depressed
i'm so bummed.
i just lost my favorite record of all time. i had bid on it on ebay, and was fully expceting to win the auction. I knew that some little bastard would come bid in the last 10 seconds just like every auction on ebay. so i calculated the time it would be till it was over.
it ended at 4:45 on sunday.
i went to a rave this weekend, and came home and slept on sunday till 3pm. i got up and came to work to bid on the record.
to my horror, it was already OVER!
the auction was listed in EDT, instead of PST where i am, causing the auction to end a full 3 hours earlier than i had thought. and of course, 10 seconds before it was over, someone came along and outbid me by 50 friggin cents. i would have paid $100 for this record!
now, i am so depressed, and it just won't go away. i can't stop thinking about this damn record. i doubt i will ever find it again. i am considering giving up my whole obsession with trance and DJing, and just buy some mutual funds or something.
i know that no one can help me(unless you have the vinyl), but i just wanted to vent..

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