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So the whole not fapping thing is really working out for you then?

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Originally posted by pkcRAISTLIN So the whole not fapping thing is really working out for you then?

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Originally posted by pkcRAISTLIN So the whole not fapping thing is really working out for you then?

So far, so good, but it doesn't change my condition.

How long have you been having these problems, has it started just recently in the last few years. Cause those are the worst years dealing with a mental illness. After the first 3, you learn to live with it the best you can and do what you want with your meds. I'm telling you it gets better.

Had my 'breakdown' last June in Israel. You think my disturbing symptoms will eventually subside?

you got jewed!

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Originally posted by AlphaStarred Had my 'breakdown' last June in Israel. You think my disturbing symptoms will eventually subside?

Yes, you might not ever be the old you before you got jewed but you will evolve into a new you. Time heals all and you're at the beginning of psychotic breakdown. Your going to have to ride the ride alone because people here won't help, so keep it to yourself and the support system you have outside the internet.

Once you get used to feeling a certain way, the less it bothers you and the less it bothers you, the more you can change how you feel.

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Originally posted by pkcRAISTLIN you got jewed!

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Originally posted by Desiderata Yes, you might not ever be the old you before you got jewed but you will evolve into a new you. Time heals all and you're at the beginning of psychotic breakdown. Your going to have to ride the ride alone because people here won't help, so keep it to yourself and the support system you have outside the internet. Once you get used to feeling a certain way, the less it bothers you and the less it bothers you, the more you can change how you feel.

Very true and wise words. I agree with you 100%

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Originally posted by Desiderata before you got jewed

love it.

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Originally posted by pkcRAISTLIN love it.

He doesn't have a sense of humor yet

I have a great sense of humor, but I'm also Jewish. I didn't get 'jewed,' I got royally screwed.

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Originally posted by AlphaStarred I have a great sense of humor, but I'm also Jewish. I didn't get 'jewed,' I got royally screwed.

Oh, my bad. I play Chess against a Jewish team and our team has a hard time winning against them, if we win at all. There better at capturing pieces... get it.... get it... joke.

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Originally posted by Desiderata Yes, you might not ever be the old you before you got jewed but you will evolve into a new you. Time heals all and you're at the beginning of psychotic breakdown. Your going to have to ride the ride alone because people here won't help, so keep it to yourself and the support system you have outside the internet. Once you get used to feeling a certain way, the less it bothers you and the less it bothers you, the more you can change how you feel.

Fuck that, I just want to be my old self again. How can I ever pick up girls or live a normal life in this deuced condition?!

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Originally posted by Desiderata Oh, my bad. I play Chess against a Jewish team and our team has a hard time winning against them, if we win at all. There better at capturing pieces... get it.... get it... joke.

I get it.

Life is a precious thing, don't let it go to waste.

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Originally posted by AlphaStarred I didn't get 'jewed,' I got royally screwed.

Thats what it means.

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Originally posted by AlphaStarred Fuck that, I just want to be my old self again. How can I ever pick up girls or live a normal life in this deuced condition?! I get it.

I keep answering you because I've been there. Here are some tricks that will help you get girls while your mentally ill. Don't go for the smart one, they are great confersation but they see the illness and only feel sorry for you and will never invite you out with them. Hang out with the wild girls that love to drink.

If you don't like to drink, learn to like it. I don't know how old you are but when I turned 21, I just hung out with people's that whole goal was to get drunk. You will get laid and the drunker you get the more you forget about your illness. Limit yourself to one night stands because the way your sounding all you will talk about on the second date or encounter with a woman you just banged would be your illness and she's not going to want to hear that.

Mind you, these are things I did to get laid, not find love, even though I wanted it I knew I wasn't in the right place for it to work, so I got laid. Don't be embarrassed to take home a fatty here and there. Sometimes at last call, that is all there is so, you can go home alone or fall on the landmind. And fat girls give great head because they have been trained to because that's how they seduce you into fucking them. Do drugs illegal drugs also, it numbs the mind but stay away from coke, ice, speed, crank, meth as it will make your illness come on 10 fold but hey it might work different for you.

Last resort and when your going through a tough time like you are and you feel you don't even know who you are or what you should be doing and all that, find a girl through friends of friends or websites that is also fucked in the head at the same time. Interesting conversations you will have but be careful she is going to have as much issues as you do, sometimes more, sometimes less but they will dig you. The hard part is breaking up that crazy relationship and no acting out the movie Natural Born Killers is not a cool thing to do.

I'm just shooting stuff off the top of my head to get you laid but I don't know if getting laid is what you want but it's what you'll take if you do want it...depends on your values, mine were in the gutter when I was young. But remember love is going to be too hard unless you're at peace with yourself.

I don't know if I'm weird or not, but I can only be "depressed" for a couple of hours. Then I get distracted and forget about it. It may be that I don't have any real problems, I am distracted easily, or I don't give a shit. Or all of the above.

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Originally posted by Tyler James I don't know if I'm weird or not, but I can only be "depressed" for a couple of hours. Then I get distracted and forget about it. It may be that I don't have any real problems, I am distracted easily, or I don't give a shit. Or all of the above.

Now you're thinking correctly. Your problem probably isn't has intense as you make it out to be. But the one thing you're wrong on is giving a shit. Because you do give a shit or you wouldn't be talking about it on this forum. You feel the need to speak the truth about how you feel. That's fine but remember less people go through a mental breakdown than do, so you won't find many sympathizers on the issue in real life and especially in this forum. SO START GIVING A SHIT ABOUT YOURSELF AND START GIVING A SHIT ABOUT HOW YOU COME OFF TO OTHERS. You will get better.

All we are is an advanced stage of bacteria that constantly dances a delicate dance of forever expressing emotions.

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Originally posted by Desiderata All we are is an advanced stage of bacteria that constantly dances a delicate dance of forever expressing emotions.

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Originally posted by Lira IGK linked to the thread that pic is from. If you want the rant in its original form, refer to this thread.

shit negro, that was a smackdown

Desiderata, I appreciate your response. Getting laid is not so much on my mind as perhaps settling down. But indeed, how can I settle down when my condition prevents me from being at peace with myself...

Aren't the meds supposed to somehow 'reset' me and bring me back to 'normal?' After all, I did feel normal after my zombie experience, but it only lasted a few days. I then seemed to have induced another manic/hypomanic episode.

The meds are suppose to balance you out homie, if not, get the right medicine.

For people who take meds for mental illnesses, the pills are more of a push to get you going in the right direction. And some people I know swear they will never take a pill for a distraught time in their life.

But those of us that do take pills have to realize the pills can only do so much, you have to work on yourself while on your meds to get to the root of your issues.

My main focus with you as I told you in the PM, you are taking the wrong meds. I read on each of the ones you take and some seemed ok but that one is totally wrong for you. If they won't change your meds, ask if they will higher the dosage of each med. If the doctor won't do that then find another doctor that will.

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Originally posted by Desiderata Oh, my bad. I play Chess against a Jewish team and our team has a hard time winning against them, if we win at all. There better at capturing pieces... get it.... get it... joke.

Why settle for just the pieces? The ref will give you 90% of the board. Your opponent gets h1-g3, and also a8-b7.

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