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dreams that drive you crazy for the rest of the day...
so last night i had this dream in which i was hanging out with two people i have never met nor seen in my entire life...
the first one was a hispanic girl named Jamie. she was really pretty and in my dream i admired her, but she never spoke or said anything. she lived in kind of a ghetto neighborhood, like behind a warehouse or some run-down looking buildings.
the second one was Jamie's friend (or brother maybe?) named David. he was wearing a hooded sweatshirt and sunglasses throughout the entire dream. i couldn't tell if he was hispanic or white. him and i talked a lot in the dream but i don't remember much of the conversation.
there were many other people who appeared in my dream. my cousin Allison, RJT (but only via a phone call - i never actually saw him), and lots of random unknown people... but Jamie and David were the 2 main characters that i spent the entire dream with.
now... the dream started off with Jamie, David, and myself getting into David's car (a mid-80s Honda Accord) during a rainy night. we were apparently running from something in the ghetto neighborhood Jamie lived in because the first "scene" of the dream was a car chase. it lasted a really long time and i remember being really scared, especially since all the streets were wet. if i had to guess where we were, i would guess somewhere in Queens or Brooklyn.
eventually we pull into the driveway in front of my mom's house and it's no longer raining and it's sunny outside. David parks the car and starts laughing and begins to tell me this is where he used to live. i can't believe it but i think, alright... cool. then he tells me he still has the keys for the house, so we can walk right in. this is where i start to freak out, because i realize that he must have had keys for the house the entire time i was living there.
my mom isn't home so we decide to throw a party. we go upstairs and start making phone calls. i receive a call from RJT who asks what i'm up to and i tell him that i'm at my mom's house. he freaks out because he hears voices in the background and wants to know what's going on. i tell him that we're just throwing a small party and that i miss him.
the party is going on, but it's not at my mom's house anymore. it's at this huge building in a downtown area that looks like a luxury condo. there are lots of windows, several floors, and since it's on the ground floor, lots of patios outside. i find my cousin Allison and we go outside to sit on a bench on one of the patios and the traffic is driving by us really close and really fast.
as soon as we sit down, i turn around and see Jamie and David leaving. Jamie looks sad and David looks tired. they don't say anything to me but i know they're leaving and i don't want them to. i realize i don't know anyone inside the party (except for my cousin, who i'm sitting with), and that i'm going to miss Jamie and David after they leave.
once they leave, Allison and i start talking, but not by speaking to each other... we write notes. i write out that i need to call Jamie and find out why they left.
the last thing i remember is sitting on the bench still watching the traffic zoom by.
i can't get this dream out of my head, and i keep trying to figure out who "Jamie" and "David" are supposed to be/represent. it's been bugging me all day long. i keep having little flashbacks to events in the dream as if they were real events.
i think i need to start smoking pot again.
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