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vtec junkie
slave to the dark beat

Registered: Oct 2002
Location: In the zone, chief
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Sep-28-2004 18:36
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phoenixBEBE
rainbows abound 7-5-13

Registered: Jul 2003
Location: 2012. Everything changes after this year :) <3 so can't wait.
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Sep-28-2004 19:37
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Wazup8012
The broken machine!
Registered: Jun 2004
Location: Scarsdale, USA
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| quote: | Originally posted by SnOw DaWg
you guys have friends? | Surprising isn't it.
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Sep-28-2004 19:54
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Wazup8012
The broken machine!
Registered: Jun 2004
Location: Scarsdale, USA
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Sep-28-2004 19:59
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DJDREO
chillen
Registered: Sep 2003
Location: Trenton,NJ
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I Really feel bad for you man. I went trough that problem and I went trough depression also but it got to me so bad that....well just read ahead if you want to know the story.
My best friend and I have been best friends since i was in kindergarden and he was in 2nd grade(he is 2 years older than me). My first day i had no friends and I was a very shy kid. So he offerd me a seat and JUST in the 2nd day i asked him if he wanted to come over my house. WE just hanged out playing nintendo or went out and ride around the hood in bicycles. This place was very ghetto but we found ways to have fun. Around 1996 6 houses burned down becuase of some homeless guy 3 houses away from me. That day I did not go to school, i stayed over someones house across from my house, my grandmother almost died, my mom went back inside to look for my grandmother knowing she would probably not even get to her(i would of lost both). Good thing is everyone survived. That day I called my friend and told him not to pick me up(this was when i was in 2nd grade). I was happy that no one died in my family(the bum that started the fire died). That same day around 10Pm We found a hotel my family and I can stay at. Luckyly (i forgot what company or something) payed for our stay at the hotel. let me tell you somethign...living in a hotel with no friends for 3 months and you have notting to do is pure torture to an 8 year old. During those 3 months I did notting besides eat, sleep, watch TV, and find a home to rent till we finnaly had enough to BUY a home. That fire and the fact that I did not have my best friend with me traumatized(did i spell that right lol) me. I did not feel like doing ANYTHING, I was basicly dead. I also did not have any friends becuase school was out at the moment. Only person i saw was my puppylove girlfriend back then lol. So finnaly around September I started school(now i was in 3rd grade) and moved into a rented house. Over that horrible summer I gained over 40-50 pounds, I think i grew a lot during that time. I was still sad but I found a neighbor that i made friends with(he was only 5 so he wasent very fun). After 2 weeks I noticed its just not the same. I cant see my best friend, i lost all my friends from school(thats really hard on a 8 year old), and I had to go to a new school. In the new school I just cursed anyone that got near me. So lets just fastforward now lol. Now I started 4th grade (1998)and I felt better becuase over the past year my friend and I talked on the phone a lot. Fourth grade was not bad at all becuase I met 2 friends that are still my best friends right now and i just felt more open to people. So my mom got this idea to make me a bit happier. My mom said lets invite him over for thanksgiving and xmas. So he came over and we had a ball. Now he celebrates both with my family every year. Now lets really fastforward. I think it was trough 2000-2001. I was 13/14, and my friend now went to high school(a freshman). And High school is only 3 blocks away from me. this could of been THE BEST thing that could of happend to me. We finnaly....after so many years chilled EVERYDAY. Around late 2001 my friends mom said she was moving near us. So she did and He came over my house REALLY everyday without the worry of taking a city bus back home. So now My best friend is out of high school i am in 11th and we hangout every week, band practice as much as we can, and a lot of other shit.
The point of my story is to tell you not to let it hit hard. Like i said I gained over 40-50 pounds. Between those years i kept gaining weight becuase i dint go out and play like every lil kid supposed to. My friend also gained weight. It got to him also. I wasent around so he had no one to play with.
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Sep-28-2004 20:56
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