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I used To be a big E tard, as well as many other drugs, but trust me they pay a toll
I lost my liecsence for 3 years cause I was diagnosed with Epilepsy. but that wasn't the worst part, it was freaking out my friends whenever it happened
andyways I cleaned up, stayed away from drugs for a year (except the gang, which I consider god's gift) and now it's a party thing only
I've done it 4 times this year, and I never feel the urge to do it.
My 2 cents MODERATION MODERATION MODERATION
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| Originally posted by Orko last time i did e was labour of love 2002. would definatly like to do it again. but usually cant find it. not enough clubin friends i can get my hands on pretty much anything else, but not this! ![]() as for the drug thats asociated with the club scene, gotta be E, coke is for rich people and DJ's. E is expensive enough at 20 a pop. never tried coke, so i wouldnt really know the feeling, but i know e feels great during the climax of a set!!! wouldnt replace that feeling for anything! |
is moderation an illusion ?
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| Originally posted by dEsidEL is moderation an illusion ? |
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| Originally posted by Orko E is expensive enough at 20 a pop. |
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Originally posted by charmscars |
$20 is the expected standard if you grab inside or don't know someone...it isn't hard to find someone who will sell for $15 or less if you buy a bunch.
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| Originally posted by MarkT $20 is the expected standard if you grab inside or don't know someone...it isn't hard to find someone who will sell for $15 or less if you buy a bunch. |
doesnt it
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| Originally posted by raveed hey it still beats paying $20 US in the americas doesnt it |
how much in Holland?, its gotta be real cheap there..
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| Originally posted by infinity HiGH haha, when i was in Poland this summer, we were paying anywhere from 10-15 zloty per pill. That's like 3-5 canadian dollars per. |
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| Originally posted by raveed hey it still beats paying $20 US in the americas doesnt it |
E is nice.. but personally i prefer speed
once in the odd while of course 
E for me is a total party drug. I only do it at raves, and i plan on keeping it that way. The drug itself disgusts me (as it does everyone when they're coming down) but its a hella good time at parties!!
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| Originally posted by Nrg2Nfinit E is nice.. but personally i prefer speed once in the odd while of course |
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| Originally posted by infinity HiGH haha, when i was in Poland this summer, we were paying anywhere from 10-15 zloty per pill. That's like 3-5 canadian dollars per. |
I have posted this write up a few times before, but as it was pointed out before, there are always new TAs coming and going. The following is an experience report that I have submitted to www.erowid.org, which just happens to be the most comprehensive website dealing with the �complex interaction between humans and psychoactives�. Just to update you guys, roughly 2.5 years have elapsed since I have wrote the report and I am still an avid user of MDMA. I believe that if approached with the right attitude and knowledge, MDMA can have a myriad of positive benefits on the human psyche. I continue to learn from MDMA, and cherish its mechanisms of actions, where the ego defenses are broken down and traditional societal filters are by-passed, enabling one to reach into the deepest realms of one�s soul. Without further delay, here it is:
"This story is about the wonderful healing powers of Ecstasy. It is also a story of human connectiveness, but most of all it is a story of personal rebirth!
To give a short history of personal psychoactive use, I was mostly limited to some weed, and a few LSD trips that were riveting but never too emotionally enriching. Having given up the rave scene for at least 4 years and being 23 I thought that my parting days were all but behind me. Then one day on a summer night of June 2000, I decided to check out this club called 'Meow' here in Toronto, with my buddy Numan and Robin whom I just met at work. It was some time since I've been to a club, (most of my friends sort of all grew out of clubing) I was quite excited to go. Going back to my old routine, I picked up a mickey of rum before the club and downed half of it before getting there. Upon my arrival I had a nice buzz, everything seemed just fine. The music Mark Oliver spun was awesome (the best of trance and progressive), I was having a blast. Unfortunately, 2 hours later at 1:30 my buzz was completely gone and I was craving a high. Everybody around me was having such a great time, and knowing that this club was notorious for Ecstasy and GHB, I decided to give E a shot.
Having researched MDMA before, I knew exactly what I was getting my self into. It was something I was always meaning to try but never got around to doing. Five mintues later Numan brings me this little 'Blue Macintosh' pill, and I swallow it with some water. Just the act of taking the pill brought forth excitement and joy. Every few minutes I glanced down on my watch, but nothing was happening. Finally, after 30 minutes I was convinced that either this pill was fake or I had some weird tolerance to it. Then all of a sudden I began experiencing these butterflys in my stomach (the kind you get when you were a kid and knew you were gonna do something really exciting that day). A couple minutes later, IT HIT ME!! A feeling came over me like none other ever experienced before. Life was wonderful, it was beautiful, it was ecstatic. Words could not explain how I was feeling, to say that 'I was on top of the world' was a gross understatement. I felt waves of universal love and energy rush all through out my body. It was as if I tapped into a collective consciousness with everyone else in the club. For the first time in my life I felt unity so strong that other people became a part of who I was. This feeling surpassed all boundaries of gender, race, and ethnicity.
For sometime prior to this night I wasn't feeling the greatest about my self, not really depressed but unhappy. My sense of self identity and direction was not as developed as I would have liked, and I just had a aura of negativity surrounding me. It almost seems as if all the years in this ever constriciting and neurotic society had desensitized me from living life to the fullest. This night however changed all that, the MDMA was a magical gateway. I was feeling awesome about my self, life was wonderful, it was truly a gift to cherish. I felt a sense of rebirth. A feeling I have not experienced since childhood.
As the E slowly peaked, I was completely mesmerized by this new state of mind. I will never forget standing under a ventilator peaking on E, while 'DJ Tiesto's in Search of Sunrise Remix of Silence' was at its peak. That I truly believe is the closest I ever came to sheer bliss!! I become one with the music, one with the crowd, and one with humanity. I realized what it means to be human, and our role as collective species. True happiness comes with self love and love of others. Without this fundamental truth we can never reach ultimate salvation. This chemically induced, eye opening experience made me realize the potential within me to love life and all its creation.
To progress with the story, I must say that as you would expect after the peak things slowly began returning back to normal. However, the decline was not very linear one, but rather very sudden. One moment I was in heaven and five minutes later as it seemed I was thrown into this world I did not want to come back to. It was a very unwanted experiences. I did not want to return, I kept asking my self why is such bliss possible only with the aid of a chemical. Life is not fair!! I felt like a child ripped from thou mother's arms and thrown into a world of misery and uncertainty. All of life's problems and concerns, abruptly made their presence known once again. Fortunately, amongst this negative experience I realized that I was left with something. A sort of gift that I felt was there to stay even long after the effects of the drug wear off. That gift was the opportunity to peak inside a world where only love, unity, and peace prevailed.
That new found knowledge, I knew would serve as a guide to lead me in a more positive manner with a better outlook on life as well as others. Life can't always be sheer bliss, but it could be made more worthy and fulfilling. If we only take pleasure in the small things in life and cherish those around us, it will definitively become a much better place for us and others to live in. Since that night, roughly a year has elapsed, and I have used Ecstasy about 6 or 7 times. Although none seemed as powerful as the first, each time those same feelings are brought forth to my consciousness and act as a reinforcer to making life more enjoyable. Doing Ecstasy was by far one of, if not the most intense experiences of my life. Since then I have tried to pass that knowledge to all around me. I truly believe that with responsible use, and the right precautions such as antioxidant use as well as tryptophan supplementation, many people can benefit from this wonderful substance. I only wish that the medical health community embraces this wonderful, enlightening cure and use it to conquer fears and problems in troubled individuals. Thank you for reading my story, I can only hope it can inspire you to better youreself as it has done to me."
Peace
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and i thought i loved the damn drug 
E is cool... but id never do it more than once every month or two... im actually pretty new to it... the first time i dropped was june 11th @ tiesto this summer.
It was pretty crazy... ill never forget what it felt like when it first hit me... i had only really smoked weed, so i had nuthin else to compare it to, i was like "wtf this is crazy" for like the first min , then as i got used to it i luved it...and it hit me at the exact same time that tiesto came on... wut a night that was lol
Great post TranceXtasy. You summed it up best in words for people who have never tried it before. Seems like you had a great first experience with E. I still remember mine. Believe it or not mine was just as powerful as yours if not better. I can't imagine anyone feeling any better than I did that night when I was in 'total bliss' as you have nicely put it. Damn, they don't make e like they used to.
I guess I fall under the category as have done it and will do it again although I haven't done it in about a year or two. I'm one of those guys who used to go every weekend and pop a few pills a night.
We had a friend who was a big time dealer going with us every weekend so we got our pills free. Which is kinda bad because we'd end up poppin' too many a night.
Grew out of the scene now and don't go anymore but I will always treasure the memories. LOL.
By the way, somone brought up speed. I've never tried it before what's it like? I don't think I would mind trying it.
I remembered I took something before at this club. The dealer came up to me and said, "do you like to dance?"
and I said "yeah"
so he's like "then you'll love this"
so I took it and then me and my friend who was there that night danced for 9 straight hours non stop!!!
I know this sounds like an exaggeration but I remember dancing from 12am to 10am when the club closed with no breaks in between. It was crazy, I wasn't messed or anything, I just couldn't stop dancing. I knew it was the drug because my buddy did the same.
it was so bizarre. The two of us just tore it up on the dancefloor and we couldn't stop dancing. Granted I normally dance a lot but that night was just ridiculous. Another buddy had to keep buying us water the whole night every half hour to stop us from dehydrating. People kept coming up to me and giving me water and shakin' my hands, kept complimenting me
on my dancing. It was weird.
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| Originally posted by Trancewave By the way, somone brought up speed. I've never tried it before what's it like? I don't think I would mind trying it. I remembered I took something before at this club. The dealer came up to me and said, "do you like to dance?" and I said "yeah" so he's like "then you'll love this" |
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| Originally posted by charmscars if you have done pressed pills in TO you have done speed. ther is speed in most |
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| Originally posted by Trancewave ok that makes sense then, thanks. |
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being an E user...reading that story brought back many memories and a very pleasured grin to my face....
I love this drug....its wicked for people that have social problems
or even annxiety (SP?)....
Anyways just wanted to mention it brought a grin to my face...
lata
PEACE OUT
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