You know how you have a bad dreams.....not nightmares....but dreams of the past, bad moments in your life.......when you were lost, upset, confused, miserable, depressed, anxious, nervous, and what not.......and you wake up, and you still have that feeling, it really affects you.....bothers you for a good period of time.....and it takes a good while for it to leave.....well, here I am.....After sitting here for 15 min.......analyzing it all.......I threw on some music.....put the earphones on.......first track I threw on Halcyon & On & On........one of my all time classics........started thinkin of everything.......Hackers the movie ofcourse, the world.........started thinkin of NYC, Miami, Houston, etc.etc.......the world in general....and how life goes on.......and well, it brings you back home.....

This post may sound retarded, but its really a state of mind......in 3 hours I won't be in it.......but right now, I am still somewhat asleep......thinking about it all.......still kind of in my dream......I think you all know what I mean.......You really have to analyze how affective this music really is, to your mind and soul. I mean, its amazing in a lot of ways.

Why I made a post about this, I don't know.......

Just a good example of how music is my drug........

Most people will read this post, and move on.....I know..........but it doesn't matter, no replies is just fine......just wanted to post this.......for I know some of you, will understand it all exactly, just like I do........

Hi mate I know exactly what U mean, I have just the same feeling about ttrance, I has become a huge part of my life, earlier in the past I lived my life, with trance and music just as a thing on the background, but now it really controls my life.
Its just everything for me, when I wake up I hear trance, and when I go to sleep Im listening trance.

Im doing really nothing else then listening to it all day

But I love it, it will always be in my mind,
if im 60 years old or so I think back to this time as the most addicted part of my life.


Many kisses,

TranceSeeker

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I understand the both of you... the effect trance has on me is just magical. And just like TranceSeeker, when I wake up I hear it, and when I go to sleep I'm listening to it as well. I listen to trance for the majority of my day...

When I'm not physically listening to trance, I'm recalling my favourite tunes in my mind. I must look quite rediculous nodding away to what appears to be nothing. Ah well, ehehe...

I suppose trance has become a part of me. I must really be addicted...

damn, I just realized I put this in music discussion.........yep, wasn't fully awake......

this is a musik discussion though so dont worrry about it....

musik soothes my stress of college life...they hardships of exams are all soothed by coming here and just talking about the greatest thing to ever grace the musik industry (trance).....I sometimes wake up feeling miserable of past mistakes....what do i do? pop in the mp3 of skip raiders - another day ( perfecto remix)...


...its just another day....

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Originally posted by SportTrance You know how you have a bad dreams.....not nightmares....but dreams of the past, bad moments in your life.......when you were lost, upset, confused, miserable, depressed, anxious, nervous, and what not.......and you wake up, and you still have that feeling, it really affects you.....bothers you for a good period of time.....and it takes a good while for it to leave.....well, here I am.....After sitting here for 15 min.......analyzing it all...... ...for I know some of you, will understand it all exactly, just like I do........

i had the exact opposite experience..
I had returned from PvD in NYC and my weekend was awesome. Then I was sitting at home and watched part of Zoolander, before going to bed.. for some reason, I was scared to death of sleeping.. couldn't find the guts to go and sleep.. scary thing

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I have exactly the same sentiments. I'm dreaming, thinking, eating and shitting trance every second of my goddamn life now. I go to sleep wondering if I'll ever make it to spin in one of my local clubs one day, and wake up looking at my turntables first thing in the morning.
Damn, are we addicts or what.

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It is really strange that I log on to TrancEaddict and find this thread here, because yesterday I was driving home from work, blasting a mix I haven't listened to in awhile. It was Gouryella - Gouryella and Solar stone seven cities (the hard synth trance mix I can't remember the name). The whole twelve minutes that these songs played I was rolling harder then I've ever rolled before in my life (I was not on any drugs BTW). Chills were up and down my spine and I was in a reflective mood, thinking only about good things. Thinking about how I feel sorry for people who don't understand trance and don't understand what music can do for your head. It's cool, because I have been making mix CD's for my friends and now I am kind of known as the trance dealer (supplier) and they come to me every month asking if I got anything new for them. If you control your mind properly, trance can take you into a state of ecstacy. Yes, it sounds corny, but it is damn true for me. Does anyone else feel like this, or am I just a trancE-tard.

Yeah its true.........Scientists and humans in general have/and are learning over the years the influence soundwaves can have. When a music affects your emotions, your moods.....it can change everything. I honestly believe a higher level of consciousness can be reached without the aid of a drug, if the right mood, time, etc. is present.......crazy shit I know, but.....lets never forget, humans dont even use half of their brain anyway, who knows the possibilities.

I totally agree. These are the innermost depths of our souls that we use trance to calm.

mmmmm Trance....

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Originally posted by drizzt81 before going to bed.. for some reason, I was scared to death of sleeping.. couldn't find the guts to go and sleep.. scary thing

Yes... there have been times where I haven't wanted to go to bed because I was afraid I might not wake up in the morning. haha.. I don't normally get that feeling, but a couple nights I do.. and it's the worst !...

~S~

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i know that feelin, sometimes i wonder if id be able to even keep goin without trance...

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