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I have to say.....since the last time I did E (about a month ago at Rev), I've been feeling kinda weird. Panic attacks, palpitations, almost a craving for something, dizziness, light headed, exhaustion, etc. It's not always there but it's noticeable. could be that I smoke weed fairly regularly - about twice a week or so.

but I think, after Tiesto, it's time for an extended break. I dont even know if I'm getting MDMA anymore, with all this meth shit around. i find myself always feeling my chest when on E, obsessing about my heart rate, making sure my face is not really red or hot, etc. I never used to be like that and I'm not sure why I am now.

Pure Indica's can make me paranoid, hence why i stick with my sativa's!

but that won't stop me, I'm more worried that people will jump in on my session than getting busted!

Whenever Stingray is around I get paranoid

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Originally posted by Dj Smitty20 I have to say.....since the last time I did E (about a month ago at Rev), I've been feeling kinda weird. Panic attacks, palpitations, almost a craving for something, dizziness, light headed, exhaustion, etc. It's not always there but it's noticeable. could be that I smoke weed fairly regularly - about twice a week or so. but I think, after Tiesto, it's time for an extended break. I dont even know if I'm getting MDMA anymore, with all this meth shit around. i find myself always feeling my chest when on E, obsessing about my heart rate, making sure my face is not really red or hot, etc. I never used to be like that and I'm not sure why I am now.

ur lossing the magic slowly

I havent had that nice nice..."E" buzz for such a long time....maybe a year and a half since last time i got the buzz your supposed to get...nowadays its hard to say whats in these pills...i have yet to try pure mdma...i heard its nice and clean/lasts for very very long, and is a bit different then an e pill...mixed with other stuff...can anyone elaborate on this, and tell me if its true?

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Originally posted by spitty guv paramedic started rubbing my legs...for an asthma attack (ps. love you carns) really creepy man

wow that is creepy...well then I am glad it was that paramedic the night I was there.

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Originally posted by _EuG_ ur lossing the magic slowly

that's disappointing. I've only been at it for two years and not very regularly at all. But since I do tend to be a tense person who worries/stresses a lot (massaging my shoulders and neck is like trying to smooth out 100 year old bricks) and coupled with the fact that drugs aren't exactly healthy, I guess it's no wonder. It's never been as good as those first few times but my first source was different and definitely more reliable. I'm still up for Tiesto but after that, time to shut it down for awhile.

The quality control on this stuff (E) is pretty spotty to say the least. I've had some really good ones and some that just seemed like a mild stimulant. When I got some really good ones though I bought like 50 of them so have a nice reliable supply.
Nothing like feeling the butterflies in my tummy after dropping and then waiting for the wave of....E C S T A C Y.......And then all your senses sharpen, you hear all the individual voices in the crowd, your eyes become sensitve and strangely attracted to colourful lights and you love everyone around you. And then, you just want to move to the music.....all night long.


Oh, and make sure you take a dump before you drop...you don't want to sit on the toilet at the Guv after 1:00 am.

^^^^^ not to be too obvious, but anybody interested in hooking me up with something "reliable" at Tiesto. lol. I don't have that luxury anymore and it sucks big time. The last batch I had were yellowish BMW things (I know that has nothing to do with quality). One was pretty damn good, the other that looked exactly like it which I took the next time was totally different. I'm sick of hearing "yeah they're good, don't worry, trust me" when you ask if they are good. I'd rather pay double or even triple the street price if I knew I could get a damn pill that was like the first 4 out of 6 times I tried it. It's depressing...

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Originally posted by Dj Smitty20 ^^^^^ not to be too obvious, but anybody interested in hooking me up with something "reliable" at Tiesto. lol. I don't have that luxury anymore and it sucks big time. The last batch I had were yellowish BMW things (I know that has nothing to do with quality). One was pretty damn good, the other that looked exactly like it which I took the next time was totally different. I'm sick of hearing "yeah they're good, don't worry, trust me" when you ask if they are good. I'd rather pay double or even triple the street price if I knew I could get a damn pill that was like the first 4 out of 6 times I tried it. It's depressing...

+1 dood

the solution to the problem is ... DONT TAKE PILLS until you find a good source of mdma

its as simple as that, you body and health is more important then bien high as a kit at tiesto

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Originally posted by _EuG_ the solution to the problem is ... DONT TAKE PILLS until you find a good source of mdma its as simple as that, you body and health is more important then bien high as a kit at tiesto

I've been declining rolling more often than not lately. I dropped only twice in the summer, and once since the summer. Our usual hook up I just don't trust anymore so fuck it. Although my brother's friend apparently has a brand new testing kit so that could work out well for Tiesto.

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Originally posted by PressPLay Only GINOs and plastic barbie dolls these days at the clubs. No joke!!!

HA! that is so true in this country, but I have been accused of being 'jealous' of canada and other bullshit.

I started partying hard when I got to canada after about an 8 year break! I have had 2 incidences of paranoia. which totally freaked me out and made me think my friends hated me. To make it worse, one of them realised I was in this state and whispered "get out" occassionally to freak me out. I felt so weirded out I wanted to cry and was walking home in my dumb halloween costume the next day thinking "what did I do? why do they hate me"

Not very nice feeling at all...

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