i dont like to talk about my problems
i feel ashamed of crying sometimes
i feel so helpless and weak
i hate being selfish..notice how everything starts with 'i'..is this human nature?
some are just born evil at heart..some good
im good..i promise im a good person
but sometimes i feel so overwhelmed by everything
just remove yourself from your environment and watch everything through someone else's eye.
I feel so lonely in a crowd of laughter
all the things that just make you stop being
all the mundance details of everyday life
this undescribable feeling of defeat and sorroow
i feel so freaking small
i dont know what to do...
tears just keep rolling down my cheek
i cant even find the words to say
i cant even put the words together to resemble anything as powerful
i just drown myself into the synths hoping that things would be different but it wont
waiting patiently for what seems to be forever.
i hate waiting, ive been waiting all my life
that longing for something...
its like a slow painful stab at your heart
i dont know
fuck it all

-elena

this does not sound good, there is only one way to end it.....

kill your self now.

Excellent, I like this alot it touched me because of what's going on in my life right now.

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Originally posted by Endre this does not sound good, there is only one way to end it..... kill your self now.

please do so

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Originally posted by lMIlk please do so

ooh, im so sorry dad, im so sorry.

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Originally posted by lMIlk please do so

Ahhhhhhh, so much support from fellow TA's. If you are going to remove yourself from the gene pool, please remember us in your will.

Thank you and god speed,
Emil

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Originally posted by whiskers pulp is gross, it feels like i'm swallowing someone's load

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Originally posted by miss_e i dont like to talk about my problems i feel ashamed of crying sometimes i feel so helpless and weak i hate being selfish..notice how everything starts with 'i'..is this human nature? some are just born evil at heart..some good im good..i promise im a good person but sometimes i feel so overwhelmed by everything just remove yourself from your environment and watch everything through someone else's eye. I feel so lonely in a crowd of laughter all the things that just make you stop being all the mundance details of everyday life this undescribable feeling of defeat and sorroow i feel so freaking small i dont know what to do... tears just keep rolling down my cheek i cant even find the words to say i cant even put the words together to resemble anything as powerful i just drown myself into the synths hoping that things would be different but it wont waiting patiently for what seems to be forever. i hate waiting, ive been waiting all my life that longing for something... its like a slow painful stab at your heart i dont know fuck it all -elena

there is no shame in beeing selfish, its rather good to be it.
i mean, who give a fuck about anyone nowdays?
and why cry of beeing selfish?
you wont last very long in this world if you dont want to be selfish or have problems with beeing selfish.
and yes, its nature, dont care so much about other people girl!
then you´ll its much more FUN to be selfish

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Originally posted by Emil Ahhhhhhh, so much support from fellow TA's. If you are going to remove yourself from the gene pool, please remember us in your will. Thank you and god speed, Emil

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no man can stand in a fire and not be consumed

plop

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I don't know what you are currently going through but I :
wish you luck , and the best possible outcome whatever your situation may be.

There is hope in tomorrow, cause today is only a fraction of our lives, and a blink of our pain, yet the seed to a new better day , and a joy not yet discovered.

*hugs*

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Originally posted by lMIlk ' no man can stand in a fire and not be consumed

lMIlk,

I like your sense of humor,

Emil

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Originally posted by whiskers pulp is gross, it feels like i'm swallowing someone's load

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Originally posted by lMIlk please do so

endre and lmilk, you guys are losers

if you're not going to say anything constructive don't say anything at all!

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