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Cyaz

I've been thinking about a lot of stuff today, things that have happened in the past.

People move on and drift apart and when you have to beg people to talk to you it's time to take a step back and think about things. I've never been good at taking a hint and knowing when to leave things alone, and when it has to be spelt out for you it's 20x worse.

It's happened before and I don't want that to happen again so I'm taking the hint now and getting out. I think when I left Chesterfield peoples reactions weren't as I'd expected. Maybe that's just being selfish but when only one person says they're sorry you're going and most don't even acknowledge it I think that says something.

I'll call it a day with chesterfield and with clubbing and everything. So that includes TA. Thanks to everybody for making it a great year, I've never experienced a lot of the feelings I've had over the last 12 months coz I've never been with people who I cared so much about and it's been great. But all things come to and end and best not to drag them out.

Probably all a bit much but hard to say without being melodramtic

Fray: Teddy has my bank details. email me anything else I need to know about.

woooooooo wtf?

I dont understand half of the stuff thats happened in chesterfield but TA is still ur friend and no1 has done anything against u on her or have u done anything against any of us.

Even if u change ur life, dont leave ta, its the universal friend

i didnt know ya that well dude im still kinda new, but ya seems a descent person to me, dont disappear on us, ya 1 of us man

COME BACK!!

you'll be missed.....

come back and visit you twat.

I dont really know u that well or what your situation is, i guess i joined these forums a little late. What ever it is your gonna do i wish u all the best. Hope u make the right descission m8
Take care.

DON'T GO SPAD!!!

well, it seems a tad late to convince you to stay, and as i don't know you that well i don't think it's exactly my place to do so, so in that case, i wish you well, hope your future life is prosperous, and as andy says, come back and visit every now and again

Whoah This comes a quite a shock

Paul. I don't really know much the reasons why your leaving mate, but I know one thing a lot of people will miss you, and Its sad to see a familiar face leave. Make sure you come back and visit though mate.

Keir (Calla)

*cuddles her sexy spad*

i'm gona miss u suga you are one sexy thing with a snog to give
plzz dont ever hesitate to stop by and say hello

theres always gona be a nice kiss in for it..

i hope everything turns out for the best for you,

try to keeep your chin up and smile as much as u can.. but on the inside u need to know where your heart is..

=X

Yeah Spad, you twat, don't go.

it's prolly not the easiest thing to hear right now, but you are prolly feeling this way cos ur stuck back down in bournemouth and have got a lil depressed, which is totally understandable.
xmas away from ur friends can be very upsetting spesh when ur stuck indoors and alone and u get to thinking all kinds of bad shit.

Belive it or not Spad, in chesterfield u was considered very highly, ppl there and those of us that know u, think ur are a way sound bloke.
your witty, intelligent and a great mate.
so get over it soon Spad and realise that a lot of ppl out here do care a great deal about u mate.

peace be with you , and know that you will always be welcomed here.


Whatever your motives may be, be aware that they will pass away and that resolving things is always possible.


farewell from a caring brother.

woa! u cant leave ta, even though i only spoke to ya a few times ur sound as a pound, if ur giving up clubing u still gotta visit ta!

Jon

How can u give up clubbing?! We are all gonna keep on clubbing til we are old and wrinkled aren't we lads?! Lads?!

But anyways, u seem like a safe bloke, even tho i only spoke to u for the shortest of minutes at GKGG, and then ya disappeared with Nita... j/k

Be happy, even tho u weren't with your mates on NYE, it just meant that bad things couldn't happen to ya. Unlike me tho! Stay on TA <--- Hey i'm a poet and i din't know it!

strange...

I never thought TA would be the victim of the things that happened between you and the chesterfield-lot...

SHame to see you leave Spad..but if we aren't enough to make you stay then so be it.

Take care

woah, a bit of a U-turn here since a couple of nights ago eh!? Why the sudden change of heart. I know you've made some mistakes, n fell liike you've made a right royal cock up of things but that's no reason to turn your back on everything that's made this last year good. people do care and people are sad that you're out of the circle atm, I for one certainly am. get yer arse in gear and put yer head in order, I hope to see you again soon

woa, mate, u shouldnt leave TA. end of

the begging ppl to talk to u thing.. we were all rushing about faffing gettin ready when u were on msn on NYE, so lots of ppl were busy doin hair and clothes etc..

as for yesterday, no-one talked to you because we were all well fucked and could hardly move nevermind operate a computer. alan was way too ketamised for most of the day to work out what msn was

its a real bitch that u had to go back down south, and i was kinda hoping u would be coming back in feb like u said. but even if u dont, dont turn ur back on the clubbing and TA.. thas just daft if u need to take a break from it then fair enough, but dont leave us forever

i know shit has happened in the past, but mate, thats all water under the bridge as far as i am concerned

wel i dunn0 what u have done in chesterfield or that, so i cant really comment. but what i will say is ive fucked up many times myself and most of the time mates have still spoken to me after a while. they have fucked up too and in the end ive been there for them. at the end of the day its all good even if it dont seem soo.

but u cant leave TA cos ive not had the chance to speak any bollox to you yet

I will be very sad to see you leave matey! Your are a decent person and deserve lots of great things happening for you! I know things seem tough at the moment but things do start to get better! I promise! I didnt think they would but they have, and I do know what you are feeling in a way! At the end of the day it is down to you! You take the actions you feel are needed in order to sort yourself out! Focus on getting yourself sorted! But I still feel that withdrawing yourself from the people that genuinly care for you is not the best way to go about things! These are the people that can help! You have to understand that how things appear are not how things actualy always are! Don't lose hope and give up, as I said on MSN "You didn't learn to ride your bike by lying on the floor and crying!"

Take care matey, best wishes for the future and definatly keep in touch!

Tiz

spad





like spike said in Notting Hill, 'you daft prick'...

don't leave ta, work things out. as far as im concerned, you're one of the coolest guys around (thanks for letting me stay at your place during the summer)

don't leave, that would be the easiest way out....

talk about it, discuss, pick fights, work them out, and you'll see, it'll get better...

don't go you big nobber, theres no need to leave TA, or stop going clubbing, no matter what, last night u were talking about taking beans up the wrong un, now ur on about leaving!
think about it mate

argh dont leave mate. Surely the replies in this thread show there are peeps that care about ya. And tis the start of a new year of clubbing/spending time on TA when really u shud be doing some work/etc. I hope u work things out mate..

yea, im not sure of the full picture but i am only just getting to know u spad, and you are a really nice guy, work it out, if u can. i have just met up with all these fantastic people and hopefully i will have tonnes of good clubbing times with them.. but it wont be as fantastic if one of the group isnt there

i dont really know you really really well, but i know you and i know your one hell of a sound lad! reading all the responses to your posts proves that and i've only ever heard ppl say how nice and laid back you are!

i dunno whats gone on in chesterfield, but if you've got your self in a rut then things will get better! just last year i was unemployeed for what seemed an eternity! things just kept getting worst! i did the one thing that nearly finished me off! i turned my back on my friends! in the end it was me mates that pulled me thru and where there 4 me! you have mates spad and i'm more than sure they will be there 4 you! the blues have just got the better of you! dont let them win! if you feel i can help you in n e way just ask! the worlds full of wankers and only a handful of decent ppl! your good ppl spad!

take care hunny

xxx

Re: Cyaz

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Originally posted by Spad I've been thinking about a lot of stuff today, things that have happened in the past. People move on and drift apart and when you have to beg people to talk to you it's time to take a step back and think about things. I've never been good at taking a hint and knowing when to leave things alone, and when it has to be spelt out for you it's 20x worse. It's happened before and I don't want that to happen again so I'm taking the hint now and getting out. I think when I left Chesterfield peoples reactions weren't as I'd expected. Maybe that's just being selfish but when only one person says they're sorry you're going and most don't even acknowledge it I think that says something. I'll call it a day with chesterfield and with clubbing and everything. So that includes TA. Thanks to everybody for making it a great year, I've never experienced a lot of the feelings I've had over the last 12 months coz I've never been with people who I cared so much about and it's been great. But all things come to and end and best not to drag them out.

wtf?!

where has all this come from? you seem to have gotten things drastically, catacylsmically wrong mate

i hope i haven't said or done anything that made you think we didn't want you around.. cos that couldn't possibly be any further from the truth. we were just saying yesterday that we all hoped you'd be able to come back soon.. i don't know what email address you're using at the moment, but we obviously need to talk.. email me, pm me, call me, send me a carrier pigeon or something.. cos i don't have any way of contacting you. (you forgot to leave your mum's number!)

speak to you soon m8. (this is fray by the way, i posted as mos cos he stayed logged on when he was at the house)

what brett said! don't think i can put it much better


you have this all wrong mate!! no point fannying about...may aswell say it like it is...its clearer!!

your missed mate. i can imagine it was pretty tuff...infact immensley tuff having to go...especially right before xmas

hang in there...and your mates are definately still here

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