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Posted by Trancewave on Mar-04-2002 04:58:

Is there anyone from your past that you would love to see again?

I don't know if it's just me but it seems like there's a shitload of people from my childhood that I would love to see again. Is anyone else here like that too?

I remember one person in particular when I was about 5 or 6 yrs old. I just came to Canada and didn't speak a word of english. In my class there was no one I could talk to and therefore didn't have too many friends. A lot of kids in my class weren't too nice either. I had a really hard time adjusting.

But there was this little girl that was the most popular and prettiest girl in the class. To this day I don't know exactly what made her talk to me but basically she was always there for me. Now that I thought about it I don't even know exactly how we were able to communicate LOL, but she tried to understand me the best she could .Kids would tease her everytime she was with me. Sometimes I felt some resentment from my other classmates when we were together .But yeah, she was the most genuine person I've ever met. It made that year so much more enjoyable.

Anyways, throughout that year Melony and I became best friends. We hung out together everywhere we went and found out that we had so much in common. We would play together and wrestle each other. One of our favourite things to do was to sneak into the backyard of a very mean neighbour in our neighbourhood. He has a cherry tree so we would always sneak into his backyard and climb up on his cherry tree and eat the cherries. He would always catch us and chased us off his yard with a shovel LOL.
Melony always brought a smile to my face and made me feel so good about myself and that there are wonderful people in a very cruel world.

On one very special day Melony noticed that I really liked a ring that she was wearing on her finger (it was one of those toys that you can get at grocery stores when you put a quarter into the candy jar) She took it off and put it on my finger because she wanted me to have it as a token of our friendship. So I wore it around my finger from then on.

Now, we all done really stupid things when we were kids that you just can't explain why, but yeah here's one of them.

I still remember this day vividly. One day, Melony had a really hard time talking to me and I couldn't understand why. She was sitting by the monkey bars and then her girlfriend Karen came up to me and said.
"Melony wants to ask you something but she's afraid too."
I was like "what is it?" She looks over but Mel wanted Karen to say it.

Karen says "Mel loves you and she wants to know if you will be her boyfriend?" I was shocked and didn't know how to react. Now I was like 5 or 6 at the time and being as dumb as I was I screamed "THAT'S GROSS!!!!!! " I then threw the ring that she gave me to the floor and cracked it and then ran away to play football with the boys.

I still remember Melony picking up the ring crying. From that day on I felt really weird being around her and tried to avoid her as much as I could. This went on for a few months and then the following year I never saw her in my school again and I didn't know why.

I never really forgot her though. I realized later what an ass I've been and that I let something really special go away. It wasn't until a few years later that I found out what happened to Mel. On this day, Karen asked me to go with her to our school dance. As I was slow dancing with her, the subject of Melony came up. I asked her "what ever happened to Mel? did she transfered to another school?"

What Karen was about to tell me made my entire world cave in....

"Melony has a disease known as TB which is fatal. She wanted to tell you because you're the most important person in her life. You were her best friend but she also had a secret crush on you for a very long time, Mel always admired you. She and her family moved back to her country to be with relatives and family that following year."

All I could remember was me crying in Karen's arms uncontrollably. This was the first time I have ever cried for anybody. I realized what a jerk I have been and how much I miss her. A part of my life ended that night. I hated myself and nothing else mattered at that time.

To this day I still don't know where she is or if she is alive.
Sorry for the sappy story...but I've been thinking about her a lot lately. I know now that I really liked her too but didn't know it at the time. If only I could turn back time, things would be so different.


Posted by speedracer_mec on Mar-04-2002 05:01:

Dunno ummm

this brings bad memories...


Posted by Vivid Boy on Mar-04-2002 05:04:

Re: Is there anyone from your past that you would love to see again?

quote:
Originally posted by Trancewave

I still remember this day vividly.


you called?




*Edit* hehe everyone i ever knew in my childhood is still in my life today...except for one of my good friends kevin who was killed a few years back


Posted by SYNthSRI on Mar-04-2002 05:13:

Sad

Am up late at night (sunday usually get to bed before 11) reading this
with thoughts of my past just flaring. Feel dizzy all of a sudden (seriously--shit!) after reading that post.

Have bunch of vivid memories from my past too.

The person from my past I would LOVE to see once more, would be the one person that changed my life 180 degrees. Just to say 'I'm sorry' and 'I'll always love you.' Too bad, the chance will never come.


Posted by hapamoto on Mar-04-2002 05:34:

...don't be too hard on yourself man.. u were only 5.. im sure we all got stories like that and people that we would like to see again and thank for changing our lives..

EVERY person you will ever meet has the ability to affect your life in one way or another and its up to you to accept it now, or realize it later.


Posted by Vivid Boy on Mar-04-2002 06:53:

dude all i remember from my childhood is my tranceformers bigwheel/tricycle and my bandana...god i was a badass


Posted by Devbert on Mar-04-2002 07:44:

Sad man. Real sad stuff.


Posted by Lovely on Mar-04-2002 07:53:

wow! I can totally relate to what you are saying! In 9th grade I meet some one who completely changed my life, but I wasn't brave enough to tell them how I felt and make the changes to be with them. I did some really f*cked up things that I thought had ruined the best relationship in my life. but Yeah I was lucky enough to reconnect with that person and work everything out!


Posted by JM on Mar-05-2002 01:37:

yeah there's a few ppl from the past that i'd love to see again.....sometimes i wonder what had happened to them....

i've never had to deal with someone i knew personally dying or anything like that.....

my pointless post

>JM<


Posted by biznology on Mar-05-2002 02:57:

theres a shitload of peeps im sure. id LOVE to get sentimental over some broads that i missed out on, but i say fuck it. think of all the cool as shit people in the past - now how in the hell wont there be just as cool, or cooler peeps in the future? maybe, maybe not, but if you choose the latter youre only hurting yourself...

my ONE! i should have 'become better friends' with the first smokin hot girl i knew from my 4th grade class. some may know her from that terrible TV show 7th Heaven and many other shitty as hell movies: Jessie Biel. is that a good enough answer? late/


Posted by fastmp3 on Mar-05-2002 03:01:

7th heaven sucks but i have to admit that jessie is a hottie


Posted by biznology on Mar-05-2002 03:09:

quote:
Originally posted by FASTDJMP3
7th heaven sucks but i have to admit that jessie is a hottie


yeah somewhere out there exists a shitty world geography project from 7th grade where i get to be a new anchor...its prolly my only 15mins of fame with her, but im not claiming to know her well or anything. late/


Posted by Spyder on Mar-05-2002 03:14:

Sneaker Pimp

I used to live in Toronto.. way back in the day. and.. i went to this catholc school.. near Jane and Eglinton.... i remember when i was in Kindergarden or Gr 1 not sure for sure.. at recese times.. i would run around.. with guy playing cops and robers...

(i was mostly a tomb boy.. )

well there was this one guy i think he must of been at least 3 years older then me.. he would always play tag with me.. chase me around.. and i would chase him.. but it was only us two...

hmmm..

the funny thing was i always knew who he was by his YEllow Shirt.. he always wore the same Yellow shirt with some sort of a marron pic on the front..

he had brown hair.. and skiny..

hmm... i wouldn't mind seeing him again.. wondering why did we ever doo that as kids.. LOL

well ya.. thats my story.. woo hoo.. eh?


Posted by NY1004 on Mar-11-2002 10:10:

I would love to see my grandmother again. I never really appreciated her while she was alive...


Posted by TranceSeeker on Mar-11-2002 11:33:

I once went on vacation somewhere and I was always alone swimming around in the swimming pool ( I was 14 years old I think), there was a wild water river etc...
And there was a girl who always went into it and so did I hehe.
We started laughing at eachother after a while and started to become friends.
And them by accident I touched her breast hehe, I said ow sorry and she said "thats ok, I like it" --> and what did I do?????
--> nothing
We just stayed friends for the rest of the holiday and nothing more
Id like to see that girl again (now im 21 so...) if I touch her breasts now


Posted by elena on Mar-12-2002 03:26:

i was in the l.a airport bout 2 a.m tranfering flights..
was waiting in the mickeydee's and this BEAUTIFUL boy sits across..has a surfboard next to him...for some reason i just couldnt look another way..it was weird he wasnt exactly the most good looking person but you know that connection you feeel with certain strangers...ya well that kept on smiling at each other for several mintues..at the same time we both get up to catch out flights...he happens to be on the same flight but sitting all the way in the end while im up front...never saw him again..it was a huge flight tooo
but he waved good bye..was a strange story i cant quite capture the tingly stuff on writing...n kinda lazy to be all specific too
id luv to see him again anyway just so i would say soemthing this time..


Posted by Ur Dream Grl on Mar-12-2002 05:02:

yeah there is a lot of ppl i'd like to see again...
in fact i was watching a video the other day and i realized that missed these ppl...

INSOMNEAC(drinking the canadian beer).... JURICIMO(driving his phat jetta)...PATTICUS( being the sweetheart)... APRI_PEEL( awww)...REDEYE(the pvd night)... DJpushbutton(my favorite drinker) heheheh

dudes i miss u guysssssss... and wherever u are.. just remember i am always thinking about u guys

ps.. foxyy I SHOULDVE MENTIONED U BUT I SEE U ALL THE TIME.. hehehe

xoxo Ur Dream Grl


Posted by lMIlk on Mar-12-2002 07:08:

Re: Re: Is there anyone from your past that you would love to see again?

quote:
Originally posted by Vivid Boy


my good friends kevin

i'm here i'm here,

oh trancewave whta country did she go back to?


Posted by NucleuzBoy on Mar-12-2002 07:11:

quote:
Originally posted by Ur Dream Grl
yeah there is a lot of ppl i'd like to see again...
in fact i was watching a video the other day and i realized that missed these ppl...

INSOMNEAC(drinking the canadian beer).... JURICIMO(driving his phat jetta)...PATTICUS( being the sweetheart)... APRI_PEEL( awww)...REDEYE(the pvd night)... DJpushbutton(my favorite drinker) heheheh

dudes i miss u guysssssss... and wherever u are.. just remember i am always thinking about u guys

ps.. foxyy I SHOULDVE MENTIONED U BUT I SEE U ALL THE TIME.. hehehe

xoxo Ur Dream Grl


that is really sweet Faye!

Well I would like to see my ex girlfriend
who stole my credit card when she left. 'cause once i put my hands on her, I am going to kill that bitch.


Posted by Uisgdlyast on Mar-12-2002 22:44:

Yes i would kill that bitch too...

Most of the people i knew back in elementary school have returned to my hgihschool.. changed so maybe i'd like to meet a few of them back when i knew them as they were.

The one kid i would like to meat is this one kid Andy, we were freinds for a long time, i was a nerdy kid and i guess he was too so we would hang out. I had another best friend that i've known since pre-school.. for awhie i would be with andy more than him(we're still best freinds but now he has a girlfriend so i dont see him except in lunch).
Andy always came to my house and we would play Sonic all day, along with my other Sega games which were so cool. We played a lot of video games and would talk about how we would make the best video game system.. then one day in the summer i got mad at him for some reason, i think i wanted some time to myself because he had been coming over like everyday and he had brought some new kids(i didnt like new kids at the time, wasnt social).
I yelled at him, he went home and that was the last time i saw him.. it was close to the end of the summer and i think he move to his mom's with his brothers or his dad moved but.. i wish i wouldn't of gotten mad or i would of talked to him one last time, he could be in the next city for all i know.

Memories are a bitch, i'll start a forum of people you wish you never saw again


Posted by sexy_manbeast on Mar-13-2002 04:17:

My Best Friend


He moved to the Phillipines to start an acting at the age of nineteen and I haven't seen him since!!!! I'm also his sons' God Father!!!


Posted by infinity HiGH on Mar-13-2002 04:37:

I'd like to see my friend Ela. When I still lived in Poland, up until I was 6 years old (now 19...almost), she was my best friend. We would do everything together...hehe, I remember one time we decided to play "Barber"....and I gave her a haircut...oyyyy, I got in shit for that. The last time I saw her was when I was 9, I went back to Poland to see my grandparents for the summer, and we went to where I used to live, and I saw her there...

...I wonder what happend to her......hehe, I wonder if she's hot...lol


Posted by Dude on Mar-13-2002 07:12:

my 11th grade physical fitness teacher,
dawm she had nice boobs


Posted by NY1004 on Mar-13-2002 11:24:

quote:
Originally posted by Dude
my 11th grade physical fitness teacher,
dawm she had nice boobs


Haha I'm not too sure those boobs are as perky as you remembered them...



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