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What Now...
She was 18 years old, the beautifulest thing on the face of this planet, not a day would go by without me thinking about her, I always pictured that we would meet somewhere, at a party or downtown, because we always did, I didn't know how to express it, god I loved her, sometimes I would blow her off because I wasn't feeling right, now she's dead, what happens now, I should have told her not to drink, but I didn't expect anything to happen to her, now she's gone I walk around sometimes thinking she might be around the corner, but she never is, she was so beautiful and so nice, what is life.
Miss you love,
Angel's magik lite,
Guide me god,
Zainab Till we meet again...
buzzz...sounds like u just had a terrible loss. i lost my best friend suddenly two years ago. there isnt a day that goes by that i dont think about him...the only thing that makes me feel better is i think that he is always with me..constantly looking out for me.
surround urself with ur other friends...they will help u get through this. all of you are feeling the same thing right now, so u need to be there for each other.
Life has no meaning for me anymore, I want to be with her now, I just havn't the money for a gun, maybe pills
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| Originally posted by morninglory Life has no meaning for me anymore, I want to be with her now, I just havn't the money for a gun, maybe pills |
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| Originally posted by morninglory Life has no meaning for me anymore, I want to be with her now, I just havn't the money for a gun, maybe pills |
once again, couldnt have said it any better than kirb.
after awhile youll eventually see what we are talking about and what a horrible option suicide is. wait thats wrong, its NOT an option, put it out of your mind right now or else its gonna consume you.
if you want to talk more, im always up for a chat.
AIM: thajeeneeus
email: [email protected]
nobody needs to feel like that man, friends can help
really sorry to hear about ur situation man. if u need people to talk to, contact me [email protected] im in toronto as well...all the TOTAs will willingly support u..jsut talk and let it all out
do not kill urself man that is just the worst thing u could do. have faithin urself im sure u can live thru this. its a short phase for u, u will soon find things not so bad ..just let it all out
Thank you guys for your support. I have been trying to get the facts on the cause of death because somehow I know it will set my mind at ease. Some peoeple say that she died of a heart attack, but I have doubts about that because she was too younge for that. Others say that some asshole slipped something in her drink and she died in her friends car on the way home. I can't get a hold of her parents, because I think it would be really upsetting for them to be asked how their daughter died. I've searched the web site for some newspapers but came out empty handed. If anyone can help it would be much appreciated.
Thank you.
hey man,
It pains me to read about that - very tragic. I've had similar losses in my life, and it makes you really stop and think about life and how you live life. It makes you appreciate what you have a lot more, and we all just wish we did't have to lose something so important to us in order to find this out. Lean on your friends and family as they will dampen the pain. As bleek as things are now, you will make it through man.
Take Care
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| Originally posted by Rhythm I've had similar losses in my life, and it makes you really stop and think about life and how you live life |
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| Originally posted by morninglory Thank you guys for your support. I have been trying to get the facts on the cause of death because somehow I know it will set my mind at ease. Some peoeple say that she died of a heart attack, but I have doubts about that because she was too younge for that. Others say that some asshole slipped something in her drink and she died in her friends car on the way home. I can't get a hold of her parents, because I think it would be really upsetting for them to be asked how their daughter died. I've searched the web site for some newspapers but came out empty handed. If anyone can help it would be much appreciated. Thank you. |
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| Originally posted by morninglory Thank you guys for your support. I have been trying to get the facts on the cause of death because somehow I know it will set my mind at ease. Some peoeple say that she died of a heart attack, but I have doubts about that because she was too younge for that. Others say that some asshole slipped something in her drink and she died in her friends car on the way home. I can't get a hold of her parents, because I think it would be really upsetting for them to be asked how their daughter died. I've searched the web site for some newspapers but came out empty handed. If anyone can help it would be much appreciated. Thank you. |
Dood ur best friends spirit will always live on as a memorie inside you... if you kill urself, it wilbe selfish because his memory will die...
I'm sorry to hear about your loss. Just as with any of the other TA's, you can always PM me or even talk to me on MSN ([email protected]) if you ever feel the need to. Though I'm sure her physical presence is deeply missed, she'll never truly leave you. Never lose hope. You'll make it through and we're all behind you.
Take care.
PARADISE
Paradise is a place where the sun never stops shining, so the birds can be free to soar through the blue sky.
It's a place where it never rains, so the children never have to wish it away.
It's where the trees are the happiest, because they will grow for milleniums.
Paradise is a place where you can with rapture and dance like a dervish.
It's a place where you can levitate with your destination, because it's the only thing you want and you have it.
It's that warm humid day where the breeze doesn't pass you by but seems to go through you, just to show that it cares.
Where laughter of children never but seem to close your eyes and imagine.
It's where life is never ending , until the day we all want it to end.
It's where a smile on your face is the only spice of life. It's where flowers can only bloom.
It's when you realize that the meaning of life is a chance to live. It's where you don't have to dream a dream because your wish has already come true.
I know nothing of this "paradise", so when you see me on the street on that cold and frosty morning leaning against a stop sign daydreaming, don't ask me of paradise. Instead ask me about love and I will explain for an eternity to come...
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| Originally posted by morninglory PARADISE Paradise is a place where the sun never stops shining, so the birds can be free to soar through the blue sky. It's a place where it never rains, so the children never have to wish it away. It's where the trees are the happiest, because they will grow for milleniums. Paradise is a place where you can with rapture and dance like a dervish. It's a place where you can levitate with your destination, because it's the only thing you want and you have it. It's that warm humid day where the breeze doesn't pass you by but seems to go through you, just to show that it cares. Where laughter of children never but seem to close your eyes and imagine. It's where life is never ending , until the day we all want it to end. It's where a smile on your face is the only spice of life. It's where flowers can only bloom. It's when you realize that the meaning of life is a chance to live. It's where you don't have to dream a dream because your wish has already come true. I know nothing of this "paradise", so when you see me on the street on that cold and frosty morning leaning against a stop sign daydreaming, don't ask me of paradise. Instead ask me about love and I will explain for an eternity to come... |
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| Originally posted by morninglory PARADISE Paradise is a place where the sun never stops shining, so the birds can be free to soar through the blue sky. It's a place where it never rains, so the children never have to wish it away. It's where the trees are the happiest, because they will grow for milleniums. Paradise is a place where you can with rapture and dance like a dervish. It's a place where you can levitate with your destination, because it's the only thing you want and you have it. It's that warm humid day where the breeze doesn't pass you by but seems to go through you, just to show that it cares. Where laughter of children never but seem to close your eyes and imagine. It's where life is never ending , until the day we all want it to end. It's where a smile on your face is the only spice of life. It's where flowers can only bloom. It's when you realize that the meaning of life is a chance to live. It's where you don't have to dream a dream because your wish has already come true. I know nothing of this "paradise", so when you see me on the street on that cold and frosty morning leaning against a stop sign daydreaming, don't ask me of paradise. Instead ask me about love and I will explain for an eternity to come... |
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| Originally posted by kirbtastic BRO THAT IS AMAZING..if you wrote that keep on writing... things like that will help you get through this..it helps to get your feelings out. if you dont mind i would love to put that poem to a design...it gave me a lot of visuals while reading it. |
hell yea..ill send it to when im done..give me a few days
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