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some bad news :( for my friends
cant b arsed to explain to every1, so for those who know me:
went to hospital the other day and shock horror, my worst niughtmare has come true. basically my leg is still fukt and ive got to decide asap wether to have the big metal frame drilled into my leg, or the pins n plates. either way is bad, with no gurantees i wont need the other. i.e i could have the frame, then still need to have the plates at a later date, vise versa. the frame could be on for anything upto 2 years harshness. another problem is, right now im trying to my alevles, modular, so may have to miss them or delay. also the fact is, either option is likely to cause infections. the plates inside my leg, or the frame will cause infection in my skin. due to the fact that i hav fukt kidneys and had permanenet medication for 12years, it means my immune system is fukt and i find it hard to fight infection. a cold to you, could be hypothermia to me. this means its inevitable if i get infection i will be hospitalised (thus fuking up my future even more). as you know i can no longer pursue my dancing career. another bad point to having the plates is knee pain and damage, due to the positioning of the plates. either way im pretty fukt, this isnt a sob sotyr, im over it, just cant b arsed expaling my self ova and ova. obviulsy its not the best news of my life, but ho hum, cest la vie. hopefully ill c ya all soon, although gc could be out the window for a while due to hgier chance of infections 
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crasha rappa
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