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Posted by _Nut_ on Oct-22-2003 02:35:

Venting in here... you can join

Feel free to vent. I am going to.

This week is a crazy ass week, not only do I /(did I) have midterms up the ass, I also have a topic proposal due tomorrow (22.Oct.03) for my research project. My biggest thing is...

I have a synoptic meteorology midterm (its worth 45% my total grade) and Ive had a nasty virus that has been making me hack and spit up phlegm since Saturday. I really dont care about that. I woke up this morning with a bloodshot eye. (and no there were no drugs or booze going on this night) But I brushed it off. Later this evening I notice that my other eye is starting to turn red and that my vision is getting blurry because I have gunk in my eyes... Thats when it hits me that I have pink eye. For those that are unaware.. it is very very contagious... So it is 8pm and the clinics are closed until 8 am tomorrow... My second worry about the midterm... in big bold letters it says:

NO MAKE UPS ALLOWED - NO EXCEPTIONS -

So I have already left a voice mail and an email for my prof to see tomorrow... but should I goto class and fuck over everyone by giving it to them?? or should I just hope and pray to god he gives me an extention??

Posted by Vivid Boy on Oct-22-2003 02:38:

ill join man

fuck i dont think ive ever been fuckin motivated in my life...i never ever feel like doing shit and its pissing me off more and more by the day...its like i know im suppose to do something i keep tellin myself i got to do it...but for some reason i just dont do it!!! i even plan out how im gonna do it the easiest way of doing it..but when it comes down to it i just dont do it...ive been like this since a freakin kid and its killin me as a human being...fuckin habits.

Posted by joeh on Oct-22-2003 02:39:

Posted by _Nut_ on Oct-22-2003 02:39:

I forgot to add:

Sloppy donkey dick!

whew... i feel a little better

Posted by Yan on Oct-22-2003 02:42:

Stolen from a site:

I act like I'm ambitious and hardworking but I mostly waste time and pretend to be going somewhere. I'd rather just sleep and have money given to me.

Posted by malek on Oct-22-2003 03:00:

MY WORK SUCKS COCK

NETWORKING SUCKS BIG FAT DICKS AND I DONT WANT TO BE PART OF IT

and one last thing

FUCK DA POLICE

Posted by Boomer187 on Oct-22-2003 03:59:

I just got a 75% on a midterm, sucky part is I need at least a B to a B+ to not have to take the class again. I have a 20 minute presentation on a book chapter thurs, next tues a 50 minutes presentation on research I want to conduct, then two days after that I have a 20 minutes presentation on aphasia......then it is on to the final projects which consist of 10 page annotated bibliography, 10 page research proposal, another 10 page research proposal on a different topic, and a huge final.....

Although I don't have pink eye to compound the problem, I do have concerts coming up that I want to go to but I don't get shit for pay here so I am a poor poor bastard.

all finished....

Posted by whiskers on Oct-22-2003 04:05:

quote:
Originally posted by joeh
ditto.

me too.

is it me or are more TAs getting more and more depressed?

Posted by igottaknow on Oct-22-2003 04:15:

Posted by djeternal on Oct-22-2003 04:27:

quote:
Originally posted by Vivid Boy
ill join man

fuck i dont think ive ever been fuckin motivated in my life...i never ever feel like doing shit and its pissing me off more and more by the day...its like i know im suppose to do something i keep tellin myself i got to do it...but for some reason i just dont do it!!! i even plan out how im gonna do it the easiest way of doing it..but when it comes down to it i just dont do it...ive been like this since a freakin kid and its killin me as a human being...fuckin habits.

hahha same here...ive spent my whole life listening to my elders and shutting my inner voice up. now when its time to listen to myself i cant even get up and do wat i tell myself. Im on the right path but im just sitting on it watching other people walk by. I FUKEN HATE LABOR! THE POLICE!! THE GOVERNMENT!!!! AND KRISPY KREME! (they taste so good i cant resist the urge to eat them. i get so fat so easily.)

Posted by zarathustra on Oct-22-2003 04:32:

quote:
Originally posted by whiskers
me too.

is it me or are more TAs getting more and more depressed?

Must be the weather?

I have midterms as well although they are nicely spread out. Now this would give me ample time to study if only I had the motivation to do so. But heck, I got 80% on an exam that I was sure I had failed so I guess things aren't going that badly for me right now after all.

Posted by T-1000 on Oct-22-2003 06:10:

quote:
Originally posted by ahlamalek
MY WORK SUCKS COCK

NETWORKING SUCKS BIG FAT DICKS AND I DONT WANT TO BE PART OF IT

and one last thing

FUCK DA POLICE

SO TRUE DAT! WE BE IN DA SAME BOAT....MAN

Posted by electric_soul on Oct-22-2003 14:40:

quote:
Originally posted by Vivid Boy
fuck i dont think ive ever been fuckin motivated in my life...i never ever feel like doing shit and its pissing me off more and more by the day...its like i know im suppose to do something i keep tellin myself i got to do it...but for some reason i just dont do it!!! i even plan out how im gonna do it the easiest way of doing it..but when it comes down to it i just dont do it...ive been like this since a freakin kid and its killin me as a human being...fuckin habits.

I was like that till a couple years ago.
What I did was to force me to actually DO something (even if it wasn't what I really wanted).

After you start doing things you just realize that what you're doing is useless and go back to do nothing for a while (happened several times), then force yourself to do something -anything- again.

After several "do something then nothing then something" cycles you end up doing what you want, you kinda like it and you never stop . At least that's what happened to me

Posted by MERTON on Oct-22-2003 14:47:

i neeed money!!! and i've had to stay at college 12 hours or so a day since my car broke down!!!!!!!!!!!!! that's cus my ride can only take me at 8 am and my last class is at 8:35 pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i shall sleep soon (library gooooood).. but i get my car back on fri.!

oh.. and why the hell do i have to pay so much in car insurance!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaahhhh!!! i hate you!! you damn money grubbers!!!!

Posted by DasBrotBesser on Oct-22-2003 15:09:

quote:
Originally posted by zarathustra
Must be the weather?

I have midterms as well although they are nicely spread out. Now this would give me ample time to study if only I had the motivation to do so. But heck, I got 80% on an exam that I was sure I had failed so I guess things aren't going that badly for me right now after all.

lol I just got back a 5-hour exam yesterday that I took a couple of weeks ago... same story: I thought I did no better than a 50 or a 55, but I got an 80. Other than that, this semester blows. I am almost positive that I am failing all of my classes. I had motivation last semester, and the work was challenging and actually interesting. This semester I have no motivation and the work is either impossible or tedious. What's up with that?

Posted by DigiNut on Oct-22-2003 15:16:

Pisses me off that everyone in academia (high school, university, whatever) seems to think that you neither do nor should have any life outside of their institution. One of my profs decides not only to make the midterm one day after TWO other midterms, but make a 10-page lab report due on the SAME day as HER midterm! But to show us how nice she is, we only lose 30% on the lab if it's handed in late. Well la-dee-fuckin'-da, aren't we Miss Congenial?

Seriously though, I'm trying to deal with things like my contracts, job interviews and applications, post-grad apps, I never go out anymore during the week, there's barely enough time to even get groceries or cook, and this #$&%$@ manure bag of a university just keeps throwing more and more shit at us as if we weren't already totally overwhelmed by the amount we had! Yes, hello, reality? Is he in today? No? What about his brother, rationality? Or his dad, common sense? Doesn't it sort of defeat the purpose of getting an education when you have to choose things to not learn because there's no time?

And for those of you who think I'm wasting all that time posting on TA, guess what - I've got the motherf*ckin' book in front of me the whole time! If it wasn't for my blowing off steam in here, I'd probably go fucking postal and start killing people, starting with every single person in the department office and finishing off with my landlord who never does the fucking repairs that he's fucking supposed to fucking do because we're paying the fucking rent, fuck.

OK, I'm done.

Fuck.

Posted by DigiNut on Oct-22-2003 15:27:

Oh wait, I forgot to mention that my bag was stolen, insurance companies are trying to bleed me dry, and on top of that, someone thinks she's more important than any of it and continues to try (knowing full well that she'll fail but showing willingness to waste my time anyway) to manipulate me into making her top priority by coming out with wonderful catch phrases I've heard 18 trillion times already such as:
"ok Aaron, if this is what you want..."
"you used to be a nice guy"
"you're nice to everyone else"
"what did _I_ do? It's not _my_ fault!"
"you promised..."
"you're ruining everything"
"you could've TOLD me that you were going to invite over some girl from Florida" (now honestly, WTF?? How do I "invite" someone over who's never met me and lives 50,000 miles away, bitch!?)
- And various other witty remarks that are supposed to make me feel bad for her with her lightweight fucking linguistics course load and such ominous responsibilities as getting her computer from her Aunt's house and picking out a long-distance plan and getting down to the cafeteria before closing time. Guess what baby, we've been broken up for a year and a half! Anything I said to you before that time period is null and void! When a guy tries to accomodate you into his 533-hour-week schedule and you do nothing but bitch and moan, what the fuck do you think is going to happen? THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT! SO FUCK OFF AND STOP REPLYING TO MY POSTS!

Posted by Vivid Boy on Oct-22-2003 19:47:

that a boy digi just let it out...

Posted by malek on Oct-22-2003 20:30:

IF THAT CO-WORKER SNEAK IN MY OFFICE WHILE MY BACK IS TURNED ON HIM ONE MORE TIME I'M GONNA SKULL FUCK HIM AGHF&@)G@#&FH#(TEHG)&#%&#%)%&#)?#*&#$%(

<-------- AND DO THIS TO HIM

Posted by skytrancegirl on Oct-22-2003 20:38:

it's just been a shitty day all together, i keep trying to put myself in a good mood but it isn't working. i can't concentrate at work. i can't catch up my bills, people owe me money.....life just sux today, can't wait til this weekend so i can go party and get this outta my system.