i have just seen my mum for the last time in god knows how long.. as tomorrow she is leaving to go live in france.

everything was nice with relatives until i had to leave.. and hugged my mum and said good bye, then she starts crying and stuff.. which was horrible, as now im not sure what i feel like.. yeah sure ill see her again, but i just feel a bit like i should be crying, but im not. and the fact that she is going away to live in another country with a bastard that used to beat me, and if anything happens like a big argument, i wont be there staraight away to deck the bastard, makes me feel wierd.

im not sure what to think or feel.

has anyone else ever felt this like or had a simliar situation?

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Bring it on down son, so you can get done, I got more styles than the miles to the sun,
Ninety three million five thousand flows, and heres one more for the HOoOoOoOOO'S!!!

there there.

You're acting as if she's moving across the world. Take a Ferry accross the Englsih Channel and you're in France.

from reading the title, it could be worse.

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Found Atlantis - Mixography [mix archive/mokumentary/my soul]?
i writed a song.

ah i know it could be worse... and if it was as simple as just going to france at the drop of a hat.. then this thread wouldnt have been made

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Bring it on down son, so you can get done, I got more styles than the miles to the sun,
Ninety three million five thousand flows, and heres one more for the HOoOoOoOOO'S!!!

You just feel like you're not gonna be able to be there to protect her anymore.

I can understand why you feel like that but i mean...this might change things. If not, its not that far away to quickly fly back.

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too bad my mom is not going to france...i'd switch places with you in a jif!

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Originally posted by inconspicuous AndreaCKY772. just. so. dumb.

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Originally posted by [N]ûk|êû[Z] and the fact that she is going away to live in another country with a bastard that used to beat me

Wow. I dunno Jay. If my mother let some guy beat my little sisters or brother, I would disown her. That is just so so so wrong. Mothers are supposed to protect their children. It's like damn, I don't care if the guy pays all the bills and gives you 15 orgasms a week, woman, he's got to go yesterday if he so much as lays a finger on one of your kids.



Blah, reading your post made me so sad.

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Nu skal jeg betro dig min hemmelighed. Den er ganske ligetil:
kun med hjertet kan man se rigtigt. Det væsentlige er usynligt for øjet.

thanks for answering my PM chrissi


also leaving family sucks. but youre weird and have spiky hair and post cockinasock pics on the internet, im sure youll find something to do

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Originally posted by Orbax thanks for answering my PM chrissi

Because I answer your post, you'll see this in the morning:

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Originally posted by Mr. Mystery I love it how some people can turn any thread to be about them.

Orbs, for 4 years, I like you and I enjoy your posts. For 4 years, you think I dislike you. For 4 years, I post over and over how much I like you and I like reading your posts. So when I read this latest PM you sent, what can I do? I smile and sigh.

lol, like wtf you totally don't listen to anything I type! rawr

And yes, I don't do PMs lately. Too many TAs post private messages in public threads. Aaaaaaaaaaaack!

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Nu skal jeg betro dig min hemmelighed. Den er ganske ligetil:
kun med hjertet kan man se rigtigt. Det væsentlige er usynligt for øjet.

^
Yes, thank you again for proving his point.

Back on topic, it sucks to hear that you won't be able to defend your mother, but she needs to accept some personal responsibility and make things better for herself. I never understand why women allow themselves to stay in abusive relationships. If he hasn't restrained himself from hitting you the 5th or 6th time, then what makes you think the 7th or 8th time will be different?

Hard fact: You women can't change every man you meet.