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Posted by stk on Nov-24-2003 04:40:

things i really not going well..

i thought i was overcoming my depression but just recently i just found out my ex had been cheating on me....

i know its been over 2 years since we broke up but it just really hurts to find this info out

its so hard to trust people again with whom you trusted so much...

this girl whom i loved really messed me up ever since we broke up, i realli wish i can become my normal self again...

there isnt anyone really close whom i can tlak to about my problems or anything, i always feel alone and dejected....

man this really sux

Posted by BTG on Nov-24-2003 04:45:

take up drugs.

Posted by Orbax on Nov-24-2003 04:46:

personally I find the idea of breaking up with a cheating bitch liberating and uplifting...

Posted by mezzir on Nov-24-2003 04:47:

yeah i had like seasonal depression for a while, feel like i'm getting it again
best way tho for me is that i have a few best friends, that no matter what happens i can always look for them to be there
like i'm only 17 and at this age i practically don't believe in relationships, i just practically haven't seen a single one work
just set your priorities, you should come first, then best friends
and honestly i can't speak much bout relationships, but getting to know someone takes a long time, longer than most people realize
i've known by best friend for going on like 4 years now and i still find out things about him i didn't know

Posted by DJ Silhouette on Nov-24-2003 05:10:

Yeah. I hear ya. I can relate sort of. But sometimes, it's just strange how things turn out between people.

Back in '01 some girl who I liked alot had come back into my life after not speaking with her for about months. At the time she was going out with a friend of mine, and he had found out about me liking her, so needlees to say - he distanced himself and her in January and I didn't see her until September of that year, a month after she had broken up with him. Anyway we started to hang out again. We tried going out, but it became uncomfortable after a couple of months. We weren't used to this. We were used to just being best friends. During that time, I had introduced her to my new group of friends. She ended up cheating on me. Found out a couple of weeks later. With one of those friends who she had barely knew for a month. We weren't even sure if it was really even cheating, since we never admitted to ourselves an established relationship. We tried to be friends after that, but it just didn't work. The emotions were still there between us, but scrambled and unreadable. April '02 came around, and we left anything we still had behind in the dust. We both decided that maybe we needed to not have any sort of contact for a while. We were so much alike. She was practically the female version of me. It felt almost wrong not being with each other. We severed any ties that Monday morning. I guess I felt we needed to go our own ways and grow up a little. To evolve...

November '02, while still going out with that guy, she wrote me an e-mail to say hi and see how life was going. A good mutal friend's father had passed away the Monday before Thanksgiving. A year ago today. We bumped into each other at the wake. Reluctantly aligning ourselves to comfort our friend. In the parking lot afterwords, we passed by one another, and chatted for a while afterwords...

August 31st, 2003 - we went to bed that night different than we did the night before. We fell asleep as a married couple.

And still happy and going strong

(Sheesh! Sorry about the long post. Didn't notice that)

Posted by AnotherWay83 on Nov-24-2003 05:17:

nicely written post, silhouette!

Posted by bassaholix on Nov-24-2003 05:38:

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Originally posted by AnotherWay83
nicely written post, silhouette!

LOL that was a mighty fine posting there silhouette...

I didn't see it coming, and good to see things worked out..

But moving on to other matters, I found out that my girl had cheeted on me when we were together, I found out a few weeks after, oh wells, i was hurt but then i picked up knowin that I was a better person with morals and principles, and i belive that's how it should be.

Why cheat for, If you don't want to be or like the person you are with, there is the door wide open, just walk thru it.

All i know is that it takes time to move on, try to do things you like to do, go out and enjoy life cause its too short to be sitting at home and thinking about how things would have been, why not go out and think about your life ahead of you...