So, I get drunk all the time. The other night I was hanging out with crack heads, and I smoked crack. Very rare, but fun. I brought over a very expensive bottle of tequila and it was an awful experience, crack heads are awful. Nothing really matters when you smoke crack apparently. Except the next high. Lame. I like to get stoned, and get drunk on fine spirits. Didn't matter to them. Out of my league. Not my thing.
A few weekends ago, totally separate crowd (crack heads don't snort with K bunnies) I was doing K. They like to get fucked up. They go to extreme efforts to cross the border and go get it and come back. Scary. Dangerous. Hey, they made it back. Let's do some fucking K.
Except, I don't know where I am, who I am, or anything. I feel like shit from the night before, I'm not an expert K tripper. Apparently you can get really good at doing K (your nostrils become semi-unusable) and do it for days and everything is cool. As long as you have a lounge (complacent K user who trips with you home-owner/lesee)/house.
Why do I hate all of my friends? Why am I such an alcoholic? I don't like being around other people unless I'm drinking and doing drugs. Is my life over?
Originally posted by Spacey Orange
do women fart, because i've never heard one.
Never heard one what? A fart, or a woman farting?
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Sep-04-2012 07:09
Sushipunk
Flickering, I roam
Registered: Sep 2006
Location: Chateau Verdafloor
Speaking of farts, as we now are, I managed a good 3 second "peeeeeeep" this morning.
I kind of LOL'd.
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Sep-04-2012 07:20
Blake
Supreme tranceaddict
Registered: Mar 2005
Location: Hilo, Hawaii
Seriously though, it just sounds like you're missing something. There's no need to quit drinking forever, but you'll most likely need some extended time sober in order to figure out what it is that you're missing.
I get the impression you don't live in a very exciting town.
I've been taking some sober time. I only indulge once every few months, and not on anything hard. I start up psychotherapy later this month. There's really nothing wrong with indulging, but overindulgence usually indicates some underlying shit that needs to be addressed. It's okay though; you're not alone. We've all got shit to sort out, so stop drinking and sort that shit out!
Originally posted by Blake
I get the impression you don't live in a very exciting town.
Ha, he lives on border TX, I think? El Paso? He mentioned it in another thread, I can't remember. His profile location says San Francisco, though he talking about people jumping the border for K or whatever, so that's not really SF, I'm thinking.
I will continue, after a fashion.
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Sep-04-2012 07:36
Sushipunk
Flickering, I roam
Registered: Sep 2006
Location: Chateau Verdafloor
Continued:
Evolve140, if you aren't happy with things the way they are, then you have to change them. No one is going to do that for you.
I don't know what your job is, or what your qualifications are - Is it something you can move to somewhere else and do? If so, then move.
Seriously, if your weekend, or weekday, EVER INCLUDES HANGING OUT WITH CRACKHEADS AND SMOKING CRACK BECAUSE YOU'RE BORED, then you have to change some things in your life. And do it soon
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Sep-04-2012 07:50
Intellekshual
tranceaddict in training
Registered: Dec 2011
Location: Oubliette
Your life is not over, your questionable "friendships" should be.
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Sep-04-2012 08:31
itsamemario
Divine Angel
Registered: Jun 2001
Location: Mushroom Kingdom
quote:
Originally posted by Sushipunk
Ha, he lives on border TX, I think? El Paso? He mentioned it in another thread, I can't remember. His profile location says San Francisco, though he talking about people jumping the border for K or whatever, so that's not really SF, I'm thinking.
I will continue, after a fashion.
I thougt it was a metaphorical border and he was describing the trip they were on. The last bit of OPs sentence makes a lot more sense now.
Sep-04-2012 11:24
Vector A
Your petrochemical arms
Registered: Apr 2011
Location: U.S.
They crossed the border into the World of the K Hole and came back. With more K.
