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Posted by Desiderata on Aug-09-2013 20:39:

The story is old
I know
but it goes on...
GOOOOOOOOES ON!


Posted by on Aug-09-2013 20:40:

quote:
Originally posted by srussell0018
Some girls think it's fun and harmless to flirt with dudes over the internet. It doesn't really mean anything unless the guy becomes obsessed with her.




Or if she's married with 2 kids.



Oh the Citric defending makes sense now. Didn't you have something with some TA on here?

Hahah you are just as sad as Nou!


Posted by Desiderata on Aug-09-2013 20:46:

I won't share you, no
I won't share you
With the drive
And ambition
The zeal I feel
This is my time

The note I wrote
As she read, she said
"Has the Perrier gone
Straight to my head
Or is life sick and cruel, instead ?"


"YES !"
No - no - no - no - no - no
No - no - no - no - no - no
Oh ...


I won't share you, no
I won't share you
With the drive
And the dreams inside
This is my time


Life tends to come and go
That's OK
As long as you know
Life tends to come and go
As long as you know
Know, know, know, know, know
Know, know, know, know
Oh ...


I won't share you, no
I won't share you
With the drive
And the dreams inside
This is my time


I want the freedom and I want the guile
I want the freedom and the guile
Oh, life tends to come and go
As long as you know
Know, know, know, know
Know, know, know, know
Oh ...


I won't share you, no
I won't share you
I'll see you somewhere
I'll see you sometime
Darling ...


Posted by srussell0018 on Aug-09-2013 20:47:

Not really. We talked online and became good friends. That was about it. Her husband got pissed about it so we stopped talking. There was never any obsession or "leading on" from either end.


Posted by Desiderata on Aug-09-2013 21:02:

R.I.P. Nou.



Posted by MSZ on Aug-09-2013 21:17:

You know Nou is going to kill you all, right?


Posted by on Aug-09-2013 23:22:

For some time I've had a secret desire to write book or screenplay loosely around NOU's life. He is such a great mix of the absurd and the tragic. He reminds me of Ignatius J. Reilly a sort modern Don Quixote. His idiocy would be gold mine for a comedy.


Posted by Desiderata on Aug-10-2013 00:04:

quote:
Originally posted by Jon_Snow
For some time I've had a secret desire to write book or screenplay loosely around NOU's life. He is such a great mix of the absurd and the tragic. He reminds me of Ignatius J. Reilly a sort modern Don Quixote. His idiocy would be gold mine for a comedy.


I think his tragic-ness of his life would make a better drama. Like a Donnie Darko kind of style.


Posted by MSZ on Aug-10-2013 00:17:

Man some green shit just came out of my tap in the washroom. Wtf was that?


Posted by Dykes_on_Jay on Aug-10-2013 00:54:

quote:
Originally posted by MSZ
Man some green shit just came out of my tip in the washroom. Wtf was that?


Fixed.


Posted by on Aug-10-2013 01:13:

quote:
Originally posted by Desiderata
I think his tragic-ness of his life would make a better drama. Like a Donnie Darko kind of style.

Now that I think about it a play would make more sense. It be very easy to stage since most of would take place in his room of parent's home in front of a computer. For that very same reason it wouldn't make a good movie, not enough action. But it wouldn't be like DD that's too cool and interesting.


Posted by citric_acid on Aug-10-2013 07:51:

urgh this sucks, i was all set up for camping tonight, we were supposed to be up on the reservation for 3 days and it starts hailing and morphs into one of the worst storms ive seen in 5 years. hopped into jeeps (there were 4 jeeps, we were doing a wheeling weekend) and headed to town to see if we could wait it out, turns out storms are supposed to last 3 days with no sign of rain/hail stopping


it wouldnt be so bad if any of us had tops on our jeeps (could sleep in them) and if i actually used a tent, I sleep in a hammock and there is just no way even with my tarp to stay dry sleeping in a hammock in a storm like this even the tents had an inch of water in them when we came back to pack up.. weekend ruined


Posted by Zharen on Aug-10-2013 19:14:

quote:
Originally posted by citric_acid
(hes very socially awkard, maybe its just around me but he would just stand there and stare and freak me out)


I WAS LIKE, LOOKING AT THIS GIRL, OK? AND I JUST LOOKED, WHATEVER. SO SHE SAW ME LOOKING AND I WAS LIKE "HUH" SO I KEPT LOOKING WHILE SHE LOOKED AND THEN SHE LOOKED WEIRD SO I KEPT LOOKIN' AND THEN SHE WALKED FAST AND THEN SHE WAS GONE.


Posted by Fledz on Aug-10-2013 19:29:


Posted by Silky Johnson on Aug-10-2013 20:07:

I love all the psychoanalysis going on in hurr.


Posted by Desiderata on Aug-10-2013 20:13:

I try my best.



"But she doesn't even LIKE me !
And I know because she said so
In the room downstairs
He sat and stared
In the room downstairs
He sat and stared"

R.I.P. Nou


Posted by Lira on Aug-11-2013 04:28:

Wow... the Japanese community here in the Amazon is so isolated I bought some sushi in a festival tonight and not only did the woman selling it looked surprised by my presence there but she couldn't believe I knew sushi. I just said "yeah", and explained in Japanese I had been to Japan (which killed the convo as she was stunned as if I could read her mind), but I really wanted to just throw my hands up in the air and shout "AUSSIE, AUSSIE, AUSSIE! OI, OI, OI!". Of COURSE I know sushi!


Posted by on Aug-11-2013 09:54:

That's nothing compared to her look of surprise if she ever saw you wearing sneakers with a suit.


Posted by on Aug-11-2013 10:19:

quote:
Originally posted by citric_acid
really nothing exciting, the same bullshit that had been going on for years.

we would be friends, id fill him in on details of my life, probably tell him too much info about my relationships. Id say enough for him to think i was into him (not really meaning too, im just an open person, ill tell anyone anything they want to know) and then he would get a reality check that i wasnt and id make it clear to him again hes just a friend and we should never hang out in person (hes very socially awkard, maybe its just around me but he would just stand there and stare and freak me out), so i guess that makes me a tease. also he imagines a lot of his own problems, creates them in his head and suddenly they become real to him.

next part of the cycle he gets all paranoid, freaks out, over thinks every detail claims hes done talking to me, it really doesnt bother me so he gets more upset blocks me etc, then a couple months later texts me or something. this went on since 2006 really, every 6 months or so. I really didnt care, his life is a fucking shit show and it was somewhat entertaining, my friends would have bets on when/why he would block me next or send the next text.

finally i got sick of the same pattern and when he had his last freakout i blocked him from everything so he actually had to stick to what he said, if he cant stop it i was doing no good allowing it to happen.


there it is one side of the story, it was no relationship but we all know his buttons are easy to push and sometimes you cant help but push them, its like a really bad reality show. im not avoiding him i just got sick of the same drama cycle and obviously i was playing a part in it so i decided to change it.

im sure ive missed a few details but its really just high school drama, nothing really exciting, no we never fucked, kissed or had any intimate relationship, no i hadnt talked to him in the last 2 weeks so there was no real big thing that caused this, just him stirring in his own emotions getting upset everytime he saw me post on here


Posted by Sushipunk on Aug-11-2013 10:56:

quote:
Originally posted by Lira
but I really wanted to just throw my hands up in the air and shout "AUSSIE, AUSSIE, AUSSIE! OI, OI, OI!". Of COURSE I know sushi!


This is why you are awesome


Posted by Sushipunk on Aug-11-2013 10:56:

quote:
Originally posted by Jon_Snow


This always freaks me out when I see it


Posted by on Aug-11-2013 16:29:

quote:
Originally posted by Jon_Snow


quote:
Yea too bad I wasn't staring at her. She was getting freaked out cause I was staring out the windows at my cabin. I mean what else am I going to do when the friend you invite out for a nice trip is content to sit on your couch and just watch crappy sitcoms on their laptop all day and has been quite and awkward themselves from the moment you met them. I am not absolving myself of any awkwardness there but Citric really knows how to set a mood.

She basically sabotaged the entire trip from the get go. After months of basically talking 24/7 (mind you her talking to me, I can count the number of times I called her on one hand) which included almost 16 hour long Skype conversations that included falling asleep and waking up on cam at least a dozen and a half times (awkward as fuck), emotionally cheating on a guy she was "dating" before she moved back to Montana, messaging me or telling me when she was getting herself off, talking about how she wanted to sleep with me, and a laundry list of other things that were pretty teasing/enticing she totally gave me a "reality check" the week before coming out. She got all pissed and sad one night when we were drinking together on cam and complained that I only told her how good looking she was when I was drunk. The next night she goes to a friends, gets drunk, fucks him, and then calls me the next morning driving home and tells me, saying "I don't want this to change anything". I stupidly said "whatever we aren't dating, I don't care who you fuck". Obviously I did cause no matter how much I ignored it the next week when she was out I couldn't get it off my mind.

I told her when she was out here, sitting on my couch, that when she left we should pretend this never happened and just not talk anymore. She cried. I knew she was trouble. Everyone I know that knew her said she was trouble. I wanted to give her a shot, but in the end I knew everyone was right.

At the very end I made a nice gesture to her and I think she thought it was OK between us but I knew then and there hugging her goodbye in the train station that I was done. I deleted her off Skype a week later.

Course we started talking again. We've stopped talking twice since her trip and we both have initiated contact again. Me the first time, her the second. We were stupid to let each other back into our lives. We clearly have a desire to wreck havoc on each other and it's really unhealthy for both of us. I am doing it now by posting this...

I am not trying to totally disparage citric, I just figured both sides need clarity. I don't care who you believe, but if anyone wants proof then I have the Skype logs from the last three years.

Despite her proclivity for mayhem, I have seen the real citric under her self destructive tendencies and she is an amazingly beautiful person. Hopefully she finds someone she can actually let in there and find peace. She deserves it, and whoever can get her to that place will be the luckiest person in the world, for so many reasons.


Posted by SaulTek on Aug-11-2013 16:39:

Well hi.

We totally do need the Skype logs.


Posted by on Aug-11-2013 16:42:

quote:
Originally posted by SaulTek
Well hi.

We totally do need the Skype logs.


You're either citric or one of her friends. So weird.


Posted by Desiderata on Aug-11-2013 17:05:

Let it die out already. Let Nou be the one to defend himself when/if the time comes.

And if any of the Alts. are Nou that is just sad. And I said IF .


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