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Hey guys just some questions Ive been thinking about and was hoping you guys would answer for me

1: How do you induce?
2: how often do you induce?
3: how many sneezes do you usually get when you induce?
4: do you induce while sitting or standing?
5: have you ever induce FOR someone other then yourself? (if so who?)
6: Has anyone ever induced for you? (if so who?)
7: have you ever been caught/caught someone inducing?
8: Were you scared to first start inducing
9: do you enjoy inducing?
10: What makes you sneeze/what makes you sneeze the most?
11: do you think you can become immune to a certain way of inducing?

What is a "singleton"?
"singleton" is the term used for someone who is one-mind, one-body, and pretty much one-personality in their body, ie. most of the world. . It is meant as a neutral identification term, which helps multiples dicusss their differences in comparison to people who are 'singletons' without implying that being a multiple is an abnormal trait.

What is a mask?
If one reads up on Jungian psychology, one finds that having masks is normal for singletons. One does not behave the same at work as one does at home, nor with one's spouse as with one's kids. Doing so could be dangerous. Compartmentalizing one's personality by one's roles and environment is a positive survival trait, and if a person acts inappropriately in an environment or within a role, they might get in trouble. Singletons are automatically considered to have masks for their roles, subtle shifts in personality.

What do you mean by "Aspected"?
People who are Aspected have more clearly defined masks. In the Otherkin community, it might show itself by a person taking on the role of one of their former Otherkin lives. For example, someone who is normally an elf Aspects as (calls up the personality of themself as) a dragon, perhaps from another lifetime, to see what the reactions to a situation would be like to that creature.

How can I tell who is who?
The best thing to do is ask, and be observant, whether or not you share a body with the person/s in question. If the being is unable to tell you their idenity or name, you should simply observe their mannerisms, voice, choice of words, posture, and so on, and use those as identifying traits so you know when you see the person again. This works from inside the body as well, although thought patterns and emotional states might be observable as well. For outside observers, there will often be sufficient facial expression changes and overt personality traits such that even the face may seem subtly or substantially different from individual to individual. Each person within a Multiple can be vastly different. Some are very adept at telling you their name and all about themself, while others are shy or unable to communicate for various reasons.

ARE VAMPIRES REAL?
Yes, we are. And no, we're not going away. :P

WHAT ARE THE TYPES OF VAMPIRES?

In the vampire community, the "types" can typically be broken down into one of three categories: Sanguinarians, psivampires, and hybrids. Sanguinarians are vampires who physically drink blood, and do not feed on energy. Psivampires ("energy vampires" is another name) are vampires who feed exclusively on energy and do not drink blood. Hybrid vampires feed on both blood and energy.

Psivampires and hybrid vampires, depending on the individual, may be broken down into further subtypes depending on their preferred / most effective feeding methods.

WHAT MAKES A PERSON A VAMPIRE?

Sanguinarians (blood drinking vampires)
Vampsires that feed only on blood, not energy. For this category, attempting to subsist using energy feeding methods may be damn near impossible, even when they do know how to do it. Some people swear up and down there's energy in the blood, others swear just as much that there isn'tl...it's been the cause of many a flame war over the years. Blood can be gotten from different sources: donors, eating rare steaks, etc. (If a sanguinarian has no donor, what often happens is that they're in a perpetually Thirsty state of mind when they are without adequate substitutes. This is one of the reasons I have the getting blood from a steak article on this site.

Psi-vampires (psychic vampires, energy feeding vampires)
There are many "subtypes" that fall in this category, with the type names (such as "elemental vampire", "tantric vampire", and so on) mainly used as a reference for the preferred/most effective feeding method. No matter how it's described, it's still *energy* in some form. For other people, the differences seem more important, swearing they can use one type of energy but not another.

However, some things get lumped in this category that really shouldn't - like some people's descriptions of themselves as an "empathic vampire" - At it's basic level, being an empath means you're able to feel people's emotions. In some cases, or with unguarded or particularly strong empaths, they actually EXPERIENCE the other person's emotions. (Now picture that in a crowd, and you understand why some people just CAN'T deal with large groups of people for very long...) Taking on someone else's emotions is not a vampiric trait, just an empathic one.

Vampires can also be empaths. Not all empaths are vampires.

Hybrid vampires (utilizing both blood and energy)
This seems to be a pretty typical combination for the majority of vampires online, at least according to Suscitatio's survey results. These are the vampires that can use - or need to use - both blood and energy feeding for best results. Just one or the other doesn't seem to work as well for long periods. The types of energy used will likely vary per individual, the same as there are variations for people who are just energy vampires.

Needless to say, You're definitely not alone in asking whether you're a vampire. However, there's no easy way to tell. How do you get rid of those nagging doubts? You can't. At least, not easily. You must be happy with yourself, whatever you are, and must learn to accept yourself as you are, vampire or not, before you can shake loose any nagging doubts about your 'inner nature'. Always check out the mundane reasons for your "symptoms" first before jumping to the conclusion that you're a vampire. Chances are there's a reasonable explanation, and there's always a possibility that you could be suffering from a serious medical disorder in need of treatment.

Vampires are not immune to illness. It is possible to be a Vampire and have AIDS, cancer, diabetes, schizophrenia, a cold, the flu or any other disease or illness. Not only that, but many of the symptoms of vampirism are also symptoms of other known, treatable illnesses.

It is VERY important that you see your doctor when anything that concerns you is happening with your body or mind.

Well I'm just pickled.

lol, some of these are outrageous.

I'd like to taint your Taint.

My wonderland is where my sister and my three wives live. Though, they're really just me, but different you see. Juni is my little sister, who adores me more and more each time I return, who does sweet things for me like making jam buns, and cuddling up while we watch television. However, my three wives, Emily, Midori, and Rienze, are but named such, given a title because of how much their existence means to me.
Juni of course, is my best friend, my doting lolita sister whom I'm fantasized about, there being just a world for the two of us. It did exist many times before, a game, where tea for two was all we could do. With the advent of this network of darkened stairs I live within, I feel that this game can't begin yet again.

Emily's pleasures of the flesh, food and human equally, are what bring me to her. We find comfort in each others sin, lovers hand in hand in this sadistic Wonderland. She holds my hand, sets my mind ablaze, and ignites me into a passionate blaze of decadent wines and sweet meats of our mind. Engaging in this hedonism is nevertheless done very little, as the shame that comes from it is too much to bare. While she may bear it now and then, I feel that I cannot bring myself to bare it.

So we lie on the very out-steps of her mind and mine, talking, whispering, plotting, and we enrapture ourselves in a new kind of mood. Tangled as our very web, we learn what really matters, as she bids me off to my other wives, hiding the fact that her son is me, and I am her son.
Midori, off at the shooting range, finding her targets to be none the easy, but still so tight. I catch her eye, and lose the safety I had before. Arousing suspicions and rousing manifestations of our love, hate, who're you gonna kill relationship. Hunters hunting the hunted, I find her, she screams.
We play this game with no intention of firing the last bullet on either part, and as tense as we are at the end, I embrace my transsexual, dyed green-haired doll, loving her so sweetly, tasting my preys meat very gingerly, to savor her salacious taste.

Sin is in, as I win, and we embrace once more before I'm out the door, to another dance in the wonderland. My chocolate bride with lemony lock, a screen or two between us. I relay my orders for her to assassinate the high priest of our great enemy crab, the scum known as Cesedria. For Yelsord and maybe Gevrandia are what I'm fighting for.

Rienze strikes in for the kill, and is caught not, as she is a mistress of the shadow, a lemony snippet being all that they find. The high priest, strewn across the battle field, entrails sliced out, heart torn from between his breast, with all that was not defiled being his pristine smile. They wonder who did this, but all I know, is within the wonderland there is no one but me.
Just me, and my three wives, and my little sister, that's all there ever needs to be. The rest of you here in my wonderland, you are but the pawns and fools to my little games, the cookies to eat with my tea. We have you, and they have me, that is how it needs to be. For within my little wonderland, from where I'm dropped off by the candies of the Sandman, I am king.

Lets just say I went insane, thought my friends who used witchcraft were trying to bind me (a term meaning "to render one harmless via a spell", I thought I saw a friend's husbands death in a vision at my hands, tried to teleport myself to her place but ended up getting escorted by the cops from a ghetto in one town to my house in another, and unintentionally threated the husband of the friend with psionic attack, and got escorted off the premises by more cops. I ended up in a mental hospital for 14 days and almost out of a home. Luckily, my mother had to take me back, but since then, I have a curtain instead of a easily kick-inable door with no lock. Now I am on a two or three semester medical leave from college and I have only one friend...the friend's homosexual
brother who happens to have immense power as a male witch and possibly a psion (psychic witch.) After all was said and done, I lost any power I had by being bound by the deities I worshipped...a thing only they can reverse, and that probably won't be for a long time...not even in this life perhaps...As for the legal trouble, I threw a bar of liquid deodorant at my mother...That's Assault apparently.

My Introduction
Hi, call me Christoph. I'm currently also known by several other names, most not fit to be mentioned here. This post for right now is just filler anyways, so why get into too much detail?

I'll just state that chances are, regardless of who views this blog, this will be about my likes, my interests, and my life as an internet nerd and plural.

Yup, you heard right, Christoph here isn't the only at this computer. You'll get to meet the others soon enough. Note though, I know many tricks in the great book of trolling, so I know what to expect from you newfags and such who think it's cool to be a dick to everyone.

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Moving right along, next subject will most likely be on either A.) Mabinogi, or B.) A rant on why I somehow am now allergic to sunlight (hur hur hur exaggeration), or C.) none of the above and just some random shit, perhaps catgirl pictures...

*drools* catgirls...

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My interests are anime, visual novels, Dwarf Fortress, RPGs, Doujin Soft, Sim games (especially love sims), the supernatural, music, and cooking. As of 2009, I'm learning how to work with Ren'Py, which you will find a post specifically for that, and hope to churn out my first game by the end of the year (but will be okay if it takes longer :3).

Favorite games include Dwarf Fortress, Katawa Shoujo, Gadget Trial, and hopefully someday, Maid: The Roleplaying Game, just to name a few. You can find me on the following forums by the following names.

Lemma Soft Forums as Deinarious
Veritas Society as Cowen.
Bay12 Games as Dei
DoujinStyle as Cowen.

My favorite anime are Bleach, Code Geass R2, Witch Hunter Robin, and the Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, just to name a few. Anime I'd like to see are K-On!, Ef - A Tale of Memories, Chobits, and Claymore, again, just to name a few.

Favorite foods are mild Japanese curry, Pocky, and grilled cheese, just to name a few. I also enjoy plain rice, medium rare hamburgers, and berliners (the doughnut, not the people). Finally, some of my favorite musicians are Evanescence, Yousei Teikoku, The Barenaked Ladies, Cradle of Filth, Aya Hirano, and Rammstein, just to name a few. I'll listen to everything but country and gospel.


First off I'm male as you may have guessed by the name. I am also American. And to top that off, I'm a no-longer-practicing Neo-pagan who has ADHD, Tourrettes (Which is more like twitches, grunts and squeaks than "FUCK SHIT BITCH".), Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, Schizoeffective, and Depression. Note that I didn't say Schizophrenia. The effective part says that It's only partial.

And like many of you, I jerk off. Mainly because I have never dated or had a girl friend or even been laid. My main fetishes are anthropomorphs, uniforms, glasses, vampires, and the paranormal. One thing I'm searching for is Witch Hunter Robin doujinshi...

Other than my perversions, my interests include reading, roleplaying games, animals other than dogs (those ******s scare me...),the occult and paranormal, video games, anime, some American cartoons, like South Park, Family Guy, and apparently Sonic Underground, flash videos (Foamy and that small series called Attack of the Evil TV being favorites), computers, music (favorite bands include the Barenaked Ladies, Metallica and Cradle of Filth.), animation as an art, and hopefully someday soon, getting laid.

Like that will happen while I still live at home with my prudish Christian mother who cannot move her neck and therefore gets Disability, and my dickhead Buddhist brother who doesn't talk to me because I used to call him a demon due to his violent temper. There's also a small cat and a hamster with benign tumors that we cannot afford to remove. And no father thankfully...he was a drunk. A very mean drunk. Hopefully my legal troubles finish smoothly and I get SSI before years end... Then I can move out and go back to college.

Yes, college. I was on my third semester, worse yet, this past Spring. Lets just say I went insane, thought my friends who used witchcraft were trying to bind me (a term meaning "to render one harmless via a spell", I thought I saw a friend's husbands death in a vision at my hands, tried to teleport myself to her place but ended up getting escorted by the cops from a ghetto in one town to my house in another, and unintentionally threated the husband of the friend with psionic attack, and got escorted off the premises by more cops. I ended up in a mental hospital for 14 days and almost out of a home. Luckily, my mother had to take me back, but since then, I have a curtain instead of a easily kick-inable door with no lock. Now I am on a two or three semester medical leave from college and I have only one friend...the friend's homosexual
brother who happens to have immense power as a male witch and possibly a psion (psychic witch.) After all was said and done, I lost any power I had by being bound by the deities I worshipped...a thing only they can reverse, and that probably won't be for a long time...not even in this life perhaps...As for the legal trouble, I threw a bar of liquid deodorant at my mother...That's Assault apparently. No more on that subject. I was blind with rage on New Years Eve... and yes, I have posted this story elsewhere. Why waste time on another?

So anyway I attempted to kill my self a few days ago and it didn�t work out like I had planned.
I managed to organize some barbiturates by going on the google suicide group A.S.H and a friend of mine scored me some heroin. I had measured out the quantities exactly with the help of ASH to put my to sleep using the barbs and then to also stop my breathing/heart with the heroin.
I had to get the drugs ordered to my friends house who wasn�t suspicious due to the fact we all party and do drugs so he figured it was just for a big one. Two days ago I waited for my brother and mum to head off to work. I then went into my room and locked the door. I then layed down, I injected the heroin and I found it really difficult because of all my tattoos.finding a vein was so hard and I also hadn�t done drugs intravenously since I was 19 and my hands were shaking (i mean hey i was literally ending my life). After a few failed attempts I hit a vein and I quikcly took all the barbiturates at once and washed it down with vodka.
I remember laying down and feeling like my head wanted to leave my body� it was such a wonderful feeling i could see this girl that i hadn�t seen in like 2 years her name was ellen browning and she was 16 and at the hospital i was at the time. I was 20 and we became good friends. She made me realize some people have it much worse. I have no idea why she came out in my thoughts but for a second it made me wonder if she too was dead. Before I passed out it felt like I was getting ashma and I started to panic slightly but I literally could not keep my eyes open. The fact I was about to die didnt really come into my head I was having such a big trip and thinking about a thousand other things that the thought I was about to die meant nothing.
Unluckily for me my brother had forgotten something for work and came back home. He tried to get entry into his flat via my room as its the old converted garrage and realized it was locked. He instantly knew something was wrong and went aroun the other way and found me unconscious in bed. I remember waking up for a sec in the ambulance thinking I was dead and then waking up in the hospital I was literally in the worst pain of my life. Coming back from a drug overdose was the most horrific thing ive ever been through. I was vommiting so hard it felt like my eyes were going to pop out of my head. Im sitting in a hospital waiting to get discharged now typing this on my phone. I�d give a fuck about spelling and punctuation if I really cared.
its funny i used to mock people who �failed� suicide e.g �taking 30 panadol� but I almost feel like I�ve joined those try harders. I have one failed suicide attempt a massive headache and I feel like utter shit. I�m also no longer trusted by anyone so my next attempt is going to be 100x harder to organize. I�ve been thinking about going the �suicide bag� method with helium but I have no idea how to sneak it in the mail without my friends/parents noticing. I�ve also shocked and upset all of my family which I never wanted to see. I was totally aware people would be upset but I just feel so utterly out of this place. Im alone and I don�t think ill ever feel any different. I guess its kind of funny ive made this blog just to jot my thoughts down because my psych thought it would help and really it has. its like me concetrate and be determined to end my shitty life. I am a loser with �first� world problems and dont deserve to be clogging up the australian health care system.
i dont really get this whole liking or following and as to why anyone would want to follow me but ok then? i guess i shouldnt tag these ??
im such a loser a i cant even kill myself� but then again i should challenge such negative thoughts� lol what a joke

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