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Jah......
......WOW man i thought everything was going good for you...NOW this......dam man i am so sorry this happened to you....you have shown me that you are a VERY kind-hearted person that cares for others....
I have been in that situation where u see your recentley EX-girlfriend with another guy right after you both break up with each other....it really hurts....and you begin to wonder how can this person who was once my girlfriend and cared for me go and be all over another guy in front of me and not even care....its makes you get that terrible feeling in your gut and you just wanna kill the guy, cry by yourself or ask her how she could do such a cold-hearted thing....you are NOT alone..i was there not too long ago...and as corny as it may sound the only thing that helps is time....and that sucks !!
When you called her up and asked her if she was going to be with AJ and she said she could see it happening that must of really hurt...but for her to come out and tell you that, knowing it would hurt you then she seems to have very little concern for your feelings...why?..i dont know...same thing happened with my ex...and i just couldnt understand WHY....my advice dont even try and figure it out...
Her holding his hand must of really hurt..because YOUR the one who is supposed to be holding her hand...not him....but the only way to get over this is to AVOID her at all cost...even though u wanna go where she is STAY AWAY...thats what i ended up doing after everyone heeres advice and my friends and eventually i was better..u jus gotta fight it...
I am not going to tell you the same thing as the other people telling you forget her since she doesnt seem to care for you and shes not worth it..because that does NO GOOD...you like her and thats what counts...you know how it was between the 2 of you and that was soemthing special to you...what i will tell you is this...i am SURE she does care for you but maybe she is just not ready for a committed relationship with you or maybe she still wants to be free and do as she pleases....i really cant answer that...sorry
but by ALL means cry if you want...i did and it helps...
I have seen the type of person you are and i dotn think that you will have trouble finding someone new...like is aid AVOID her and situations that will lead to her....it is impossible to just forget her so dont try...and honestly dont ever forget her because it seems you like her alot...and that shoudl remain in your heart forever...just wait, give it time and you will see, because time cures all....jus be strong....
once again i am so so sorry this happened to you and i hope all is better soon....your not alone, most of us have been through this and feel your pain......take care Jah
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Bring back 1994 NYC clubbing nights, cus the sh*t today is filled with junk parties and DJs that play sh*t House.....Zabiela, Sander, or Howells and all the rest suck and couldnt throw a night like it was in the early 90s in NYC!!!...Screw Twilo - give me Limelight circa 1993!!!
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