icq love affair
maaan. how about this for fuckt up? 
i get this message from my ex-girlfriend from grade 7 today. heh... it's a tad longwinded to explain.. so here:
You have received a message!
Hey so I know we haven't really talked in a long time or even hung out, but I really need to get this off my chest. Please don't hate me for this or tell anyone k? ANyway, I don't think I've ever stopped liking you ever. I seriously think I was and still am in love with you. I am guessing that this is kinda weird for you to hear this, but
it's how I feel. I almost feel like I will not ever truly be able to like another guy until you know how I feel. I want you to know that and I want you to understand that I don't expect you to feel the same way. I just want to know if there's ever going to even be the possibility of us ever being more than friends? I'm fine with the friends thing and
I can deal with that, but I just need to know, cause I don't think that I have completely gotten over you and I think if you tell me that we will only be friends then I will be able to allow myself to fall for another guy. I want an honest answer please. I need to know the truth. No holding back ok? I think that we are meant for each other, but that could just be cause I'm in love with you, but I need to know what you think ok? whether we are going to be just friends or not I was wondering if you wanted to even go to prom together? I know that we have drifted apart,but I will always want to be with you and I just want to know how you feel about this. Sorry to just bring this up out of the blue, but I need this settled once and for all so I can move on if I need to. ANyway, ttyl and please don't tell anyone!!!!!
Michelle
so yeah. heh. i haven't talked to this girl in 5 years..no 6 years now. i laughed pretty hard when i read it.. i couldn't understand why she did this over icq, or why she hasn't talked to me in all those years. *sigh* you girls are basketcases. now i have to deal with her. oi. 
p.s. i am aware that she told me not to tell anyone, but i took that as 'anyone whom she knew'. don't argue. 
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