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They live here

http://www.flickr.com/photos/froggy...ith/4977873272/

and you were looking for this how?

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Originally posted by Goebbel Goebbel and you were looking for this how?

I was selfish, i was wrong, now that you are gone nothing makes any sense.
All these years of shit and struggle, only to have brief moments of happiness with you by my side.
You understood me more than i did, you let it slide when i repressed my pain with vile liquid.
You smiled, you made me feel like it was ok even when it wasn't, you stood by me and i never gave half of what you did.
It wasn't because i didn't love you, depression is a 2 headed snake that never stops biting.
It isn't because I didn't want to get better, i tried, i tried, i lied, then i cried.
Could never catch that happiness from within, latched to your door i clutched and dragged you down into my depths.
Did it all loving you more than myself, can't look in the mirror, never could...a handsome man rotten from the inside.
A childhood robbed and an adulthood spent getting by on my outer shell...
That is all it was a shell hollow and dark the echoes bounce through the nothing within.
Now the only person i ever loved is gone...the only one my heart mind soul and body was ever faithful to.
Her love now hate, my cries too late, I am stuck with this bag of shit for a heart broken and smeared like cheap lipstick on the wall.
Selfish Selfish Selfish. Even when i tried to rise up the demons of my past never let me.
I am weak, you are right in not wanting me anymore, you can be happy, you deserve better..fucking eggshells no more.
I can't even write this to you, because i want you not to have to live more of this festering shit.
It had to come up, i need to make peace before whatever is next.
Depression is a cruel whore, i'm taking her with me....she can't hurt me where i am going.
I was always afraid of the pain, of what would happen, such a chicken shit not realizing.
The pain is temporary and will be gone, and when it is nothing will be left.
No more having to live like this, being scared is no use...the fear won't last either...nothing just nothingness.
Sweet nothingness with no more pain.
To my family I am sorry, you tried to love me and did...it was my fault...these actions do not reflect you.
It is all about me, because i am the selfish one...i just can't take the repercussions of wallowing in self pitty and could have should have would have.
I've always been selfish, but this will be the last time i will be...no longer in anyone's way, not even my own.
I'm ready to sleep, i'm sorry for everything julie...may the sun shine bright on you.
I'm not afraid anymore...it ends now.
goodbye sweet friends, it is all on me and no one else's fault.
finally i won't have this stigma to live with anymore.
no funerals, no crying.

once something you wrote is as meaningless to you as it should be, you will understand how things should be.

I predict you will be suspended, soon.

Damnit, why didn't I go to Dragon Con?!1




ps

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Originally posted by D-res

I wonder If oprah arms are good to rub your cock on ?

I would want my pic taken with Summer Glau as well

Any actor who can pull off a smile while standing next to some of these people should automatically get an Oscar.

Where was Nathan Fillion?

dude, i don't know if i'd be able to do that if i were famous. those people are hideous.

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Originally posted by Omega_Blue dude, i don't know if i'd be able to do that if i were famous. those people are hideous.

I was selfish, i was wrong, now that you are gone nothing makes any sense.
All these years of shit and struggle, only to have brief moments of happiness with you by my side.
You understood me more than i did, you let it slide when i repressed my pain with vile liquid.
You smiled, you made me feel like it was ok even when it wasn't, you stood by me and i never gave half of what you did.
It wasn't because i didn't love you, depression is a 2 headed snake that never stops biting.
It isn't because I didn't want to get better, i tried, i tried, i lied, then i cried.
Could never catch that happiness from within, latched to your door i clutched and dragged you down into my depths.
Did it all loving you more than myself, can't look in the mirror, never could...a handsome man rotten from the inside.
A childhood robbed and an adulthood spent getting by on my outer shell...
That is all it was a shell hollow and dark the echoes bounce through the nothing within.
Now the only person i ever loved is gone...the only one my heart mind soul and body was ever faithful to.
Her love now hate, my cries too late, I am stuck with this bag of shit for a heart broken and smeared like cheap lipstick on the wall.
Selfish Selfish Selfish. Even when i tried to rise up the demons of my past never let me.
I am weak, you are right in not wanting me anymore, you can be happy, you deserve better..fucking eggshells no more.
I can't even write this to you, because i want you not to have to live more of this festering shit.
It had to come up, i need to make peace before whatever is next.
Depression is a cruel whore, i'm taking her with me....she can't hurt me where i am going.
I was always afraid of the pain, of what would happen, such a chicken shit not realizing.
The pain is temporary and will be gone, and when it is nothing will be left.
No more having to live like this, being scared is no use...the fear won't last either...nothing just nothingness.
Sweet nothingness with no more pain.
To my family I am sorry, you tried to love me and did...it was my fault...these actions do not reflect you.
It is all about me, because i am the selfish one...i just can't take the repercussions of wallowing in self pitty and could have should have would have.
I've always been selfish, but this will be the last time i will be...no longer in anyone's way, not even my own.
I'm ready to sleep, i'm sorry for everything julie...may the sun shine bright on you.
I'm not afraid anymore...it ends now.
goodbye sweet friends, it is all on me and no one else's fault.
finally i won't have this stigma to live with anymore.
no funerals, no crying.

What was this thread? Why is that flickr page gone?

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Originally posted by bas What was this thread? Why is that flickr page gone?

Apparently, it was an album full with pictures of random people standing next to models because they have no (beautiful?) friends.

Someone probably took it down to protect the identity of the people involved.

The 'models' were some of the actors from Firefly/Serenity (River, Inara, Simon).

And a bunch of weird looking people.

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Originally posted by Lira Apparently, it was an album full with pictures of random people standing next to models because they have no (beautiful?) friends. Someone probably took it down to protect the identity of the people involved.

damnit i always miss out on stuff like this.

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Originally posted by bas What was this thread? Why is that flickr page gone?

can't believe that whole album is gone. Many of the ugo's were wearing DRAGON CON lanyards.

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Originally posted by WittyHandle

What the fuck is wrong with her arm?!?!

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Originally posted by Sushipunk The 'models' were some of the actors from Firefly/Serenity (River, Inara, Simon).

Man I love that show. I'd hug Simon so hard. :3

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Originally posted by Banora Man I love that show. I'd hug Simon so hard. :3

I would smile sweetly to Kaylee.

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Originally posted by Sushipunk I would smile sweetly to Kaylee.

Would you tell Kaylee she makes your nether regions all a twix'd?

Also, a weirdo friend of mine from high school has named his 2 daughters 'Kaylee' and 'Inara'.



I think he thought that no one would get it, but as soon as he told me I said "Oh wow, so the next girl has to be called Zoe, or if it's a guy you HAVE to call him Wash.

He hasn't spoken to me since, nor txt'd, nor emailed

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Originally posted by Banora Would you tell Kaylee she makes your nether regions all a twix'd?

I CAN'T HEAR THAT

I am a leaf on the wind - watch how I soar.

quote:

Originally posted by Lews I am a leaf on the wind - watch how I soar.

"Oh God, oh God, we're all going to die?"

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