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| quote: | Originally posted by butterfly
glad to hear you got through it. my situation is a bit different, in that nothing traumatic has happened to me at all, but the depression and anxiety is makig it really hard to live my life. but hoepfully i will beat the fear and make an appointment to go see someone. |
I hear u butterfly, ive been living with anxiety attacks for the last 2 years suffered after i got butchered in a game of soccer. It is tough but from experience, it takes perseverence, a good support group and a real positive frame of mind to get past it. Sure i still have my times in situation where i get very anxious but having dealt with it for 2 years all of a sudden, im not scared of it, im not going to let it dictate, what and what i dont do. Its not a matter of fighting it but putting it all into perspective. Whats the worst that can happen when u have an anxiety attack? Its funny cause what made me depressed was having these anxiety attacks which at one stage got so bad i had pretty much locked myself in a room.
When u go through such traumas at a young age like most of us do, ull find we lose our invicibility when we are young and grow up as a person much quicker than others at same age. U also learn who ure real mates are not just acquantances. Yes ive been through my share of fucked up times. BUt now being hopefully way beyond that, i see it as a learning experience, an experience that has not only strengthened my character, but has built me as an individual, an individual who is proud of himself and who doesnt look at this as a disiablity but as a blessing, a blessing that in due time, will help find who u are as a perrson and where u want to be heading.
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Oh, life is bigger ,It's bigger than you,And you are not me,The lengths that I will go to, The distance in your eyes ,Oh no, I've said too much, I set it up
That's me in the corner, That's me in the spotlight, I'm Losing my religion, Trying to keep up with you ,And I don't know if I can do it, Oh no, I've said too much,I haven't said enough, I thought that I heard you laughing, I thought that I heard you sing, I think I thought I saw you try.
But that was just a dream, That was just a dream, But that was just a dream, Try, cry, why try? That was just a dream ,Just a dream, just a dream, Dream
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