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Drugs: Different strokes, different folks

So, I get drunk all the time. The other night I was hanging out with crack heads, and I smoked crack. Very rare, but fun. I brought over a very expensive bottle of tequila and it was an awful experience, crack heads are awful. Nothing really matters when you smoke crack apparently. Except the next high. Lame. I like to get stoned, and get drunk on fine spirits. Didn't matter to them. Out of my league. Not my thing.

A few weekends ago, totally separate crowd (crack heads don't snort with K bunnies) I was doing K. They like to get fucked up. They go to extreme efforts to cross the border and go get it and come back. Scary. Dangerous. Hey, they made it back. Let's do some fucking K.

Except, I don't know where I am, who I am, or anything. I feel like shit from the night before, I'm not an expert K tripper. Apparently you can get really good at doing K (your nostrils become semi-unusable) and do it for days and everything is cool. As long as you have a lounge (complacent K user who trips with you home-owner/lesee)/house.

Why do I hate all of my friends? Why am I such an alcoholic? I don't like being around other people unless I'm drinking and doing drugs. Is my life over?

yes. it is.

do women fart, because i've never heard one.

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Originally posted by BTG yes. it is.

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Originally posted by Spacey Orange do women fart, because i've never heard one.

Never heard one what? A fart, or a woman farting?

Speaking of farts, as we now are, I managed a good 3 second "peeeeeeep" this morning.

I kind of LOL'd.

Seriously though, it just sounds like you're missing something. There's no need to quit drinking forever, but you'll most likely need some extended time sober in order to figure out what it is that you're missing.

I get the impression you don't live in a very exciting town.

I've been taking some sober time. I only indulge once every few months, and not on anything hard. I start up psychotherapy later this month. There's really nothing wrong with indulging, but overindulgence usually indicates some underlying shit that needs to be addressed. It's okay though; you're not alone. We've all got shit to sort out, so stop drinking and sort that shit out!

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Originally posted by Blake I get the impression you don't live in a very exciting town.

Ha, he lives on border TX, I think? El Paso? He mentioned it in another thread, I can't remember. His profile location says San Francisco, though he talking about people jumping the border for K or whatever, so that's not really SF, I'm thinking.

I will continue, after a fashion.

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Evolve140, if you aren't happy with things the way they are, then you have to change them. No one is going to do that for you.

I don't know what your job is, or what your qualifications are - Is it something you can move to somewhere else and do? If so, then move.

Seriously, if your weekend, or weekday, EVER INCLUDES HANGING OUT WITH CRACKHEADS AND SMOKING CRACK BECAUSE YOU'RE BORED, then you have to change some things in your life. And do it soon

Your life is not over, your questionable "friendships" should be.

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Originally posted by Sushipunk Ha, he lives on border TX, I think? El Paso? He mentioned it in another thread, I can't remember. His profile location says San Francisco, though he talking about people jumping the border for K or whatever, so that's not really SF, I'm thinking. I will continue, after a fashion.

I thougt it was a metaphorical border and he was describing the trip they were on. The last bit of OPs sentence makes a lot more sense now.

They crossed the border into the World of the K Hole and came back. With more K.

I have to laugh at K heads, because K really ruins the bladder. Can't wait till all these people are 40 year old pants pissers. Lol.

I find crack really moreish

I thought crack was something like: use it once and you will be forever dependent.

Someone tattooed something similar on my behind while I was spending time in the joint for excessive library fees.

OP NEEDS A JOB! A REAL ONE.

You're actually still incredibly high; you're just stuck in this perpetual state, now. Who knows? You probably induced a coma? It might be permanent, I dunno, man, comas don't just go away like the flu. Wake up, or wake down, you're just lying there still what should we do with him?

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Originally posted by Lagrangian OP NEEDS A JOB! A REAL ONE.

This one nodded off long ago, and now we're stuck with him. They really ought to make kitchen garbage disposals larger, you know?

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Originally posted by Miss Pie I have to laugh at K heads, because K really ruins the bladder. Can't wait till all these people are 40 year old pants pissers. Lol.

I actually just learned that recently. Used to want to try K, too, quite some time ago. Never ended up doing it, though.

It's fun in the right setting, just don't overdo it.

http://www.nytimes.com/aponline/201...=1&ref=aponline

The only thing that would have made this story better was if he had stuffed the coke up the chicken and then stuffed the chicken up his ass.

YOLO

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Originally posted by Miss Pie I have to laugh at K heads, because K really ruins the bladder.

Wow, didn't know about this... K is a strange substance to do habitually, IMO. I mean, you can't relly DO much of anything while on it. And the whole "K-hole" experience is so much less vivid than the more prominent psychedelics.

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Originally posted by rdevito I thought crack was something like: use it once and you will be forever dependent.

I don't know why he even tried it, especially considering he sounds like he has an addictive personality. What next? Heroine, Meth and Bath Salts?
It's a horrible drug, and one of the hardest drugs to quit. I read a book recently (by Bill Clegg, who was a crack addict). The drug messes with the most basic biological drives.. the brain comes to associate it with the fundamentals of just being alive. The brain says, "You need water, you're terribly thirsty...get crack NOW or you will DIE." Quitting crack is, apparently, very much like starving to death and dying of thirst at the same time, for ages. (weeks? I'm not sure how long the detox takes.)

In any event, OP, you should really consider getting some help if you can't do it on your own. The first step being disassociating yourself completely from these crackheads and K 'bunnies' you speak of.
Good luck.

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