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ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
hmmm. i, lately, have been noticing myself 'slip' very often... to accompany my short turn memory loss, which has been with me ever since i was a kid (i will literally forget what it is i'm doing and remember at least 4 times a day, for instance, i launch a browser to search for something in google and forget what it was i wanted to search as it loads up) and my very severe time management and procrastination issues (although i think these are based a lot more on laziness than anything else) lately, i have been spacing out and daydreaming a lot. especially when i'm trying to concentrate on something that is of absolutely of no interest to me.
lately more than ever, i will space out in class, whilst teachers are mid-explanation, or when trying to read absolutely boring texts. let it be understood; i'm not someone who believes studies are a waste of time, it's just that most of the stuff i'm being taught lately is very uninteresting to me.
furthermore, i have no problems whatsoever in areas of life that i do enjoy, ie. music. i never forget a trackname, for instance, and i can memorize information having to do with music easily. so much, however, that it seems to invade me when i'm trying to concentrate.
i also read that people with ADD or ADHD "spill over" in order to concentrate. this means, as far as i know, when you do things to calm your nerves, such as tap your feet, drum your fingers, scratch, move around, etc. i find myself doing this A LOT at school.
yet, i had never considered me having ADD/ADHD because, well, it had never been so blatant as it is lately, and it normally completely stops as soon as i get out of school. ie. if i actually do sit at my desk, get my notebook out and start my homework, i will finish it, and rarely get distracted. once i'm set to it, theres no real problem. when i'm at a club, or at a friend's place, or listening to music, i'm normally real real calm (unless dancing, of course) and not at all shifty as i am when i'm at school.
so... even if i did suffer of ADD, i wouldn't know myself. so what i'm asking, HOW can i tell if i do? should i be worried about this?
i've already done some research on it, and a lot of the "symptoms" seem to be similar to some things i go through. any information anyone can give me? thanks beforehand.
discuss.
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