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Posted by DJ Robben on Aug-14-2005 02:07:

Mikes Mental Breakdown!

So i was sitting in my living room today, reading a magazine. When suddenly, i just started yelling and crying. Normally i would be worried enough about this, but it got much worse. Within about 5 minutes of this whole thing going down, i felt the need to start throwing things, whatever was in sight, Remotes, CD's books. Whatever i could get my hands on.

This all happened about 3 o'clock this afternoon. Since than, i feel the need to crawl into a little hole and possibly shoot myself in the face.

As i type this message to you, it's not getting any better, i usually have a big grin on my face. but today, it's just not happening.....

Posted by Playa24_7 on Aug-14-2005 02:10:

What made you just snap man? what were you thinking about? whats up?

Posted by rabbitjoker on Aug-14-2005 02:28:

Yikes.

Call a crisis line or something...

DISTRESS CENTER DURHAM
This is a telephone peer counseling and crisis intervention service staffed by trained volunteers. The Kids/Youth line encourages children and teens to discuss issues and problems they cannot talk about to parents or friends. All calls are confidential.

Phone:
Local Helpline (905) 433-1121
Toll Free 1-800-452-0688

Posted by Euphorica on Aug-14-2005 06:35:

dude, whoa.

Seriously , call and talk to someone. dont do anything stupid.
I hope all goes well!

Posted by Rhue on Aug-14-2005 07:45:

Re: Mikes Mental Breakdown!

quote:
Originally posted by DJ Robben
So i was sitting in my living room today, reading a magazine. When suddenly, i just started yelling and crying. Normally i would be worried enough about this, but it got much worse. Within about 5 minutes of this whole thing going down, i felt the need to start throwing things, whatever was in sight, Remotes, CD's books. Whatever i could get my hands on.

This all happened about 3 o'clock this afternoon. Since than, i feel the need to crawl into a little hole and possibly shoot myself in the face.

As i type this message to you, it's not getting any better, i usually have a big grin on my face. but today, it's just not happening.....

When was the last time you had sex....

Posted by Irishaddict on Aug-14-2005 07:52:

Mike, gimme a call or something...What's up?

Posted by me@t k@tie on Aug-14-2005 12:47:

*hugs*
hun, things will get better for you eventually. but for now you have to think of exactly what it is that's making you feel this way.

When I say this, I am sure I am also speaking on behalf of everyone on TOTA: if you need ANYONE to talk to, we are here for you.

And I've definitely gone through my share of problems (TRUST me on that one...depression, anxiety, and LOTS more lol) so if you want to talk to someone who knows what it feels like, please PM moi

Hang in there! I hope you are feeling better soon!!!

Katie

Posted by Aaron Joseph on Aug-14-2005 13:51:

dude...shit man...you gonna ok??? best to look forward rather than back...theres some good times comin up...

Posted by Nikitha on Aug-14-2005 17:07:

Dude, its always good to have the feeling that you are not alone and i can tell you this right now.. you are totally not alone
for the past week my outlook on life has been nothing but 100% negative.. most of the day i just want to lay in bed and cry and sometimes i do when i'm not forcing a smile at work or when i see my friends
there are just somethings in our lives that don't work out the way we want them to.. and in no way is that us being selfish.. sometimes there are things that you want to change and they just eat away at you over and over until finally you snap and you feel like there is nothing you can do and no one can make you feel better and you just want to die to not have to deal with it anymore..and i know i don't know you very well (we met at A&B breifly) but as bad as it may seem its only temporary.. you need to find someone you can talk to someone that you trust and you just need to express everything that you are feeling however you feel you can
and you may feel like you have no one to talk to.. i've felt that way for a long time but i guarenteee there is someone out there that will listen.. you may not even really know that person well.. but you need to talk to someone.. hell PM or e-mail me if you just need someone to vent to...
i just want you to know that you are not alone in the slightest and i know that there are probably tons of ppl ( TAs included) that will lend an ear for you in your time of need right now
just keep your head right now man..let it out in a positve way ie talking,work out the agression with exercise or write it out. paint something however you can make things calm down for yourself just keep your head straight, we're all here for you

Nikitha

Posted by ChemEnhanced on Aug-14-2005 20:58:

Re: Mikes Mental Breakdown!

Posted by DJ Robben on Aug-14-2005 22:11:

Re: Re: Mikes Mental Breakdown!

quote:
Originally posted by ChemEnhanced
Dude....I have been there. Have you been taking any sort of illegal drugs? Seriously, I have noticed that after taking certain pills the next day I can get just like that. The best thing to do is go to bed and sleep.

thing is, i haven't taken drugs of any sort, or even drank anything intoxicating for a pretty good length of time, i think 3 beers in a couple of weeks....

:S

Posted by Xavier Moriarty on Aug-14-2005 22:32:

Re: Re: Re: Mikes Mental Breakdown!

quote:
Originally posted by DJ Robben
thing is, i haven't taken drugs of any sort, or even drank anything intoxicating for a pretty good length of time, i think 3 beers in a couple of weeks....

:S

looks to me like u had attack of severe manic depression. friends aint gonna help you, small talk aint gonna help you. go back to your usual eating habits and tomorrow go see a doctor and remember its nothing to be ashamed of.

best wishes

Posted by Stilez on Aug-14-2005 23:57:

quote:
Originally posted by Nikitha
Dude, its always good to have the feeling that you are not alone and i can tell you this right now.. you are totally not alone
for the past week my outlook on life has been nothing but 100% negative.. most of the day i just want to lay in bed and cry and sometimes i do when i'm not forcing a smile at work or when i see my friends
there are just somethings in our lives that don't work out the way we want them to.. and in no way is that us being selfish.. sometimes there are things that you want to change and they just eat away at you over and over until finally you snap and you feel like there is nothing you can do and no one can make you feel better and you just want to die to not have to deal with it anymore..and i know i don't know you very well (we met at A&B breifly) but as bad as it may seem its only temporary.. you need to find someone you can talk to someone that you trust and you just need to express everything that you are feeling however you feel you can
and you may feel like you have no one to talk to.. i've felt that way for a long time but i guarenteee there is someone out there that will listen.. you may not even really know that person well.. but you need to talk to someone.. hell PM or e-mail me if you just need someone to vent to...
i just want you to know that you are not alone in the slightest and i know that there are probably tons of ppl ( TAs included) that will lend an ear for you in your time of need right now
just keep your head right now man..let it out in a positve way ie talking,work out the agression with exercise or write it out. paint something however you can make things calm down for yourself just keep your head straight, we're all here for you

Nikitha

Well said! Here's a small piece of advice from someone who has truly been to hell and back quite a few times in my life. Try not to stay inside, on the computer, or doing the same routine over and over, too much. Try new things.. change existing patterns up..and most of all.. get out and enjoy life with your friends or even join some kind of club that might interest u. The more couped up u are, or secluded...the more time u have to dwell and over-think things in your life that u wish were different. Dear GOD.. the list of things I wish in my life would be different would be enough to make even u cry for me!

Whatever it is that's bringing u down man, just remember that everything happens for a reason...u live, hopefully learn something from it.. and take that with u for the rest of the journey which, is your life!

P.S. If u really want someone to talk to...someone who's most likefully quite a bit older than u and has dealt with many issues, PM me ... I have no prob. listening to what's bothering u and if it helps..even tell u how I"ve dealt with my situations.

Posted by yankeeBaby on Aug-15-2005 01:39:

This also sounds like you may have had a pnic attack, which can happen to ANYONE, evern people with little or no stress/issues/problems in their life....I would see someone to make sure!!
A panic attack/or emotional breakdown certainly does not make you crazy...a lot of people will have these breakdowns (like I said even people with no current stress). BUt seeing someone professional may help it from reoccuring in the future!! good luck and stay busy with people who care about you!!

Posted by Vivid Boy on Aug-15-2005 03:01:

dont worry dude break what u must. its not like its real anyways

Posted by zookeeper on Aug-15-2005 03:16:

Food allergic reaction? wheat products...seen it before, ask your DR.

Best wishes

Posted by anth_on_e on Aug-15-2005 03:23:

What were you thinking about when you freaked out? Maybe something you read triggered something in your mind. Like others said, talk to a professional about it. If not, than just hop on the decks and mix some trance, always puts me in a good mood.