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Posted by NY1004 on Jun-19-2002 01:26:

Dear Devantes...

Sorry if some of you feel this is a waste of a thread but I need to get my feelings out in the open, out in public, maybe then he will know.

As some of you know, Devantes and I are on a "break." Well the break is due to my indecisiveness about the relationship and my lack of consideration by lying to him, actually I withheld information from him, which was like lying, thinking that it would be better then telling him the truth but I succeeded in hurting him, something I dare not want to do.

Anyway I just want you to know Devantes, how much I miss you. You told me in an e-mail that you don't think I realize how much you think about me, but in actuality I don't think you know that I think about you every minute of every day. Not seeing you for almost 3 months blurred my perception. I started focusing on only the negative aspects of our relationship rather than concentrate on the positives. The fact that we share the same passion for music, for trance, means so much to me. I'm sure other TA's can agree. You are the only one that understands my love for the music. And the fact that we can understand each other on that level makes you all the more special to me. Seeing PVD at EXIT was good, but it would of been awesome if I could of shared it with you.

I know you're confused right now like I was before, but I'm not confused anymore and I know what I want, and that's you. And I'm gonna tell anyone who wants to hear it:

I WANT DEVANTES~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't imagine not being with you. Please say yes...

Hmm ok that's all I have to say. Thanks all you TA's for your time. Cross your fingers for me~!!!

Posted by arturob on Jun-19-2002 01:29:

Hello Liz,

I would have loved to meet 2 both at NewYork but due to circumstances, that was not possible. Anyways, I wish you the best.

Many Greetings,

Arturo B

Posted by butterfly on Jun-19-2002 01:32:

I hope things work out for you, NY1004. You are a sweet girl and I was glad to meet you Friday. I don't know Devantes, but I hope things turn out OK.

Posted by NY1004 on Jun-19-2002 01:34:

quote:
Originally posted by butterfly
I hope things work out for you, NY1004. You are a sweet girl and I was glad to meet you Friday. I don't know Devantes, but I hope things turn out OK.

Hey thanks girl. It was really great meeting you too!! I hope to see you again when PVD spins!

Posted by NY1004 on Jun-19-2002 01:35:

quote:
Originally posted by Starfox
Hello Liz,

I would have loved to meet 2 both at NewYork but due to circumstances, that was not possible. Anyways, I wish you the best.

Many Greetings,

Arturo B

Thank you very much Mr. Fox. How you been?

Posted by arturob on Jun-19-2002 01:36:

quote:
Originally posted by NY1004

Thank you very much Mr. Fox. How you been?

I been pretty Good. I would have loved to see you. hell.

I talked to Chris on the phone... and it was hilarious heh.

Many Greetings,

f0x

Posted by NY1004 on Jun-19-2002 01:41:

Hilarious? Hehe why hilarious? Chris is quite a character eh?

Posted by arturob on Jun-19-2002 01:45:

quote:
Originally posted by NY1004
Hilarious? Hehe why hilarious? Chris is quite a character eh?

hehhehehee. yes. 'i crY' OMG. I died laughing.

LoL.

Till We Meet Again,

f0x

Posted by EarnYourKeep on Jun-19-2002 01:49:

damn...i wish i had a girl that would say that to me...
ny1004 that was maddd sweet...

Posted by NY1004 on Jun-19-2002 01:53:

Heyy Kid nyce. How u doin? Hmm I don't think it was sweet, just the truth. But hey you have PLENTY of time for girls. You're still young. Enjoy it while you can!!

Posted by pyro264jb on Jun-19-2002 03:05:

Hi NY1004

I had a great time with you and everyone else at PVD. When you told me you guys were on a break i could tell you wer really down about it. I hope everything works out for you and Devantes.

Posted by NY1004 on Jun-19-2002 03:14:

quote:
Originally posted by pyro264jb
Hi NY1004

I had a great time with you and everyone else at PVD. When you told me you guys were on a break i could tell you wer really down about it. I hope everything works out for you and Devantes.

Hey~! Thanks man, I really appreciate it. Yea it was really great seeing you at EXIT. I was kinda regretting the fact that I went there by myself, but I sure was glad to see ur familiar face. =)

Posted by Lovely on Jun-19-2002 03:23:

Hey NY1004
welcome back its been a while since you've posted! You were greatly missed. I hope all works out for you and DevanteS, you are both sweethearts! - Lovely

Posted by NY1004 on Jun-19-2002 03:29:

quote:
Originally posted by Lovely
Hey NY1004
welcome back its been a while since you've posted! You were greatly missed. I hope all works out for you and DevanteS, you are both sweethearts! - Lovely

Hry Lovely. You're so sweet! Thank you. Yea it feels good to have my internet back. I was on the verge of climbing my walls. I just wish Devantes and I can be as happy and you and inatrance. =) You two are sooo cute! See you around girl!

Posted by dj tek on Jun-19-2002 14:16:

hmmm.. what did DevanteS do for u to feel this way?? u want me to give him a spank?? hehe j\k.. i feel for u.. i know its hard to carry on a long distance relationship.. i really hope everything u wish for happens in the near future and both of u are happy.. too many negative things in the world happening to see yet another person sad... i havent met u yet but when we do,(next pvd maybe?)i want u to meet my girlfriend, cuz u seem like a very sweet girl and i think u guys will get along.. meanwhile, take care and be strong..

Posted by Twilogoddess on Jun-19-2002 15:23:

NY1004, that was really sweet & heartfelt.
The most important thing in long distance relationships is GOOD COMMUNICATION. Mabye I'm wrong but I think the foundation of your relationship should built on more than just a love for trance. Thats just my opinion. I hope you guys work things out, you guys are adorable together.

Best,

Daphna

Posted by NY1004 on Jun-19-2002 16:52:

quote:
Originally posted by dj tek
hmmm.. what did DevanteS do for u to feel this way?? u want me to give him a spank?? hehe j\k.. i feel for u.. i know its hard to carry on a long distance relationship.. i really hope everything u wish for happens in the near future and both of u are happy.. too many negative things in the world happening to see yet another person sad... i havent met u yet but when we do,(next pvd maybe?)i want u to meet my girlfriend, cuz u seem like a very sweet girl and i think u guys will get along.. meanwhile, take care and be strong..

Wassup DJ Tek, thanks for the kind words! I agree with you when you say too many negative things going on. I often think that we spend too much time on fighting and arguing and less time on making the relationship stronger when it should be the other way around. But I would love to meet you and your GF next time when PVD spins!! Or maybe in celebration of Korea's great turn-out in the World Cup?

Posted by NY1004 on Jun-19-2002 16:55:

quote:
Originally posted by Twilogoddess
NY1004, that was really sweet & heartfelt.
The most important thing in long distance relationships is GOOD COMMUNICATION. Mabye I'm wrong but I think the foundation of your relationship should built on more than just a love for trance. Thats just my opinion. I hope you guys work things out, you guys are adorable together.

Best,

Daphna

Hey Daphna. Did you go to PVD? I remember I was trying to look for you but with no success. But yes the relationship started with the love for trance and it has developed into more. Devantes is such a great guy. What can I say when I first met him we just clicked.

Hmm sometimes I worry if I'm spilling too much on this thread. Oops.

Posted by Twilogoddess on Jun-19-2002 19:26:

quote:
Originally posted by NY1004

Hey Daphna. Did you go to PVD? I remember I was trying to look for you but with no success. But yes the relationship started with the love for trance and it has developed into more. Devantes is such a great guy. What can I say when I first met him we just clicked.

Hmm sometimes I worry if I'm spilling too much on this thread. Oops.
No I didn't go to PVD. I got wasted at Mesa grill & didn't feel like dealing with Exit. Instead Redeye & I stayed home and snuggled.

Posted by arturob on Jun-19-2002 19:26:

quote:
Originally posted by Twilogoddess
No I didn't go to PVD. I got wasted at Mesa grill & didn't feel like dealing with Exit. Instead Redeye & I stayed home and snuggled.

u both suck.

Posted by Twilogoddess on Jun-19-2002 19:33:

quote:
Originally posted by Starfox

u both suck.
No only I do

Posted by dj tek on Jun-19-2002 19:43:

quote:
Originally posted by NY1004

Wassup DJ Tek, thanks for the kind words! I agree with you when you say too many negative things going on. I often think that we spend too much time on fighting and arguing and less time on making the relationship stronger when it should be the other way around. But I would love to meet you and your GF next time when PVD spins!! Or maybe in celebration of Korea's great turn-out in the World Cup?

have u been watching the games?? the one against italy was unbelievable! its our time to shine baby.. Co~re~a!!(hehe thats how the non-americans spell it..)

Posted by arturob on Jun-19-2002 19:45: