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Still here mates.. :)

Sorry guys I didnt forget about my TA's.

It's been hell the past few weeks dealing with what my ex did to me. I am slowly recovering from the pain, and finally about two nights ago I found peace and tranquility again.

This is my problem. I tend to move too quickly on females. I used to be the one to think "ok you fuck us over we'll fuck you over too, fair game". I still have many "friends with benefits" around, but after a while you just want to settle with someone. I thought for a moment there, that she and I had something going for good. At least that's what she showed me.

I didn't mean to delete the post about taking girls slowly and blah. I was extremely mad that day, and along came something worse laster that week. I will say it again though. Guys: Please, do not get attached to someone unless you know FOR SURE that that is the person God has chosen you to be with. Take it slow, and do not make the same mistake I made. I rushed at things, and the result of that was absolutely mind-blowing. Enjoy your lives spinning music, producing trance, and hanging out with the people that matter most around you. There are decent females out there that will consider what you have to offer, and will appreciate the feelings you have towards them. Sad thing is, there aren't that many. My time with messing around with chicks is done. My grades have gone down the drain this semester due to the stupidity of paying more attention to her than myself. That's the biggest mistake ever! If they want me, they can come to me. I am just fucking tired of it all. It's all the same bullshit. They are with you, they wanna fuck, and blah. Then they see someone a little more attractive, with a little more game, and a little more money, and you are left like a dead cat on a highway. Fuck that shit! I am tired of it, and I've reached my end.




Just think. How would you feel if you came back from a party, and you open the door to your room, and there she is, fucking another guy on YOUR bed (a friend she said) when she promised she'd do nothing like that; even have her friends who have known her for several years imply that she would never do that. It will take years before I lay my hands on another girl, unless I am drunk or coked out and my mind is not straight.

I am done here.

~c/p~


P.S. I hope you guys dont think I have ditched you. Trance music is my drug and it's what keeps me going throughout the day. Just imagine what Trance-Addicts mean to me then? ALOT MORE!

I love you guys all...
~carlos p.~

Damn, that's gotta hurt Bro. I can't imagine what I would do if I had to see it. I probably would have kicked the living dirt out of the guy...IF he knew she ws with me. If he didn't, I couldn't blame him.

Hope you heal soon and know you have us if you need anything.

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Originally posted by davemolina Damn, that's gotta hurt Bro. I can't imagine what I would do if I had to see it. I probably would have kicked the living dirt out of the guy...IF he knew she ws with me. If he didn't, I couldn't blame him. Hope you heal soon and know you have us if you need anything.

Thanx dave...i appreciate that whole lot. Ive pretty much healed in a way i guess, but just the fact that it is burned in my mind and creates such a disturbing image just hurts like no other. Honestly, and I dont know why, but I go to sleep sometimes crying like a little girl over her. I wish things would have been different. I should have believed my friend who dated her for 3 months when he said "dude, do not date that trash! that girl will fuck you over EASILY and just walk away!"

And they call him a liar? Hmm...it is the total opposite.

luv ya bro...
~c-los~

Ditto on what Dave said, except I know precisely what I would do if I had to see it.

thats rough bro. i cant say i have ever been in that situation, but i dont know what i would do if i was. you gotta just remember that a girl thats scandalous like that, you dont want to be with. so theres no point in crying over her. if shes that trashy then she doesn't deserve you anyways. take out her best friend. that always works

^^^ ironicly wise words from El Douchebag

Sorry to hear that you had to go through that horrible shit Carlos... I can imagine how awful it would have been for you. Glad you are taking it relatively well champ. Chin up, and maybe take Dirk's advice on the best friend thing

yeah i dont know any of ya'll... but i have to agree... that is just one fucked up chicka..... i would knock the shit of some bitch like that. and hey now! all girls arent that bad , people!!! but that one.... well that just makes me so damn mad to even think about. seriously... girls like that need to be shot! and hell yeah... no matter who you are...(unless you are just as bad), you can do better.

That is why I am celibate.

know how you feel man.
went through the same thing a couple years ago.
my attitude now: just live. let things happen as they will, don't try to force things

so cliche, but so true: "women, can't live with them, can't live without them."

Thats why I love masturbation...all the fun, anytime, anywhere...within the limits of legality...or not if ur feelin freaky

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Originally posted by GreenLasersPLZ Thats why I love masturbation...all the fun, anytime, anywhere...within the limits of legality...or not if ur feelin freaky

TMI CHIEF

agreed. way too much.

Re: Still here mates.. :)

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Originally posted by architect1803 Just think. How would you feel if you came back from a party, and you open the door to your room, and there she is, fucking another guy on YOUR bed

I'm surprised the door wasn't locked. In the given scenario the door woulda been kicked down. Probably used my baseball bat to knock em both out, sufocated em with pillows (cant have any blood on my bed), drive the bodies to a louisiana swamp where alligators are known to swim around, dropped em off....Then return to Houston or Austin and go promote/spin like nothing happened.

Bottom line...I have a slight instability toward betrayal. Hurt my feelings, and you'll have a pissed off recon marine on your ass.

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Originally posted by architect1803 It will take years before I lay my hands on another girl, unless I am drunk or coked out and my mind is not straight.

Lay off the coke. This goes to everyone using this shit. 0.02

hahahahahh nice one Heman. I must say, if I wanted to be killed proper, I'd get you to do it.

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Originally posted by Rememberence_ hahahahahh nice one Heman. I must say, if I wanted to be killed proper, I'd get you to do it.

"It's not what you know, it's what you can prove."
Denzel - Training Day

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Originally posted by Rememberence_ hahahahahh nice one Heman. I must say, if I wanted to be killed proper, I'd get you to do it.

TXTA 2006 Post Of The Year: Nominee #2

I know that feeling .. original poster.. My baby's momma did that to me.. I stil to this day .. Think I did that right thing in not shooting them ... But and I fell from you DOn;t get i into something to quick .. WOmen nowadays with WOmen's lib think they can treat men like we in the day treat them .. And I tell you what we as man have to stillact like men .. fuck the bitches who give the sob story .. that there problem .. let them handle it .. I mean I am from a single mothter fam.. ANd I am nice to women .. SO I have been nice to women and they run over me.. But I have learned at 27 is ...Treat them for wa=hat they are .. The last girl I was with, I treated her good.. But she when back to a man who beats her .. so I know fuck 'em

Carlos,

sorry to hear that happen to you or anyone for that matter. Look at it this way, atleast you found out what type of girl she was before you dug yourself in a hole of commitment.
Anyway best wishes and try to keep your mind busy and you'll be fine. The way I see life is you can't keep from being yourself because something bad happened to you in life. Keep being yourself and don't let this small incident in life feck up your perception of life and how great in can possibly be.


my 2 cents.

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Originally posted by digitalbreach Look at it this way, atleast you found out what type of girl she was before you dug yourself in a hole of commitment. something bad happened to you in life. Keep being yourself and don't let this small incident in life feck up your perception of life and how great in can possibly be.

+1 Words of the wise. Emerson como estas? I havent seen you in ages. Hope all is well.

SOrry carliToS for wht that hoe did to u give me her address and ill FWk that SKANk up... . I guess there is alot of good of us out there and baD but those kind of situations only make you stronger as time you will recoperate slowly ..so go buy the avb cd next week and jst catch up on school don't let that girl put you through all this misery.. put it this way at least this is what i tell myself ....that you were to good for that u can always do better..SALU..America

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Originally posted by digitalbreach Carlos, sorry to hear that happen to you or anyone for that matter. Look at it this way, atleast you found out what type of girl she was before you dug yourself in a hole of commitment. Anyway best wishes and try to keep your mind busy and you'll be fine. The way I see life is you can't keep from being yourself because something bad happened to you in life. Keep being yourself and don't let this small incident in life feck up your perception of life and how great in can possibly be. my 2 cents.

word!

and yea, i dont do drugs anymore matt. i guess its just something ive experimented with in the past that I'll, every once in a while, maybe once every 6 months, will go back to. It's gotta stop though, I know.

So I've found out that she is now starting horrendous rumors about me. I was at Chipotle last night (the drive thru line) and she happens to be right in front of me with her friends in the car. I was with my friend Chris ordering some stuff (Chris was the guy she was with before me and we are now best friends) and she realized we were behind her.

So tell me this isn't just fucking miserable and immature. She tells the mexican dude that was working the window to spit in our burritos, and that if he did she would give him $20.

That just made me laugh. Long story short, the guy knew spanish so I talked him out of doing that shit, and told him that she was just mad because my friend and I had once fucked her and just left her. He just laughed his ass off, and in fact gave us an extra burrito. I get a text later on in the night, insults left and right because she knew we had talked the guy out of doing that shit to our food.

I'm glad she did that to me. I don;t think I could have sat there and taken this girl's bullshit like that. She is waayyy too immature for me, and "DRAMA" is what she likes. I'm not up to that shit.

Anyways thank you TA's for taking the time to listen and understand. Matthias I got your IM and I didnt mean to ignore it. People constantly call me day and night wanting to do something and I have to sit there for an hour and explain to them why I cant. For those of you who have AIM, my screen name is: architect1803


pEaCe!
c/p

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Originally posted by seekrets SOrry carliToS for wht that hoe did to u give me her address and ill FWk that SKANk up... . I guess there is alot of good of us out there and baD but those kind of situations only make you stronger as time you will recoperate slowly ..so go buy the avb cd next week and jst catch up on school don't let that girl put you through all this misery.. put it this way at least this is what i tell myself ....that you were to good for that u can always do better..SALU..America

ha! thanx erica. soo many chicks here wanna do that to her too. The problem is that I have too big of a heart to see that shit happen to her. But, what else is there to make her realize she is doing wrong? Not much.

Where can I order the new AVB?

By the way Erica, Im driving to H-Town tomorrow. Let's do something this weekend

I cant believe she would ask the guy to do that. How old is she seriously? 12??? She sounds like she has a hell of a lot of growing up to do.

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Originally posted by The_One I cant believe she would ask the guy to do that. How old is she seriously? 12??? She sounds like she has a hell of a lot of growing up to do.

LMAO! apparently she's 20.

Oh by the way guys, this just in: She's sad and mad because she lost her dog (a $1200 dog of some sort). She thinks I stole it, which I find no reason how she could say that because i dont even have a balcony to put the dog in, and there is no way in hell that shit would stay in my apt with the kinds of things i have laying around here.

"I think God is starting to teach you something"...is what I just got done telling her...

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Originally posted by architect1803 LMAO! apparently she's 20. Oh by the way guys, this just in: She's sad and mad because she lost her dog (a $1200 dog of some sort). She thinks I stole it, which I find no reason how she could say that because i dont even have a balcony to put the dog in, and there is no way in hell that shit would stay in my apt with the kinds of things i have laying around here. "I think God is starting to teach you something"...is what I just got done telling her...

or tell her u ate her dog for lunch that it was fingerlicking good ...tell her thats the best tasting bitch ive had after u haha..since shes gonna act like a brat ..


about the AVB link i got it From DALINK

give me a hollaa for this weeknd i have no plans other that work

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