can someone please tell why i get really paranoid when i come down from whizz cuz it really messes me head up. as i come down from it i feel like everyones looking at me and judging me. i get it when i smoke weed aswell. i think i get it worse than most people cuz im like that anyway but when i take these substances it seems to amplify whats bothering me deep down inside my head. i had bad experiences at school due to bullying i think that might have something to do with it, im really self conscious cuz of the bullying. sometimes when im at friends after parties i dig myself into a hole and i cant get out of it and when that happens i have to go upstairs or outside to get away from everyone, its like i have absolutely no control over it. i'd basically like to know WHAT IS paranoia, whats happening in my head and has anyone els had the same experience cuz it really is a big problem 4 me.

thats the reason i quit smoking weed...got very paranoid felt like everyone was judging me constantly...only a few ppl in this world that i can smoke a joint with and chill....the rest i get paro as hell....but this only started happening after a significant event happened in my life....well alli can say man is quit the substances thats what i did....

I reached a point like that to. Everything I did just boiled down to the same sort of paranoia. I figured it was because I was doing so much at such a young age. *shrugs*

no matter what i take, i never get paranoid.
i get savage depression though!

I never got paranoia, well let me take that back, I did a few times, but that was only because I hated the people I was smoking with.

I quit that shit when one time the guy I trusted/smoked with laced the pot with PCP. Talk about hallucinations!

Depression is my friend

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Originally posted by Masonious you win again dude - and nice move shoving the whole i figured out how to order pizza thing in my face. i tried that 4 and a half months ago and woke up with a Taiwanese transvestite but to Ygrene it's just, "anoother day in the life, noooo biggieee".

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pics or stfu, maybe i have the same monitor too.



as for me, i've never done any drugs, but i'm constantly paranoid too and i don't trust anyone... it's not good for me

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after smoking or whatever regularly for a while you don't mind the people around you, in the same way you don't mind about people everyday.

just takes a while for you to get used to it.

well, it took about a couple weeks not to get paranoid when i smoked weed, not that much .

Smoke in a "safe" place (ie friends home or something), until you get used to it.

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For me the paranoia only lasts for a few brief moments while I "reason myself down" so to speak.

When i get like that it is just a phase for a few seconds and i freak out durring class and look around real fast n shit like im on drugs and and make animal noises and get finicky and swing around this small broom thats in the class and act like im in a battle zone but sometimes its fun and today i was freaking out we were having rubber band wars like where we roll up little paper and shoot it at each other and i crawl on the ground and eventually crawl up into a corner and suck my thumb shaking nervously

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