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Originally posted by Slixter This is why I never go to a club without my shades...

+1

even tho i usualy dont end up wearing them, its always good to have a pair jus incase your eyes decide to start doing carido inside the eye socket

as I've been told about the shades I hear it cuts out the whole, people watching you thing to as if they work like blinders on a horse lol

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Originally posted by capo tutti di as I've been told about the shades I hear it cuts out the whole, people watching you thing to as if they work like blinders on a horse lol

Beleive me...it works!!! I've had a few moments when ppl are looking at me...throw the shades on and the paranoia disappears.

yeah weed doesn't usually make me paranoid...its definitely my favorite drug. but..

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There have been more times that I have been paranoid on E than not paranoid. I have had problems with anxiety in the past so I guess the E didn't help...

I'm in the same boat there! probably my strangest experience was at guv in the middle of september. I think I maybe took one pill too many, but about half way through the night I was just sitting down cooling off with a friend when all of a sudden I started feeling a little uneasy. and then for whatever reason I just kind of decided that I wasn't going to make it that night...I had taken too much or the pills I had taken were bad or something, but regardless, I was going to die. actually even though this was clearly some sort of anxiety attack, I was quite calm. I told my friend I was going to go to the paramedic, stood up, walked to the security guard and asked where the paramedic was. I was so calm that he actually asked me if it was for a friend, and when I said no it was for me he looked at me like i was nuts. which, realistically, I kind of was at the time. so I went to the paramedic sat down and said "I took ecstasy tonight and I kind of have anxiety" and he just said "well, that wasn't to bright. but you'll be fine" and I sat there in the paramedics office for about an hour and a half.
then when my friends wanted to go home (they did come check on my several times and tried to stay with me, but I would have felt worse if they also weren't having fun) I said to the paramedic "but what if I die on the way home?" and he just looked at me and told me it was all in my head and I was fine. so I just left.
it was so strange because I was so calm but also just really thought that I was going to die. I actually tried to call my parents at 5am to say goodbye but the paramedic stopped me, haha. that would have been really awkward the next day.

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[I actually tried to call my parents at 5am to say goodbye but the paramedic stopped me, haha. that would have been really awkward the next day.

HAHAHAHAHAHAAH AMAZING HAHAHAHA Imagine that!!!that is coca cola classic!!!

i dono if this is paranoia but its a funny story anyway... one time after guv me and my friend went back to his house at like 10 am.. this was after a big all access party and his mom started to hang out with us. Then all the sudden she pulls out her Canadian citizen ship booklet and starts asking me questions about different things such a the senate and provinces... i was barely able to keep it together i jus wanted to go home but instead i was teaching this mom about the senate ... my friend was looking at me like i was on drugs or something

weed definitely makes me the most paranoid, and anxious, but only when i'm in unfamiliar surroundings and around ppl i don't know ... when i'm just chillin w/ friends or coming down, it's alright ...

i do have a funny acid story tho ... i knew this one guy in grade 10, a complete fuck up ... who did acid right before a history exam ... i just remember looking over at him a few times, and he was picking up nothing off the floor w/ two fingers, and motioning back to his paper ... or picking nothing up from the empty parts of the desk and then putting them back onto his page ...

so after the exam i asked him what the hell he was doing ... and he looks at me, and said---"the letters ... they fell off my page!"

turns out he was panicking trying to rearrange the letters back in proper order ... needless to say, he failed and switched schools after that year

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Originally posted by heavenisblue yeah weed doesn't usually make me paranoid...its definitely my favorite drug. but.. I'm in the same boat there! probably my strangest experience was at guv in the middle of september. I think I maybe took one pill too many, but about half way through the night I was just sitting down cooling off with a friend when all of a sudden I started feeling a little uneasy. and then for whatever reason I just kind of decided that I wasn't going to make it that night...I had taken too much or the pills I had taken were bad or something, but regardless, I was going to die. actually even though this was clearly some sort of anxiety attack, I was quite calm. I told my friend I was going to go to the paramedic, stood up, walked to the security guard and asked where the paramedic was. I was so calm that he actually asked me if it was for a friend, and when I said no it was for me he looked at me like i was nuts. which, realistically, I kind of was at the time. so I went to the paramedic sat down and said "I took ecstasy tonight and I kind of have anxiety" and he just said "well, that wasn't to bright. but you'll be fine" and I sat there in the paramedics office for about an hour and a half. then when my friends wanted to go home (they did come check on my several times and tried to stay with me, but I would have felt worse if they also weren't having fun) I said to the paramedic "but what if I die on the way home?" and he just looked at me and told me it was all in my head and I was fine. so I just left. it was so strange because I was so calm but also just really thought that I was going to die. I actually tried to call my parents at 5am to say goodbye but the paramedic stopped me, haha. that would have been really awkward the next day.

They have a paramedic there??

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Originally posted by monkey_keymo not to offend anyone, but from a sober person's POV i prefer when someone wears the shades. when someone's pupils are fucked you can't help but have a bit of a reaction when u look at them... w/ the shades however, i just glance past as if nothing's going on. if that makes sense? anyhow YAY for the shades lol.

+1 ive heard ppl say the opposite tho, like question why ppl wear them ...like what do u have smthn to hide??? ummmm YES actually i do!

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Originally posted by Orbitus They have a paramedic there??

yes, they do! I don't know why I knew that actually...I guess I just assumed. but he was really nice, and despite them (the security guard and the paramedic) making fun of me a little bit, it was for good reason and they were actually just really awesome. but word of advice, if you ever have to see a paramedic for any reason while on drugs, tell them what you took. they can't do anything about it but help you. this one guy that was in the room with me was SOOOOO messed up and he just kept saying that he had taken nothing...but clearly he had taken lots of something and he just wasn't helping himself at all by lying.

Stop looking at me......momma never held me as a child

BWAHHHHHHHHH. *runs away......

Sunglasses are always better then this

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Sunglasses are always better then this

Yes, but when 90% of everyone is like this who cares?


But I do sympathize to a certain degree. Once I had some E that was more speed or something and my eyes looked really wacked out. Didn't realize it until I looked at these two really young girls and just smiled and they looked kind of freaked out and took off.
I felt like Frankenstein or Quassimodo or something. All misunderstood.

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Originally posted by Avenjah weed definitely makes me the most paranoid, and anxious, but only when i'm in unfamiliar surroundings and around ppl i don't know ... when i'm just chillin w/ friends or coming down, it's alright ... i do have a funny acid story tho ... i knew this one guy in grade 10, a complete fuck up ... who did acid right before a history exam ... i just remember looking over at him a few times, and he was picking up nothing off the floor w/ two fingers, and motioning back to his paper ... or picking nothing up from the empty parts of the desk and then putting them back onto his page ... so after the exam i asked him what the hell he was doing ... and he looks at me, and said---"the letters ... they fell off my page!" turns out he was panicking trying to rearrange the letters back in proper order ... needless to say, he failed and switched schools after that year

hahaha...i can just picture someone I know doing this!...that would've been hilarious to see haha.

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Originally posted by Avenjah weed definitely makes me the most paranoid, and anxious, but only when i'm in unfamiliar surroundings and around ppl i don't know ... when i'm just chillin w/ friends or coming down, it's alright ... i do have a funny acid story tho ... i knew this one guy in grade 10, a complete fuck up ... who did acid right before a history exam ... i just remember looking over at him a few times, and he was picking up nothing off the floor w/ two fingers, and motioning back to his paper ... or picking nothing up from the empty parts of the desk and then putting them back onto his page ... so after the exam i asked him what the hell he was doing ... and he looks at me, and said---"the letters ... they fell off my page!" turns out he was panicking trying to rearrange the letters back in proper order ... needless to say, he failed and switched schools after that year

LMAO

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Originally posted by Orbitus Yes, but when 90% of everyone is like this who cares? But I do sympathize to a certain degree. Once I had some E that was more speed or something and my eyes looked really wacked out. Didn't realize it until I looked at these two really young girls and just smiled and they looked kind of freaked out and took off. I felt like Frankenstein or Quassimodo or something. All misunderstood.

out of respect to others in the club, i always bring a just incase pair of shades... i hate wearing them but when you have to, YOU HAVE TO

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Originally posted by heavenisblue yes, they do! I don't know why I knew that actually...I guess I just assumed. but he was really nice, and despite them (the security guard and the paramedic) making fun of me a little bit, it was for good reason and they were actually just really awesome.

guv paramedic started rubbing my legs...for an asthma attack (ps. love you carns)

really creepy man

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Originally posted by Jungle Fever With e, I find it just accentuates the feelings you already have and magnifies them 10 times. If you are usually paranoid on drugs, I would not suggest e.

true to a point. I've freaked out on E, but only twice. Once was supposedly a "pure MDMA capsule", the other time I was really sick (at Decadence) with a throat infection but thought i could forget about it. Coke gives me anxiety BIG TIME (esepcially combined with a few drinks), hence the reason I shut it down. Weed on occasion has given me big freak attacks where i thought my heart was going to explode so I limit that as well. Is there any drug that doesn't make you obsess about your bodily functions while stoned? fuck.......

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