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The end.
I woke up this morning and, while staring at myself in the mirror as I brushed my teeth, decided that it was time for a change... time to make a decision about something and stick with it... time to grow up a bit... time to stop daydreaming about what I could have done with my life at one point in time and just make a go at things, now... time to stop making a mess of my life and to do what I've known in my heart was right for a long time, now. Years, to be exact.
Fast forward to four hours ago...
7:00PM - I broke up with the girl I've been dating for the past nine months. No tearful goodbyes. No long, drawn-out explanation. Clean break.
8:10PM - I got in my car and drove twenty minutes to the bowling alley where my high school sweetheart has been working for the past three years.
(Background: We were engaged at one point, but broke it off because I was leaving for college and she was staying behind... among other things. We reconnected about a month ago and have been talking on a daily basis since. Lots has changed over the past three years, but not the things that count. I realized about a week ago that I never allowed myself a chance to get over her and as a consequence I am still very much in love with her. I dealt with that over the past few years by changing girls (meaningless girls) like I change my underwear... once a month or so. I'm not proud of that, but I'm also not going to dwell on the past.)
8:30PM - I got out of my car and walked inside.
8:35PM - I pulled her out from behind the counter, wrapped my arms around her, and kissed her like I've never kissed anyone before in my life. Right there in front of an entire bowling league, her boss, and several of her coworkers.
8:40PM - We finally managed to stop kissing long enough for me to apologize for letting her go the first time around and she reciprocated the apology. It took another thirty minutes before either of us could manage to let each other go. This was immediately followed by an extremely awkward moment in which her coworkers and several bowlers in the immediate area started clapping. I laughed. She cried. We left together... and I just finally let her go a few minutes ago. (It's now 11:14PM.)
Moral of the story? There isn't one. Take what you will from this. I feel really weird right now... calmer and more normal than I have felt in years. I can't help but wonder what things would be like right now had I just done something like this sooner. "Incredible" is the first word that comes to mind in trying to describe my night, but it just doesn't do it justice.
Night, folks. Do whatever you want to do with this thread... Flame me... cast your doubts... show your support. I could give a damn. The fact of the matter is that I will be married within the next few months if all goes according to plan and will likely disappear from these boards, anyhow. 
hell yes, thats fucking awesome. keep it goin though, man, dont let the feeling die.
nice and inspiring.
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| Originally posted by Zenchowdah hell yes, thats fucking awesome. keep it goin though, man, dont let the feeling die. |
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| Originally posted by wwu.punisher Not a chance. I let her go once. I'll die before I let her go again. No exaggerations, there. |
*theme from titanic*
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| Originally posted by Aiwendil *theme from titanic* |
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| Originally posted by wwu.punisher The fact of the matter is that I will be married within the next few months if all goes according to plan and will likely disappear from these boards, anyhow. |
good one mate.
it's good to have love in your life. Hope it lasts for at least 6 months of amazing sex.
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| Originally posted by Nou PUNISHER YOU ARE FUCKING AWESOME. I do the same thing in the mirror every morning... then I come check on TA and forget what I am doing and before I know it, its 3am and I haven't eaten... |
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| Originally posted by Nou IM NOT JOKING EITHER!  In the last 72 hours, minus tonight I have eaten three meals, all of which were a sandwich and some chips. Im home alone for the week so I have no one to tell me to eat.  I see why that girl said I am too clingy (obsessivly clingy actually was the definition)... I cant survive with out someone telling me what to do...  |
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| Originally posted by Nou LOL yea... probably right... should stop hanging out with my loser friends that do the same thing as me.... wait... |
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| Originally posted by Nou PUNISHER YOU ARE FUCKING AWESOME. I do the same thing in the mirror every morning... then I come check on TA and forget what I am doing and before I know it, its 3am and I haven't eaten... |
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| Originally posted by wwu.punisher ... "Incredible" is the first word that comes to mind in trying to describe my night, but it just doesn't do it justice. ... |
Nice one Punisher,I am really happy for you.
I'd do that with this lass who I have always had something for,but long gone,and I try to change it but I cannot
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| Originally posted by ierxium Paraphrasing from Chuck Palahniuk's Choke? |
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| Originally posted by wwu.punisher 7:00PM - I broke up with the girl I've been dating for the past nine months. No tearful goodbyes. No long, drawn-out explanation. Clean break. 8:10PM - I got in my car and drove twenty minutes to the bowling alley where my high school sweetheart has been working for the past three years. 8:30PM - I got out of my car and walked inside. 8:35PM - I pulled her out from behind the counter, wrapped my arms around her, and kissed her like I've never kissed anyone before in my life. Right there in front of an entire bowling league, her boss, and several of her coworkers. |
good luck with everything.
i was thinking the same thing... sounds like a movie. anyways good for you, does this mean you are looking to drop out of college and own a bowling alley together? Hey isn't there a tv sitcom with a similar story line? Btw, if you do run ur own bowling alley could you get cooler looking shoes instead of the traditional clown ones? 
Maybe you could become a professional bowler and go on tour.
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congrats man, best of luck to you and your girl.
but one question about this:
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| Originally posted by wwu.punisher I dealt with that over the past few years by changing girls (meaningless girls) like I change my underwear... once a month or so. I'm not proud of that |
I guess she let you put it in the butt or something.
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| Originally posted by jonze234 are you not proud of the way you've treated women or that you only change your underwear once a month? |
Glad to hear that things worked out for you. When you have nothing to loose and everything to gain you must take charge of what YOU want for YOU. Congrats on getting ur sweety back and good luck to you both!
You're a very dangerous man.
Awesome story. We need more like that here on TA for sure. Congrats man, hope all goes well.
Garth, marriage is punishment for shoplifting in some countries.
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