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| Originally posted by tiesto14 good good GREAT point... only one thing: revenge is ONLY good when the other person cares. |
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| Originally posted by Az Honesty is best, but I could have seriously been a lot more honest (just plain evil),thats the nicest I could be without lying  I'd be more than willing to review the thread completely and be brutal |
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| Originally posted by Endlesswave That's all you have to do. I used to fall in that trap a few times, then I just said "fuck it" and I'm just more laid back about it now, see where it goes and show my true feelings slowly and in the beginning give the girl a glimps of who I am (at least that's what I'm trying to do...) |
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| Originally posted by benfica88 Oh great!! She's Portuguese I'm portuguese man. Honestly we have bad reputation. Guy alwayws cheeting on the women. Can't stay with only one. Girls, never know what they want, they switch between things like night and day! Forget her m8 quickly!!!!   |
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| Originally posted by Fir3start3r Let's put it this way... When you're successful it doesn't matter what you're going through...someone will something cute on you... |
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| Originally posted by tiesto14 please be brutal....as sadistic as that sounds...LOL....but it MAY help....if ya have the time.... |
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| I THAT TRUE?....cus her father was cheater..and her mother is kind of a nut case crazy women....are Portuguese women like that in general?... |
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| Originally posted by tiesto14 so in oter words...show a little of your sensitive side...but not too much..just enough to make u a mystery? aaaahhhh i will try...wil be hard though. |
Re: That girl i LOVED is now GONE....personal vent.,
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| Originally posted by tiesto14 This is my own personal vent�..no need to respond cus not even my friends and family can ease this pain. So you know that girl I was talking about not too long ago?�the one who possessed the most beautiful qualities a girl could had?�.the one who was thoughtful, caring, loving, smart, funny, intrigueing, graceful, trustworthy, sincere, and that liked me so much? Well about 4 days ago this wonderful human being told me this: �I am growing such strong feelings for you, and I am too busy in my life to deal with something so serious, considering my work and family situation, so I don�t think we should see each other anymore, I need time� that is what she said to me�.after she built me up higher then any other girls I have ever encountered in my entire existence�She made me fall in love with her�.madley and head over heals. Here is just a glimmer of what I felt like when I was with her�I will try and make you see�how she took me to a place like no other�.every time I was in her presence this is what it felt like.---� Picture yourself on an Australian beach, with pure white sand and crystal blue waters. Picture yourself in a green meadow with the most wonderful spring flowers. Picture yourself at the ultimate trance party with your favorite DJs Picture yourself driving the care of your dreams Picture yourself on cloud 9 or 7th heaven. Picture yourself at every sunrise and set on the Mediterranean(sp?) Picture yourself waking up in peace Picture yourself in Utopia. Picture yourself walking on freshly cut grass barefoot Picture yourself without any fears. Picture yourself with the girl of your dreams Picture yourself surrounded by the worlds most precious arts Picture yourself during a fresh snowfall Picture yourself floating on your back on a lake on a summers day Picture yourself so in love that sex meant nothing�it didn�t have to be. Picture yourself surrounded by joy day in and day out. Picture yourself listening to the most beautiful love song ever written. Picture yourself reading the most sincere love poem. Now that u have pictured the above wonderful things, multiply that by infinity, take it to the depths of forever�and you will NEVER have an idea of how Tania made me feel in her presence�.she was the most wonderful human being I ever met�. Last night I pain stakingley called her�.not sure why, knowing she said needed time to sort some things out�..but I did�.and this person told me she met someone knew the previous night�.i died. I asked her �how could you do this?�, �How could you tell me I was the best guy for you then do this?� �How do you not care anymore?� I was devistated�my heart shattered in a million pieces�.i cryed and cryed until 7am, pounding beer after beer until I eventually passed out�. I had actually called her earlier in the evening last night�.and she did not answer her cell phone�..she told me why�and it was because she was out with HIM�.. How oh how�can soemone speak so much to me then have a complete disregard towards me?�I neveer lied to her, I never made her cry, I never would of hurt her, she said she was falling in love with me�.now she is with someone new�..she KNEW when I called her early when she was out with him that I was upset�.and I gather she didn�t care and was enjoying her time with this new guy. I contimplated finding him and smacking him around�but then I have to remember it is not his fault�it is hers�.. I can not began to to explain the pain I have inside right this very second�.it is treadfull�� How can she tell me all those wonderful things she loved about me, tell me she wanted to spend forever with me, tell me I was her dream come true, tell me all that we have in our lives is nothing without each to share�then in less then a weeks time go on without a care. Maybe I am too sensitive.,�maybe I have a heart�but I know DAM FUCKING REAL�that if anyone was upset over me and in tears begging to talk to ease the pain�I WOULD NEVER deny them that�.NEVER�.i deserve to know why�.. What scares me now is wondering how can I believe another girl when she says wonderful things�.i really really thought this girl Tania was the oen for me�.i saw us together for all time�she was the girl of my dreams�� It is such a scarey feeling knwoing tonight as I lie and cry, she will be out with this person having fun and laughing without any regard to me�..how do people do that�.. Why did she tell me she needed fucking time�I guess that was a nice way of saying it is over�but I assume when it all comes down to it�everything she said and did was a down right lie�. Nothing is worse then wanting the girl of your dreams�except for knowing she doesn�t want you and is with someone else�� All my friends when we go out oick up girls left and right�.but when I was with her I saw noone but her�.i wanted noone but her�..i breathed all her air�she was my long lost other half�she made me feel like soemthing I cant describe�. When I hung up the phone with her�she said she was tired and had to go�..i told her I would not make it 24 hours with this pain�.and I am scared it might be true�.with every second my tears grow stronger�..my heart grows weaker�..i actually almost gave in��I beg to God all mighty to help me get through this�.. HERE IS MY FINAL POEM TO HER�..i gave it to her this morning�.i left it at her work before she got in..so I would not have to see her��. -Do you know how sometimes you get that feeling -Like this time I�m sure it�s for real? -Do you know how sometimes you think you have control of things -That you are most certain to know how you feel? -Do you know how it feels to listen to every word -Or recall every touch you shared? -Do you know how it feels to have someone for your world -Someone to rescue you when you are lost and scared? -Do you know how it feels to be afraid all the time -Of the other person making you cry? -That you�ll be forced to say such things -As don�t leave, I�m sorry, and finally goodbye? -Do you know how it feels to find someone special -A love like that which is so hard to find? -Do you know how it feels to be madly in love -And then cruely be left behind? -Do you know how it feels to rush things up -Afraid everything will pass too soon? -Do you know the feeling of complete emptiness -When your beloved one leaves the room? -Do you know how courageous one must be -To pick himself up on his feet? -Do you know how hard it is to find away -To again normally eat and sleep? -Do you know how it feels to have your heart crushed -Yet you still have such string feelings, isn�t it just silly? -Do you know what that does to a person? -Do you really? To Tania my first, my last, my everything. why did you do this to me??? |
Tiesto, I know exactly how you feel. I mean, I've been in such a situation 2 years ago. My heart was broken, and torn to pieces. I don't know how you had the strength to write such a long, LONG venting post, cuz when I was that heart broken, I couldn't even get out of bed. Tears, and tears wasted on a pillow, as my mind slipped in an endless chasm, of sorrow. It effects my mind, my personality, my thoughts, and my music. Yes, being a producer, this 'heartbreak' causes me to write songs. I see that as one of the major positives, of it all.
But remember this; if you can survive the pain, then be happy, for it will make you stronger. I guarantee you this; Many in this life, or who have lived has had their hearts chewed out. To those that don't, I am happy for those people. Those few, lucky one's. I usually listen to 'Bastian-Lonely People' which is a cool trance track. He made another track, I think called 'being single', or something like that. Check it out my friend.
Be busy; productive. ALWAYS find something to do. Make sure you are never in a situation, when you are alone, or in idle, and if you are, get up and do something productive. Lying on the bed, will only make you think about the situation more, and grieve endlessly. I'm so glad I came to this thread, cuz I haven't been on this board for prolly half a year. Well, cheers to you man. I wish the best for you, and a fine woman, to please you in the future. Time will be your healer, and may god make the wound heal. -Mental
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| Originally posted by jploveparade You could also lick a frog. Kermit beware your ass  |
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| Originally posted by Swamper What is it with you Hollanders and licking frogs? AMSTERDAM (Reuters) - Dutch police are investigating whether drug addicts raided a pet shop and stole three exotic toads whose warty skin can induce hallucinations when licked. |
Shut the fuck up and get over it
I can't believe you wasted that much time writing a freaking post like that
Go pick up 10 girls tonight if it helps
Hey man... very sorry to hear that. It's important to see the larger picture that the pain will fade. Yeh I always say that to myself when I feel like shit, and I never believe myself, but in the end... the pain subsides. I know this girl was your life, and I've been there too. But believe me it will pass. Take care bud.
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| Shut the fuck up and get over it I can't believe you wasted that much time writing a freaking post like that Go pick up 10 girls tonight if it helps |
the love i lost
like my father says "ninguna vieja se le deve dar todo tu amor si no ya the fregaste. chinga su madre" Loosely transalated that means you should never love with your entire heart or you are fucked. I can't stick that rule either my friend and i feel your pain. I loved once and she left and there was pretty much nothing i could do about it i was too young. Here i am now 19 years old and will search the world if i have to, to find her again.
"There was a woman, for the first time in my life, i saw a woman that was truly alive. thats what i believed. she was a piece of me i had lost. She is my other half that i have longed for." Spike - CB
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Gah, maybe you should stop focusing on love so much. Just hang out with some friends or do what you like most and dont get into any more relationships too soon. You know masturbation is cheaper and less frustrating then relationships (IT is!)
sorry to hear this dude
that really sucks!
i think the same thing is going to happen to me 2nite...
ahh
Women see a guy and like him, but they're not satisfied, they're intrigued by the mystery, they want to see more. First hey want to see your sensitive side, then they want to see your expressive side, then they want your feminine side... and with each aspect of your self you show them, that "emotionally protective" coating that every guy has is being stripped away layer by layer. In the end you're like a banana with no skin and they can see the whole you. But now you're no longer mysterious or intriguing - youre not even as deep as you first seemed, so they just leave you there...crying like a woman, naked, standing on the seashore, balls flappin in the wind.
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| Originally posted by astroboy Women see a guy and like him, but they're not satisfied, they're intrigued by the mystery, they want to see more. First hey want to see your sensitive side, then they want to see your expressive side, then they want your feminine side... and with each aspect of your self you show them, that "emotionally protective" coating that every guy has is being stripped away layer by layer. In the end you're like a banana with no skin and they can see the whole you. But now you're no longer mysterious or intriguing - youre not even as deep as you first seemed, so they just leave you there...crying like a woman, naked, standing on the seashore, balls flappin in the wind. |
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| Although girls/women seem to fall for that narcissistic, cocky, self proclaimed genius |
Would it be a stupid thing to call her???????????????...
i MISS her so fucking much....and right now it is like 2am and i wanna call her and beg her not to do this....i KNOW i am weak...but it hurts...ya know....
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| Originally posted by tiesto14 Would it be a stupid thing to call her???????????????... i MISS her so fucking much....and right now it is like 2am and i wanna call her and beg her not to do this....i KNOW i am weak...but it hurts...ya know.... |
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| Originally posted by Maaz Sorry to hear it, mate  Sometimes, we like someone so much that we think she's perfect, when she's not (nobody is). The only thing I can tell is: take your time. |
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| Originally posted by ferrycorstenfan Kai Tracid say it best Too Many Times you've woken up depressed too many times u put ur life to the test too many times u've taken this trip too many times you have slipped well it works for me neway |
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