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I also thinks it's completely irrational and stupid to just feel unconditional sympathy to whomever, for whatever. I need a good reason to feel sympathy towards people. Not just Jay.

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Originally posted by Halcyon+On+On The facebook page was not him.

Haha, actually it was him. I don't even care to explain why again.


But yeah, I get it, you can relate because you were depressed/suicidal.

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Originally posted by The17sss if Facebook was the source, he shouldn't have posted it there either! He created this shitstorm by being stupid. When will people get it that you don't post personal information on the internet?

He didn't post it there for people to see, somebody just happened to notice him and his girlfriend were no longer friends on there and assumed the worst.

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Originally posted by Halcyon+On+On And we can all tell just how much you don't care about this. Fucking be hurt more. TotalDeathXZero was a cunt moron that nobody liked - it's not as though Jay called a CIA buddy of his to find personal information on him. The guy had that fucking info on his own website, for all to see because he was a moron. The Azia incident was definitely him acting out, but he apologized to her parents afterwards and was sure to erase it from all but the memory of certain members who were around when it happened. What more do you want? The facebook page was not him. It was nowhere near funny enough. The fact that you still insist on blaming him for it when there are plenty of people around here who despise your shit is laughable and sad. Even if it was him, that wouldn't warrant your kicking him when he is truly down in his life, and don't you fucking deny that's what you were doing by that thread mocking him for his split with his girlfriend. Anything else you don't care about?

Blahblahblah, it's merely a forum, etc.

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Originally posted by jennypie But yeah, I get it, you can relate because you were depressed/suicidal.

Your slychoanalysis is weak, Pie. I care because Jay is actually a funny, insightful person who uses his blaring social flaws to his utter advantage - people like that are very polarizing, especially to those prone to jealous fits due to retentive childhood inadequacies, such as yourself.

It's not as though he's never insulted me or something. Some of us just take it far better than others, it would seem.

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Originally posted by jennypie Blahblahblah, it's merely a forum, etc.

I'm not the one repeatedly claiming I don't give a shit hahaha

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Originally posted by Halcyon+On+On Your slychoanalysis is weak, Pie.

I saw what you did there!

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Originally posted by Halcyon+On+On Your slychoanalysis is weak, Pie. I care because Jay is actually a funny, insightful person who uses his blaring social flaws to his utter advantage - people like that are very polarizing, especially to those prone to jealous fits due to retentive childhood inadequacies, such as yourself.

Oh shit Hal, you really got me there. Can you write my memoirs for me? Lol.

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Originally posted by Halcyon+On+On I'm not the one repeatedly claiming I don't give a shit hahaha

Really? how many times did I say it? Pretty sure it was just once. And my point is that when anyone else other than Jay does exactly what he does, they're a terrible person...but when he does it, it's perfectly acceptable?? Lol..I better start lying about my life and "acting" out so I don't have to be accountable either.

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Originally posted by Halcyon+On+On Your slychoanalysis is weak, Pie. I care because Jay is actually a funny, insightful person who uses his blaring social flaws to his utter advantage - people like that are very polarizing, especially to those prone to jealous fits due to retentive childhood inadequacies, such as yourself. It's not as though he's never insulted me or something. Some of us just take it far better than others, it would seem.

read any psychology textbooks and how-to books recently?

but yeah. in all seriousness, i wish all the best for Jay. Depression is sometimes a hell of a drug to get out of.

I have to actually do some work now. Jut want to reiterate that I don't feel bad about not feeling bad about Jay. Bye!

Look, I am not saying Jay should be put on a pedestal because he's funny nor that he is exempt in the least from a dose of his own medicine, but don't try to fucking tell me that your personal sense of justice and accountability is bringing his personal bullshit onto the forum, dragging it through the mud for all to see, then telling us that you don't give a shit when he becomes quite seriously depressed and tries to off himself, because I don't believe you're that ignorant, not one bit.

And I will write your memoirs - I'm thinking of calling them Jennifer: A Wheelbarrow Full of Walrus Dildos Straight To The Sphincter

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Originally posted by jennypie I have to actually do some work now. Jut want to reiterate that I don't feel bad about not feeling bad about Jay. Bye!

but how do you feel about not feeling bad about not feeling bad about Jay?

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Originally posted by Halcyon+On+On don't try to fucking tell me that your personal sense of justice and accountability is bringing his personal bullshit onto the forum, dragging it through the mud for all to see, then telling us that you don't give a shit when he becomes quite seriously depressed and tries to off himself, because I don't believe you're that ignorant, not one bit.

Ok I won't, lol. Bye for reals this time.

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Originally posted by LeopoldStotch read any psychology textbooks and how-to books recently?

Nope, I was just slychoanalyzing. It's fun if you pretend you have a great, pointy, white beard and glasses that just can't seem to stop slipping down your crooked beak. And have a Reader's Digest off hand.

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Originally posted by Halcyon+On+On slychoanalyzing

Early front-runner for best new word of 2010.

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Originally posted by jennypie I have to actually do some work now. Jut want to reiterate that I don't feel bad about not feeling bad about Jay. Bye!

But do you feel bad about publicly insulting him over an issue that has (apparently) made him suicidal? Sure, Jay has done similar things to many people, but you've long maintained that's because he's a fucked up unit, which has (apparently) been proven by this suicide attempt. You can say he "deserved" it, but if he's depressed to this extent then I'd say he is his own punishment.

If I were you I'd be asking myself some big questions about how I'd acted. I guess this is the point where you don't care or pass it off with another flippant comment.

he attempted to kill himself? or he just wrote a note...

anyways, hope hes alright.

I have to give this guy some credit. At least he went out nobly...in a last post in the chill out room of tranceaddict dot com.

^ Jay?

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Originally posted by Danny Ocean he attempted to kill himself? or he just wrote a note... anyways, hope hes alright.

I think he just wrote a note.

It's obvious what happens when someone is saddened by a recent incident and then decides to do drugs. The drugs don't help at all.


I would like an update if anyone has.

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Originally posted by MeLLyMeL The drugs don't help at all.

YOU TAKE THAT BACK RIGHT NOW!

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Originally posted by Moral Hazard YOU TAKE THAT BACK RIGHT NOW!

haha Noo.. Drugs ftw - but they don't help when you are sad/depressed.

I know my dumb ass kept rolling just 2 weeks after Raul's death and I fuking cried so much! Stupid? Yes.

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Originally posted by jennypie And my point is that when anyone else other than Jay does exactly what he does, they're a terrible person...but when he does it, it's perfectly acceptable??

I can understand what Jenny is saying here. He has done some really lowlife shit (like making fun of the person who's mom had died, posting photos of Azia and sending them to her parents, saying other really nasty personal things to people without regard for their feelings etc. etc.) He has slung a lot of shit, and it hasn't all been "jokes"... a lot of it has been serious, emotionally damaging stuff (I can't imagine how Azia felt, and getting kicked when you're down because of the loss of your mom is no joke).

But... when people feed him back the same shit he feeds us, they are suddenly assholes??

When Jenny started the thread about his break-up, he hadn't said anything that suggested he was suicidal, so it was fair game IMO. He would have done the same thing (and for those of you who disagree, you're full of shit).

However, since he has suggested that he is in fact suicidal, personally, I don't think that is a joking matter. Just like I wouldn't wish upon anyone to be so depressed that they would rather not be alive, I don't wish it on Jay or feel he deserves it. At the same time though, I don't feel particularly bad for him, and don't think that it is very fair to excuse his shitty behaviour but try to shame or yell at people who have given it back to him just because he is now depressed.

This is my last and only post I will make on this subject.

Firstly, I would like to apologize for my actions in regards to that post that started this all. My state of mind at that moment had nothing to do with tranceaddict, nor with anything posted on it...including the jennypie thread. Did it bother me yes, but even at my weakest I am not or never was that weak to let something like that truly affect me. My condition is of my own doing...

I do not feel the need to break down my life for all of you, but I will try and justify the note to hopefully put all of this to rest. I was in a bad place, and yes i did certain things to myself that made those actions (posting) seem rational at the time. I am not my online persona...i never was. I was at the end of my rope and i made a mistake.
I did not want to send that to my ex, but i felt like i needed to get it out. I didn't speak to friends for fear that they might talk me out of it...once again my mistake.

I never realized that TA would be able to intervene, so i dumped it here. To those that intervened , thank you. My head was not in the right place, and your actions helped me prevent any further damage to myself. I never intended it to be a cry for help, but it has become one, and hopefully one that will help me get over this hump. As embarrassing as admitting all of this is, having the cops and ambulance show up at my door prevented things from escalating and saved my life. Realize that no matter who we are, how well we live, we all have moments of weakness. There are no justifications for my actions, it all lies on my shoulders, and i know have to live with the ramifications of what i did to my body that night.

To all of those i pissed off in my time here, i will not apologize. Throwing stones in glass houses or something like that right? I never thought my actions under any of the names i have had on this board would upset some of you as much as they seem to have...i suppose before judging my self admitted weakness, i suggest some of you look deep inside at the weaknesses in yourselves.

I'm sorry if i made anyone worry, and I honestly never thought it would get around so much, way out of the spectrum of this site. I didn't care that night, and wasn't planning on sticking around to see what came after. A dick move for sure.

I don't want any pity, i do not want anymore attention due to this, and I seriously do not care at any judgement of the post I am now writing and will not respond. None of that means anything, my problems are mine and mine alone.

I probably should not have even bothered to post this. My only reasoning to this is I feel I owe it to those who took steps and gave a shit, when i was not even able or willing to give a shit about myself. I thank you, I am sure my family thanks you, for somehow managing to make a bad situation into a positive.

As to the rest I don't really care. My being a cock on here was somewhat of a reflection towards the way i really felt about myself. Without naming any names, a few of you that act in similar ways to the way i did....

Sorry for the slylee post, but i feel like i needed it to be done. Once again i apologize, and thank you, you guys know who you are even if don't.

Good luck.

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