Are you big on it?

Sometimes it seems like nostalgia dominates a lot of my waking hours.

I think I've idealized the past from a pretty young age, but I need to quit it.

Yes.

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Figure out what to do, then take a nap.

not really. the only "nastalgia" i have is shit i've saved from my own life. and its fun to look through the shoe boxes of random shit i've saved. otherwise, fuck it.

Only when I go back to places I haven't been to in many years.

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When bread becomes toast, it can never go back to being bread again.

i was like that pre-paxil.

Looking at this and that "feeling of freshness" thread, I realise you seem to have the same mindset over life that I have.

...it's a shit mindset. We need to stop caring about the past and just have some fun.

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Seems like I always feel my best days are behind me, and that I'll never feel like they're ahead of me again.

I'm reasonably content most of the time, but this sort of thing is always in the back of my mind.

Then your whole world rocks and rolls...

It's an illusion.
Enjoy the calm.

Maybe all of this is due to the fact that I've fucked up a lot of things and I just want to transport myself to a time before I fucked them up.

One good way to look at it is that life can often be more unpredictable than we think. What if something comes up, and gives you the chance of "un-fucking-up" those things?

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Originally posted by noikeee One good way to look at it is that life can often be more unpredictable than we think. What if something comes up, and gives you the chance of "un-fucking-up" those things?

Pretty sure that's impossible...

I'm sort of "repairing" them as we speak by being a better person, but I can't get back the lost time, the years I spent being an idiot in certain ways.