like life is shit.

Have you ever been in that point in your life where everything is the same. Where there are better things to come and you are just waiting for them. I have been in this countinious loup for quite some time and I'm sick of it. I'm going to college in 3 months, but I'm already getting sick of my costant routine and it's so repetive. Although this is drunken rambling, I hope some of you can make some sense of this and relate to it, but have you ever been stuck in the same place, wanting something diferent? I'll elaborate more later, soooo....
-me

well if you can stick it our for 3 more months, till you get to college..

i mean it is the summer, are you bored of your job? just think of the money you'll save for college and stuff


*and nice name from that movie, i saw Our Man Flint a long time ago, James Coburn is pretty good in the role...

I found my self in that exact mood so many times, and i felt like its a moovie that im watching, where i know the next step, and felt so sick of it at at times that i simply began putting something new into my life, small things, like going for a walk for an hour around the place, going to friends house and just chilling out while talking about various things etc,,, so basicaly try new things no matter how small or big to get rid of this depression like state, well my advice is that anyways.

Hope it helped in some way

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yeah i know what you mean man.
I got a choice to make with my further education:

- Stay at sixth form
2 more years and get some qualifications and remain in the same place with quite a few of my mates. Some of the same people ive gone through my whole school life with. But some of my closest mates have gone elsewhere, and im stuck with an Ex gf that might have a same class as me. Probably got little chance of getting any girls from here apart from maybe 1 that i hooked up with at my prom. But now shes decided to be a bitch to me.

- Go to college
Probably the same length of time and get chance to meet new people. But therefore i have no idea what the teachers are going to be like or anything.

I dont like the feeling of no change and thats what im worried about with going to sixth form. But then i wont have to worry about trying to fit in because i allready know the people.
think i might just flip a coin...hehehe

Join the Navy!

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usually the best way for me to beat that is to just take a day and do w/e i want, and spend it by myself
go read for a while at a local coffee house, go explore some roads i've never been on before and take cool picturs, go vinyl shopping with no one else there to bug you when you've been there for far too long
hope all gets better soon

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college is the shit, I had so much fun during that time

now that I've graduated and cannot find a job, I'm pissed off

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Originally posted by torontotrance college is the shit, I had so much fun during that time now that I've graduated and cannot find a job, I'm pissed off

that surely can't be why, youve only just graduated

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Originally posted by DJFreaq wtf Ygrene is energy backwards

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Job market is rather difficult at this stage. See in College and University, they paint a rather rosy picture of the world and the harsh reality sets in later.

I've been in college for 3yrs now...going on my 4th year.

I sometimes i find myself feeling like im not doing a thing...

but in the end- you come to realize that you are doing something.

The process of acquiring a diploma is what i set out to do, everything becomes so regular and mundane, though.

Doing the same shit everyday- regardless if its studying, or smoking the ganja...it's going to feel like you're doing nothing cuz yer getting so used to it.

It all comes down to seeing the bigger picture. Is what you're doing actually getting you closer to what you hope to accomplish...or is what you're doing feeling like absolutely nothing because it actually is nothing?

figure out that answer and then you can continue to see whether or not you should change what's going on.


just do what makes u happy, mon

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Life.... is what you make it.

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Originally posted by Mattsanity Yeah, life is shit. I should go kill myself.

where's your jesus now?