I never thought I'd be as excited as I am right now about going to school. Especially considering how tough this semester is going to be.

I've decided to take pathophysiology (processes of human diseases) to get myself a little more ahead than I am already, and that course alone is going to be a bitch...forget that I already have a full courseload! Most people fail, so there's a good possibility I'll have to redo it in the summer...but I'm going to try nonetheless!

Anyways, why I am I so happy about school under these circumstances??? I'll tell you!!!:

Last week I got a letter from my school telling me I was suspended for EIGHT MONTHS!

The reason is because one of my marks went in as a 0. However, I didn't realize that at first. You see, I'm redoing some of my first year classes because I've been out for so long. Most of them I already have a credit for, so I don't actually have to do the work. So what I've done is register in the classes, but as an "audit" student. I guess I forgot to do that with this one class...oops!

So anyway, I was freaking out...like REALLY freaking out. The nursing program isn't easy, and some of my existing marks in classes I DIDN'T redo are mediocre at best. So here I was thinking that I was totally screwed for 8 months. Not only that, but it's not like I can just hop back into school where I left off after a suspension...no, I would have had to start ALL OVER AGAIN after going through the whole application process, AGAIN!!!

You have no idea how shitty I felt all weekend thinking about this. My body seriously went numb when I realized the implications of being suspended from school. I couldn't cry about it, nor could I get angry...I've never felt like that before. Total despair. And I've been through much worse things than this before.

I prayed to God to have things turn out in my favour, promising I would do ANYthing to stay in school, do ANY amount of studying, etc.

So you can see why I'm excited about the huge work load I have to look forward to this semester. Like, truly, really excited about it, lol. I'm SO glad things worked out, cause I really would have been fucked if they didn't. I have so much invested in this...it's my life ffs!! I'm sure I would have gone into some sort of depression, ugh!


CORE VERSION

Thought I got kicked out of school, it would have screwed me big time. Turns out I'm NOT kicked out of school, I'm extremely happy about it. Gonna work my ass off!



THE END.

Yay!

(I read the whole thing btw.)

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i'll suspend you for eight months!

srsly tho.. congrats. that's good news.

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lol, I have a buy books for my classes still.

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Originally posted by Allied Nations Yay! (I read the whole thing btw.)

Really? Aw.


Yeah it feels fucking good man. I've really never stressed so hard over anything before. The thing is, I'm ALREADY re-doing most of my first year...all the while with the knowledge that if I hadn't fucked up in the first place, this would be my graduating year!

So, the thought of starting again...especially after I've already spent 10 g's, after forming relationships with my teachers, peers, and patients, after buying books, etc....REALLY hit me hard. Not to mention, if my suspension had anything to do with the shitty marks in classes I'm not redoing now...I would have had to backtrack even further!!

I also want to get my "adult" life going here. Nursing is something so important to me...I HAVE to do it. I seriously jones to be out in the working world, doing what I've been taught to do. Not to mention I want to move out of my mother's house, and get my life with my bf going too.

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Originally posted by jennypie Really? Aw.

Yes, and now I've hit my reading quota for the day!

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Originally posted by lücid i'll suspend you for eight months! srsly tho.. congrats. that's good news.

Hahaha..that's not a bad idea, tbh. The less time I spend on TA, the better I'll do in school. My net addiction DOES get in the way of my work sometimes.


I'm seriously going to think about that...after the whore-off is over.

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Originally posted by Allied Nations Yes, and now I've hit my reading quota for the day!

LOL, I know, I'm sorry. I was gonna put a warning before that last post.


Hey it's not often I go overboard!

I like writing papers only if I get to choose the subject.

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i took only a couple of classes last year.. wow so different from taking alot... but im super happy im in school now too yay for school.

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Originally posted by Halcyon+On+On OOKA-OOKA ME NACHOS ME PRESS KEYS ON COMPUTER GOOD

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Originally posted by jennypie LOL, I know, I'm sorry. I was gonna put a warning before that last post. Hey it's not often I go overboard!

I really wish I could read this...


All I see is letters!

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Originally posted by Krypton I like writing papers only if I get to choose the subject.

Oh man, we churn out SO many dry papers it's not even funny. They've cut the workload almost in half since my first time around...but back then we wrote 98 papers in ONE YEAR!!

It's pretty much guaranteed I have a paper due every week. BUT, to me it's always interesting stuff we're writing about. The expected writing style is what's boring about it.