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Still here mates.. :)
Sorry guys I didnt forget about my TA's.
It's been hell the past few weeks dealing with what my ex did to me. I am slowly recovering from the pain, and finally about two nights ago I found peace and tranquility again.
This is my problem. I tend to move too quickly on females. I used to be the one to think "ok you fuck us over we'll fuck you over too, fair game". I still have many "friends with benefits" around, but after a while you just want to settle with someone. I thought for a moment there, that she and I had something going for good. At least that's what she showed me.
I didn't mean to delete the post about taking girls slowly and blah. I was extremely mad that day, and along came something worse laster that week. I will say it again though. Guys: Please, do not get attached to someone unless you know FOR SURE that that is the person God has chosen you to be with. Take it slow, and do not make the same mistake I made. I rushed at things, and the result of that was absolutely mind-blowing. Enjoy your lives spinning music, producing trance, and hanging out with the people that matter most around you. There are decent females out there that will consider what you have to offer, and will appreciate the feelings you have towards them. Sad thing is, there aren't that many. My time with messing around with chicks is done. My grades have gone down the drain this semester due to the stupidity of paying more attention to her than myself. That's the biggest mistake ever! If they want me, they can come to me. I am just fucking tired of it all. It's all the same bullshit. They are with you, they wanna fuck, and blah. Then they see someone a little more attractive, with a little more game, and a little more money, and you are left like a dead cat on a highway. Fuck that shit! I am tired of it, and I've reached my end.
Just think. How would you feel if you came back from a party, and you open the door to your room, and there she is, fucking another guy on YOUR bed (a friend she said) when she promised she'd do nothing like that; even have her friends who have known her for several years imply that she would never do that. It will take years before I lay my hands on another girl, unless I am drunk or coked out and my mind is not straight.
I am done here.
~c/p~
P.S. I hope you guys dont think I have ditched you. Trance music is my drug and it's what keeps me going throughout the day. Just imagine what Trance-Addicts mean to me then? ALOT MORE!
I love you guys all...
~carlos p.~
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