Ok, im posting this on TA, because i just need to let it all out just say it all, it was one crazy rollercoaster of a weekend and im feeling so many emotions right now i cant even figure out whats going on in my head.

ok first, thursday night, we head to lush which was a fun night and i end up neeting the girl of my dreams she is gorgeous, older, hot, funny, cute everything i want in a girl, it was like BAM, anyways al in all im infatuated with her. we met for coffee the next day and it was wonderful, she was so flirty, and led me on the whole time, the same night we spoke on the fone for about 2 hours. i havent felt so attracted to someone in a loong time.

Then saturday night i was spinning at veocity, which started off great, and slowly turned to shit. i started off with a nice back to back session with the resident dj til about 10:30, then started going off on my own lil house jorney til about 11:30 ish, when the other dj took over, a good freind. But a fuckall dj. shit songs, shit mixing shit set, and finally when i was gonna get back on he played 2 songs he knew i was going to play. then i played 3 commercial tunes and was taken back off the decks, becuse of one promotors bad call. i then proceeded to the back and downed a couple jack n cokes in rapid succesion. meanwhile everyone who say me said i played great blah blah blah, get back on the decks blah blah etc.. which pissed me off cuz i couldnt.

then the cops shut down the club at 1:15, i hung around the club for a while after, while my freinds settled their accounts, the owner approached me and said he could get me gigs,so i know i wasnt shite, so i got something out of it, and at this point, i just wanna go home, but i cant. i had no ride, and like hell i was gonna take an indian cab home all the wya to the other side of town, when i dont even speak the language.

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then i got dragged to another club, and when i got in i was like fuck this i just wanna go home, and people were buggin me to get on the decks and im just like wtf. it was very gay...

then i finally get home in a cab alone, so depressed, smoke about 4 bowls, and pass out at about 4:30 am. not in a happy state. wake up the next morning and she send me a message! then i have a binch of hw to do, and im all out of cigarettes and its all fucked. im sick of this roller coaster

its like this insane contrast. one good thing happens, and then a bad thing happens.

but not just little things, big good things and big bad things! AHH IM GONNA GO CRAZY!

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And just imagine... this is only the 16th year of your life! The future holds much more emotional rollercoasters~

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Originally posted by Yan And just imagine... this is only the 16th year of your life! The future holds much more emotional rollercoasters~

being an international kid sucks so much ass somethimes.

why cant i just live in a normal town....





my life is too weird.

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Originally posted by dinoXpress being an international kid sucks so much ass somethimes. why cant i just live in a normal town.... my life is too weird.

ah, wait til said girl takes a restraining order out on you after she is brainwashed by a manipulative emo kid while you are away.

childhood.

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nope no emo kids... yay!




well, the poor people are pretty sad...



This chick would never take a restraining order on me


i hope not anyways, cuz i cant stop thinking about this goddess of a woman.

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le boomp.

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get over yourself matey

meeting a great women far outshadows a silly little thing like what happened at the club.

Get your priorites straight, and dont look for sympathy on TA, coz that doesnt happen

And never turn to drink when you are upset, I thought everyone by now knows it fixes nothing and only agitates the situation...

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Originally posted by kr00t0n And never turn to drink when you are upset, I thought everyone by now knows it fixes nothing and only agitates the situation...

precisely, this is what much harder drugs are for


good luck with life dino, you shall find your way soon young grasshopper

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Originally posted by ATL_Trancer precisely, this is what much harder drugs are for good luck with life dino, you shall find your way soon young grasshopper

yeah this chick is great, but i still dont know if its just her attitude or if she actually likes me... who knows.

and im not looking for sympathy. i just needed to say it all just get it out of me

so much shit inside my heard right now.

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Okay, I'm not going to edit your sig for like the 45th time. It's still too big, and if you don't change it in 5 hours I'll just suspend it.