I've been thinking about a lot of stuff today, things that have happened in the past.

People move on and drift apart and when you have to beg people to talk to you it's time to take a step back and think about things. I've never been good at taking a hint and knowing when to leave things alone, and when it has to be spelt out for you it's 20x worse.

It's happened before and I don't want that to happen again so I'm taking the hint now and getting out. I think when I left Chesterfield peoples reactions weren't as I'd expected. Maybe that's just being selfish but when only one person says they're sorry you're going and most don't even acknowledge it I think that says something.

I'll call it a day with chesterfield and with clubbing and everything. So that includes TA. Thanks to everybody for making it a great year, I've never experienced a lot of the feelings I've had over the last 12 months coz I've never been with people who I cared so much about and it's been great. But all things come to and end and best not to drag them out.

Probably all a bit much but hard to say without being melodramtic

Fray: Teddy has my bank details. email me anything else I need to know about.

woooooooo wtf?

I dont understand half of the stuff thats happened in chesterfield but TA is still ur friend and no1 has done anything against u on her or have u done anything against any of us.

Even if u change ur life, dont leave ta, its the universal friend

i didnt know ya that well dude im still kinda new, but ya seems a descent person to me, dont disappear on us, ya 1 of us man

COME BACK!!

you'll be missed.....

come back and visit you twat.

I dont really know u that well or what your situation is, i guess i joined these forums a little late. What ever it is your gonna do i wish u all the best. Hope u make the right descission m8
Take care.

DON'T GO SPAD!!!

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well, it seems a tad late to convince you to stay, and as i don't know you that well i don't think it's exactly my place to do so, so in that case, i wish you well, hope your future life is prosperous, and as andy says, come back and visit every now and again

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Whoah This comes a quite a shock

Paul. I don't really know much the reasons why your leaving mate, but I know one thing a lot of people will miss you, and Its sad to see a familiar face leave. Make sure you come back and visit though mate.

Keir (Calla)

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*cuddles her sexy spad*

i'm gona miss u suga you are one sexy thing with a snog to give
plzz dont ever hesitate to stop by and say hello

theres always gona be a nice kiss in for it..

i hope everything turns out for the best for you,

try to keeep your chin up and smile as much as u can.. but on the inside u need to know where your heart is..

=X

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Originally posted by jennypie
Because you're a filthy WHORE!

Yeah Spad, you twat, don't go.

it's prolly not the easiest thing to hear right now, but you are prolly feeling this way cos ur stuck back down in bournemouth and have got a lil depressed, which is totally understandable.
xmas away from ur friends can be very upsetting spesh when ur stuck indoors and alone and u get to thinking all kinds of bad shit.

Belive it or not Spad, in chesterfield u was considered very highly, ppl there and those of us that know u, think ur are a way sound bloke.
your witty, intelligent and a great mate.
so get over it soon Spad and realise that a lot of ppl out here do care a great deal about u mate.

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peace be with you , and know that you will always be welcomed here.


Whatever your motives may be, be aware that they will pass away and that resolving things is always possible.


farewell from a caring brother.

woa! u cant leave ta, even though i only spoke to ya a few times ur sound as a pound, if ur giving up clubing u still gotta visit ta!

Jon

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