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Hi!
In new here but I live in france.
My 2nd X really really scrubed my brain's cells, and I UNDERSTOOD.
Unfortunately, as I was looking deep inside myself, I realized how lonely I had been, since I broke up with my childhood group of friends, for some troubles, when I was about15/16.
I'm 20 right now and I can see how stupid and superficial also, I've been those few last years.
The reason why I'm writng this letter today is that I want to make up for lost time: I NEED TO BE PUBLIC, as I used to be before I broke up, but not the same way...
The trigger that brought me there is when my friend asked me why I wasn't jumping around, and talk to everybody...
well, that shit was strong for a 2nd time(fish), and no doubt, I missed something in my life.
Finally, I felt so ashamed and terrified that I sat all night for the first time of my life in rave or club.
Ok. this was a message for serious people who feel involved in my problem. Because they know it , because they have known it, or because somebody they like suffer from it in silent.
You can make fun of it if you want(I suppose people already did it), but I'll apreciate helpfull answers.
Also, if you're a kasanova, give advice how to get hard girls, I don't want easy ones anymore(I didn't mean ugly!!)I don't want to deceive em because of what I am.
Ok.I'm done and I hope that your answers will encourage me to answer back soon. nice day. Do not buy Oakenfold's last album.
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