I grabbed the link from something slylee just posted in another thread in the COR.

Would just like to see how accurate this description is (cause it is rather accurate to me), just wondering how many of you feel the same description applies to you, i'll also probably have a few more tries that are not my order of choice and see how relavant the results are...

Colorgenics


...And my results were:

You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend. You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'. This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.

You are a leader and possibly at this tine in a position of authority, but you are experiencing problems. You are not quite sure how to handle the present situation.

You are feeling under considerable pressure and you are being forced to make concessions. You are not particularly happy with this state of affairs but you feel that you have no alternative. If you were to force issues you would be left out or completely ignored by one and all.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.

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People who own my ass: Citric Acid, Boomer187, Tribu, Sand Leaper,
Jackson, venomX, jamie, Renegade, Konjin, Akridrot, Miss Bliss.
Psy-T - Down The Rabbit Hole (400minute long acid set)

Oh, and btw.. as expected, the results do not fit me perfectly, so i wrote some comments on them.

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You have always longed for tenderness, love and a sensitivity of feeling into which you would like to blend.

this, i cannot deny, but who can?

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You are a very gentle warm person and responsive to 'All things bright and beautiful'.

this is highly a case by case issue for me, though for the most part it's true.

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This personifies a caring person, a person who 'needs' and indeed 'needs to be needed'.

now this is completely the wrong conclusion from the previous statements, at least to me.

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You are a leader

i believe so.

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and possibly at this tine in a position of authority, but you are experiencing problems. You are not quite sure how to handle the present situation.

negative on all accounts.

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You are feeling under considerable pressure and you are being forced to make concessions. You are not particularly happy with this state of affairs but you feel that you have no alternative.

true, but to an unnoticeable extent, certainly not considerable, and a correction on the 'no alternative' would be 'no worthy alternative'.

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If you were to force issues you would be left out or completely ignored by one and all.

nope, not really

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You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable.

correct, except for 'untold stress'

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You feel unwanted and lonely

false.

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and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed... has almost become an obsession.

as opposed by who?

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...and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge.

not at all.

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You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

yes, i would like to tell the world that, and i do so in various ways. furthermore, the 'approval & esteem' i desire is not of 'others' in general, but of a very small group of 'others' who i respect far more than the general population so to speak.

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You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.

ermm... duh?

___________________
People who own my ass: Citric Acid, Boomer187, Tribu, Sand Leaper,
Jackson, venomX, jamie, Renegade, Konjin, Akridrot, Miss Bliss.
Psy-T - Down The Rabbit Hole (400minute long acid set)