What is Life to you? What is your perception on Life, and everything?
Ok...Im in serious need of help. I need something to put faith in. Not a god. Mabye myself. But there has to be a reason for things. There has to be a reason why I stay up each night trying to meditate or do anything to help me reach a higher state of conciousness so mabye I can attempt to identify what is driving all of us. Are we driving by bliss? Are we here just to satisfy our need to feel happy or whatever? We must have some kind of connection with the universe. We cannot be hear just because. There is no just because when we live in such a massive exsistence. If there was simply no reason, everything would be nothing. In life there is always chaos, or there is nothing. Everything would simply not be. What is there when there is nothing? I've been told that we are basicly stardust, that we are all just part of the universe and evolution. So if the universe just started some time ago, will it just end also? Are the some kind of dimensions? I mean when we die, the universe dies with us in a way, because basicly, the universe revolves around us when we are alive. Is it simply another dimension when we die. What are the dimensions? Is that possible? What is nothing? When we die, do we simply end just like we started? In an instant? Do we just end...or is there some kind of afterlife, something to continue our soul's story, after we pass? I dont know if I want to believe all this scientific gamble, about the string theory, the plasma theory, the big bang theory, etc.
I have yet to find a puzzle even half finished. There are soo many questions and not enough theorys to support them all. I need to find a theory were alot of the pieces fit. Im sorry for all this, im pretty confused right now. Cabin Fever mabye? Or am I started to discover something? All I know is, I need some kind of answers...
I have been reading up tons upon different perspectives on how it all works.
The Power Of Myth: by Joseph Campbell
An Open Life: by Joseph Campbell
Many Mansions - The Edgar Cayce Story On Reincarnation: by Gina Cerminara
The Power Of Compassion: by The Dalai Lama
Black Elk Speaks: as told to John G. Neihardt
I have been doing reading on just life. Please discuss if can.
PS. Its a little late...but just read the title if you dont want to read 
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