So I'm 21 right now and I've been doing a lot of self-evaluation recently, and I'm finding that I'm at a crazy point in my life where I don't really know what I want or how to achieve my goals. Anyone else experiencing a semi-early-life crisis? ): It's really kind of hitting me hard tonite.

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Yeah, there's a crisis around that age. It's a hard period. Just make good choices but don't think it's obligatory to make choices at this stage. Tons of people end up changing their minds after setting goals, and that's not a bad thing. Don't stress so much. Be confident.

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My life is perfect, the multiverse if perfect. I just don't see it and imagine that I have huge problems and all that stuff. Oh well, I'm only martian.

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I turn 21 next Tuesday. And my life is fubar as well. It comes with the age. Yay. Figure shit out.

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isn't that the cliche 20-something crisis? i think we all think about shit like that from time to time.. you know, who am i? what am i going to be? i guess you just gotta keep living your life the best you know how.

fuck thats ironic, i recently turned 18 and find myself in a similar frame of mind, ive got a job, not one that pays well but lack motivation to find a career or anything else of that matter...

however my goals for the rest of the year is to get a gf and a better paid job, maybe a place of my own too

thats not happening, maybe for the girl and job issue, but gettin a place of my own wont happen for sometime lalala...

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Luckily I've not had that problem yet. I know exactly what I want to do with my life, and slowly it's happening. Although I still want to do more than I am, which is a bit frustrating.

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Yeah, you're at a tough time. Don't stress it too much though. You really don't need to set goals and formulate grand plans right now. You're young, time more then anything else will tell you what you want and how to get it. You'll find that you will grow up a hell of a lot in the next 4-5 years. For the time being, let your instincts be your guide, following them will put you on the path that you trully want to be on. To quote Nitzsche "only through living by our passions are we trully human."

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Originally posted by RickyM you're just a shit version of Moral Hazard. At least he knows what he's talking about.

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Originally posted by pkcRAISTLIN lol, i love it when moral feels the need to lay the smack down

Don't worry about it too much now, you still have time. Give it 4 or 5 years, see where life takes you.

Oh myself...

You think you've got fucking problems, yeah sure... I mean I jump down the stairs from stress, am almost always said, just failed my exam, think all my friends hate me.. yeah sure I've got a shitty life..

At least I'm seeing it's all in my head and the mutliverse is perfect. I'm just making a fuzz about nothing and I don't really live on mars.


The infrastructure on venus is so much better.

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Originally posted by wwu.punisher I turn 21 next Tuesday. And my life is fubar as well. It comes with the age. Yay. Figure shit out.

damn, ditto !


this calls for an alliance

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