Sort of a depressing thread but here it goes...

So I'm a junior in college, pretty decent job, my own place, my own car, might be getting some gigs in town pretty soon. But as said by so many others money can't buy happiness (not that I have much money anyway). And when everything is going semi-smoothly a friend decides to screw me over for $55 bucks. So I add this to my list of friends who have screwed me over... And these aren't just acquaintances, they're people I've hung out with for extended periods of time. What the fuck..
My philosophy in the past year or so has just been to keep on doin what I have been, and be a good person. But sooner or later people mistake my kindness for weakness. Everytime this happens, I say to myself I'm just going to start being an ass to people, because it seems to work out better for people who do that anyway.

but alas, it's against my character to do so. So once again, I will start over, rethinking every move I make. Rethinking what I say to who I say it to. Rethinking my trust I give to people. Rethinking why I end up rethinking all the time and end up getting screwed again.

So heres to those ******s out there who screw everyone over.. a big GO FUCK YOURSELF.

I dont deserve this, but then again life isn't fair.

Just needed to vent people, thanks for takin your time to read it.