so at some time i am guessing a lot of people have bought drugs from various pushers and henchmen. my question is, what do you do when you get burned or bunk shite or just straight ripped off? personally i just never go back to that person again and direct people away from him and i've never had the situation . but sometimes you could be on the hook for a fair sum of money so what do you do if you're not into the whole tour de force thing? it doesn't even have to be drug related, that was just the first thing that came to my mind. what about if someone is trying to move in on your girl at the bar or they just shove you over when they are walking through the club?

i wonder about these situations because i've been in them a couple of times and i think what if i had a bad temper and arguably pointless things made me angry. my friend is kind of the opposite and he sees these small 'transgressions', if you will, as assaults in his integrity etc etc etc. strange thoughts flutter around my head. getting in a fight is not the sweetest thing but it's kind of exciting to jump in and defend your mates (unless you're the person starting it and then it's just stupid?)

in a sort of tangled way, if i have a confrontation with someone, i immediately think about how i am superior to them. am i more intelligent? stronger? smarter? do i do more drugs than them? am i more athletic? better looking? cooler friends? am i more charismatic? i find a reason in my head not to get into shit. maybe a serious case narcissism and megalomania? or am i not caring enough about my respect levels?

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